Breakingthewall

They are simply ideas. mental flow bubble. None of that interests me in the least. mysticism is real, it is a fact, it is the openness to the now. Ideas are the bubble in which you are curled up in the fetal position in terror. The funniest thing is that it doesn't protect you from anything. It's like a child who hides behind his hand so as not to be seen.

I believe that first there is a phase of acquiring certain ideas that serve as a solvent for the immovable structured mind. It is common that when you are in that phase you believe that you have discovered the most and that you are a very special guy, and you even imagine yourself as a spiritual teacher. The shorter this phase, the better. You have to realize how much sooner that absolutely all your ideas are simply ideas, and that they are not going to be of any use to you, that what you are looking for is something real. here and now reality is. All your ideas and your stories are childish grips that keep you on familiar ground. in mom's skirts. you have to go out into the world, and the world is infinite and nothing you know means anything at all. mind empty, naked, without defenses, without barriers. When you are finally on real ground, you no longer imagine yourself as a spiritual teacher, because you realize that no one is going to understand you, and you can't help the people to go out of their trap . everyone is attached to their mental bubble without realizing it, the same as you recently. . It seems very obvious to get out of the bubble, but it wasn't obvious at all when you were inside. It's a strange design, a rat trap. there is only one way out, and no one can tell you what is, only you can find it

none of that makes any sense to me. For me all of those are ideas.

Interesting. Wise people

That is impossible because something bad is limitation. the lack of limitation is freedom. only the ego judges it as good or bad. my ego judges it as good, another ego may judge the lack of limitation as bad. As it's reality , better adapt your ego to accept it. The only way is total openness, because otherwise it is a useless attempt to preserve a limitation that does not really exist. so the ego steps aside and what it is manifests

Yes, but it isn't bad. I am constantly trying to optimize my situation, have the best possible experience, and develop this experience in the best way. This includes material, money, also sex, etc. On the other hand, there is the opening to infinity. This requires intelligence and will and also intuition, don't do everything that closes. both dimensions can be combined and complemented

@TheWind Solitude implies limits, if there are no limits there is no loneliness. If you feel like you are alone, you are limited.

I have free base and the colour is more or less like that, maybe more brown, but if you did such amounts and nothing happened, I'm afraid that it is another substance

@Someone here imagine eternity. can you? No one can, the mind cannot understand what infinity entails. We are now floating in the infinity of existence, we are existence, and this existence has no limits. There are probably infinitely many multiverses within which there are infinitely more multiverses. I believe that we must start from the basis that the only thing we know is that existence exists. Leo says that existence is a mind within another mind within another mind. maybe it's like that. The only reality now is: no fucking idea. Open yourself with generosity, humility and joy to the infinity of the limitless now. leaves your mind out of the game. The poor linear mind is like a chimpanzee with a stick trying to understand a quantum computer. Allow your mind to empty itself of structure and expand, avoid the need to grasp anything, to know, so that the possibility of some real understanding can take place, if it is possible to have it. this is infinity friend, not the alphabet

5 meo is just a substance, Things are a little more complicated in my opinion. In fact, they are so complicated that my understanding of them is bug shit. I don't understand reality at all. so are the things. What I don't do is tell myself the story that I do understand it to get a sense of false balance, greatness, superiority or whatever. I more or less understand the mechanisms of the ego, but to say that you understand reality... well, allow me to doubt it. What I am trying, with enormous effort, is to understand the deception of the mind that keeps me in a state, let's say, crazy, at a false temporal linear level. Getting out of there is a challenge for me. Every time I achieve it I applaud myself. Lately I can do it without psychedelics and my applause has no limits. I enter the limitless depth of existence. But from there to say that I understand something... I understand what a 2-year-old child does about the functioning of the adult world. But when I see another 1.5 year old child saying: this is like this and like that... I can't help but think: are you kidding? Yes, I guess so

Mushrooms always have a difficult, strange, twisted beginning. Everything becomes a bit like an enchanted forest, but enchanted in a sinister way, you have to pass that cut, raise a mental level, and then everything becomes fluid, wavy, beautiful, and then finish. LSD is more manic, happy, luminous, euphoric, and with a bit of thc become deep, organic, broad.

?? You want to hurt me? ?. Don't fight back, didn't you want the truth? That is the truth that I see. Since in your thread you talk about being sincere, I thought You might take that they talk to you sincerely. or did you mean that just the others should take it? Btw, That thing that you could collapse reality sounds very delusional. When I read you I see a very important dose of self-deception, of borrowed ideas, and very little, or rather none, humility. In true mysticism you have to bow your head, you cannot be open to infinity and at the same time go through life sticking out your chest like a teenager. To go through what they call the door without a door, something that you will never do with a 95% probability, or at least not for now, you have to be humble. humble enough to give up all the mental garbage you cling to like a desperate castaway, terrified of not being enough...whatever. you must be empty like a baby, not full of ideas about god, and all this religion that you drink from Leo. Btw, In deep, I like you, I see through you and I see like nobility, but you are too scared to be humble and drop you ego to the void

@Argonaut Psychedelics are a huge help in opening your mind to mystical states, but if you are smart you will not get stuck in them. You will realize that they are misleading, that they have a fake component. and that you can achieve the same or more openness to mystical states of great depth without needing them. if you are smart enough. Psychedelics are like the small wheels on a bicycle, at first they are necessary, then they are a hindrance. I still use them, but more and more they seem indifferent to me. Today, for example, by meditating for an hour I have achieved a state of infinity superior to what I achieve by vaping 5meo until my mouth tastes like bleach after having taken LSD two hours before. much cleaner, pure, perfect. . This does not mean that in a couple of days I will do some psychedelic again. A week ago I did salvia, twice, and felt absolutely nothing. very strange! That same salvia two years ago took me on the roller coaster of madness. expired? It would be sad if psychedelics stopped working, but if in exchange I can get infinite depth without them, well, better I guess. although psychedelics are pure beauty, LSD and mushrooms are wonderful. Thc is deep, salvia is a challenge, courage is needed. DMT is just medicine, a mean to achieve open states that you can achieve without them, a short cut very useful

MDMA is toxic and the next two days you feel depressed. but it can be very useful to make you see barriers that you put between yourself and others, insecurities. Could free yourself a lot in only one session. It's fine to use it occasionally for that purpose, but I think using it regularly is a bad idea.

If you are able to turn it off, you have mastered it to a high degree. Turning it off is a means to move from the logical temporal linear dimension to the unlimited timeless deep dimension.

Yeah of course, I meant maybe in the future, in some special cases, it could be possible. when mysticism, the openness to infinite reality is something normal, clear, understood. If this evolution happens, I would say it has to happen, humans will open up to real intelligence

Sure, but the mind has to know when to move away and stop creating separation. The mind prevents direct vision, with its filters and its structures. If we really want to go deeper, we have to know how to turn off the mind completely.

The experience is not like a dream, it is like a mirage. like a dimensionless hologram superimposed on a bottomless hole that is reality

Questioning is from the mind, totally useless. It is possible to see deeper, but you have to turn off your mind. This forum is where I vent my mental withdrawal syndrome after turning it off the mind as much as possible. maybe one day it will stop being necessary

Wonderful. Would it be possible to educate a predisposed child in real mysticism? I guess not yet, because who would educate him? This science is embryonic. but maybe in the future yes. Maybe when he turns 8 you will give him a tennis racket and 50 ug of LSD after a 4-day meditation retreat ?

Difficult to understand. If the mirage of the current experience is broken and you realize the infinite depth, everything that appears, including the others, are nothing, just transparent images without content. and yet they are real. or not? Does anyone really understand the reality of this? I doubt it.

Simply all the time try to feel the now, realize the depth of this moment. Once you get out of the mental bubble and realize that you can see through the mirage that surrounds you and realize the bottomless depth that this moment is only once, doing it more times begins to be easier

I suppose you can see it all as part of your trip, but having serious health problems must be a big deal, very difficult, and practically all of us will go through it in our long lives as Westerners. lucky Vikings, who died with the sword in their hands, and not with the tubes in their mouths

I know, But the difference is enormous, many people are trapped in miserable conditions with no way out. Of course it's not my fault, that's life, but if I were living in a shack on the outskirts of some city in Mauritania and a millionaire guy (for my standards) came to see me rotting there, I would probably have the desire to kill him.

Yes of course, but I mean the feeling, it's like unrespect the people who is in very different situation than you . But maybe it's a nonsense, id like to travel to Uganda one day