Breakingthewall

So if there is something temporary, why you call it nothing? If now something temporary is, always something temporary is going to be, and always was. You could call it nothing, but nothing is nothing, not something. It has zero sense

That's what we have to reach like a normal thing in every day meditation. I use some thc to soften. Then sometimes the thing goes deeper, it's nothing that you could think or explain, it's like if under the surface a supernova is burning, that is hidden inside you. In a moment, without any signal, the veil dissapears, and you see. It burns the self, it gets volatilized. Waves of energy pass through you and you realize that you are those waves. It is the force of life in its purest form that is seen through the layer of appearance, then you realize the unfathomable immensity of what the cosmos is. This is not enlightenment, it is awakening to what lives, to the cosmos. It's brutal. Enlightenment is something else for me, it is that in you the unlimited living void opens up, the nothingness that is everything. you merge with it and you are it, it is not thinkable. There is no more beyond this, it is the end of the game. The two openings are the two faces of reality. one is definitive, the other is unlimited exploration, a flower that opens and reveals its interior, blinding beauty. This is the interesting game, total emptiness is total freedom, but that's it. You have to be able to open yourself to it to open the cosmos. I want to see with LSD in the desert when it's hot, see without limit

So then the ego is the real thing and the perceptions are unreal? But if seems real, where is the difference with real?

I don't think so. There are degrees of penetration into what reality is. The interesting thing about this game we are trying to play comes when you are able to completely empty your mind of concept and meaning and start to really see. Reality, or you if you prefer, is like a lake. There is the mental layer, which you mention, the labels, this is the thin superficial layer. Once you dissolve it you can dive into yourself, that is, into reality. This is not a mental story but something real. Beneath the mental is the flow of reality, the infinite interconnections of life, the absolute power that makes up this bubble of experience, which can expand enormously, to unimaginable levels. To think that we already have it is total ignorance, when we haven't even looked a little

So, if your mind is empty like a baby, and they throw a glass of sulfuric acid in your face, that is enlightenment too, or is it only enlightenment if the glass thing doesn't happen? Another question: if according to you life is just a thought, where is the difference between thought and real?

So enlightenment is to have the idea that nothing exist.

Everything that exists is perfection, nothing that is not perfection can exist. imperfection, good and evil, are views through the lens of the ego, an evolutionary tool. A Nazi extermination camp is just as bad or good as a pond where bacteria multiply and phagocytize each other. It is movement of existence. To see perfection and glory you have to completely leave the human, and this is not easy at all, since we are humans.

well friends, it is a pleasure to finally find people at my level, as we all know, the cycle of reincarnations...-eh wait, there is no cycle, didn't you realize that? all cycles are illusory, and...-no no friends, it's not exactly like that, love is what...-look friend, maybe in your town people see you as a kind of wise man, but It seems to me that you have not understood anything. As I said, reincarnations...-did I tell you that I have siddhis? This is my siddhi, my cane in your old snob face....etc

It exists as a form now, at least it seems that and for me it's the same that if it really exist. The thing is that it is not so difficult to know what happens after death if you identify with your essence, what lives. What lives is oceanic, unlimited, it has no beginning or end, it only has one quality that is all qualities: it exists. We are all parts and whole of that ocean and when we disappear as parts the ocean will continue. The thing is simple: transcend the form, settle into existence, and that's it, you are immortal. that is to drop the self.

It is impossible to think about death because the one who thinks it is what is defined and structured, what is going to disappear, so he can only think of other defined and structured possibilities in which he remains. Let's see, what we are under the structure is existence right? So it would be correct to say that what happens after my death is that your life continues to exist, and that of millions of rats, bacteria, hydrogen molecules and all that. but it's impersonal, you won't be there. That's really ego death, drop the self, that that no one does because they prefer fantasies

I have also had the realization of being the eternal and limitless being, which has always been, but what I have seen is that there is no choice, not even the idea of choice. the cosmos unfolds to infinity, everything is. From the point of view of existence, being tortured by burying yourself in an anthill to be eaten alive for a week is wonderful. Everything is magic, wonder and perfection, but there is no god who makes the decision to be that, but reality unfolds and synchronizes with itself, it is something inevitable. but who knows, Maybe I'm wrong. It's dumb to be sure, probably it's possible to see much deeper, and I'm keeping doing, impossible to stop, just because it's extremely beautiful. What I want is to be able to dissolve the surface easy, without 5meo, and do it regularly, nothing could be compared in beauty

Life is indestructible, it springs from the limitless void and returns to it again in endless cycles. These are the rules of the game, everything is cyclical, since everything is in motion, nothing can be permanent since everything is an expression of existence. Life is fearless, merciless and pure power. If you accept your own impermanence, you accept the impermanence of everything else.

Concepts have their place. I understand what you are saying, that there are no categories in reality, everything is real. and the next thing from this is to also remove the real label and make the void. The mind is afraid of being Without categorizing and giving meaning. Categorizing and giving meaning is dreaming, stopping doing so is awakening. Of course right now I am categorizing and giving meaning, but not with the goal of describing reality but with the goal of stopping giving meaning. This is emptying the mind of structures, which is awakening, settling into existence. This is not enlightenment, but a state of purity like when you were 8 years old, but from here you can access the mystical with control over the fear of the adult and the capacity for total surrender impossible in the child.

Let's see, for me on the one hand there is the conceptual mind that has practical utility, and that structures reality and classifies it and is essential to live as a human. What the conceptual mind says is not a lie, it is a conceptual construction. The point is that any conceptual construction limits, it doesn't matter what. If you want to open yourself to unlimited reality you must abandon them all and empty your mind. then real mysticism occurs, and this is another field entirely. They are not compatible, you must be able to put your mind in concept mode or empty mode. Afterwards, conceptualizing the mystical is possible to a certain extent and with many reservations. For me for now, if two days ago I had a total openness, now I have nothing to say about it, since now I don't have that openness. That whole thing about how others don't exist because you can only try your POV seems unnecessary and nonsense . I don't see any sense or need in it. From the conceptual mind it seems obvious to me that others exist and have their pov, I am another pov, another bubble of existence, not a god playing cute games to deceive myself for love, nor an envoy of the goddess Kali to sowing chaos, all of that seems like psychotic thoughts Spirituality for me has two phases. awakening, which is leaving the linear mind that gives meaning, and mysticism, which is the real opening to the immeasurable and unthinkable. unthinkable is the key word. We cannot access it because we are operating from the two-dimensional level of thought, we must leave it completely and open ourselves to perception without dimension, or in infinite dimension. Everything about: I am this, I do this for this reason, reality is love, etc. etc. is within two-dimensional thinking. toxic to mysticism

It has nothing to do with accepting or not, but with floating above or connecting. Reality is life, existence, God if you want. The name doesn't matter, it is what it is. With the mind we create an image of ourselves as an entity that moves in time and has a series of qualities, we classify and give meaning to reality, and with this we disconnect, we get out of the flow, we stop being now and we float. above. You have to get off the timeline, stopping interpreting completely. It is something very simple but at the same time tremendously complicated, it is human mental illness. This is not mysticism, it is being awake. awake is not the same as enlightened. awake is simply a normal state, like that of a child, a non-ill state. I tried to explain it here more or less. I think I didn't put enough emphasis is the meaning , just in the time, but both are parallels. There is no time without meaning, and no meaning without time

You say that because you can't remove the meaning from the equation 😉

Smart desire. Maturity is balance. Be immature is very difficult life. To some their parents have passed on an acceptable level of maturity, to others a shitty level and they must fight hard for every inch.

The perfection is very close, It is a millimeter away from you, you just have to equalize with yourself. eliminate the meaning and interpretation of reality, then you stop perceiving life as a timeline, you settle in the now, and the now is alive. that life is everything, that is existence. There is nothing else, there are only opening levels. More open, more life, that is heaven, just existence

When as you have said, reality becomes a lucid soup, there is no "alone." It is what I call that reality becomes fluid, you can penetrate it, you are it flowing. The moment you think: "alone" you are outside, there is separation, you have just created a structure and therefore a limit. reality is once again the rigid impenetrable shit it always was. For me the only way to be is empty, in the moment that you put any meaning, the thing gets opaque Really, there is no difference between some things and others, everything is reality, there is no difference between mental or real, what is is real, it is the only classification

or in other words (if I'm not mistaken with what you're trying to say): the mind must be empty of structure. no meaning means anything

life only listens to a prayer, the proyection of your mind. You are a force that pushes, like everything that lives. You must connect with that which lives and pushes, and be that. then you see clearly that you must go with the flow and stop interpreting. just flow and try to release the greatest vital energy in you

It is impossible to understand death . Most likely, death is the beginning of another cycle, and so on for all eternity. If a cycle is occurring now, it means that there have always been cycles, which means that right now there are infinite cycles, but you only experience one, and it will disappear, but in infinity it would happen infinitely more times. It is something incomprehensible that does not enter the mind. It is useless to think about the structure of reality, it is the mind of a dog trying to understand a computer. The only thing you can do with death is look directly at it, see the black hole in front of you, and open yourself to it.

Time is a mental construct created from something real, change and cycle. Reality is changing and cyclical, and time is the perception, memory and forecast of that change. It is always now, but our mind is able to remember what it was like now when it was different, and predict what it will be like based on the changes stored in memory. This creates a parallel reality that is perceived as a line, and that separates us from the reality that is, which is always now.

I remember when I fought with 5meo, a tough fight. I would lie on the floor and think: I am going to cross the barrier of my psyche, here and now. I did it and...no, no, almost, strange, strange. horrible sometimes. things like: a sphincter of darkness that swallows me and suddenly the absolute: an eternal prison, I am trapped in a motionless eternity, absolute cosmic horror. Then I would get up and walk around my house looking at the ground trying to remove that pressure from my mind. One day I did it and it was: absolute emptiness, total death, nothing that expands without limit. an absolute gong that sounds and was death. party. I thought, well, this is so nice what I had to see today, we have to settle. Then I thought, no, I have a quality, I go further. I put something like double the dose into the pipe without weight, trembling because I was still under the effect of the previous one, I lit it and thought: kill. reality opened up. I saw myself standing in my room with my arms open, infinity was open, the total glory of existence opened to me. Hallelujah. There are no limits, that's what I am. Infinity.

@Keryo Koffa Ego death is to become infinite. This does not mean that you realize that you are infinite, you are not a thing that is infinite, you are simply the absence of limits, or better, what you are is absence of limits, not a you. It is not something, you are depth, this is not thinkable nor can it be remembered. You can remember a kind of endless well, but that well in your memory will have edges, limits. It's not that, it's absolute openness. That's what spirituality is about. The first time you achieve this it can be perceived as horrible, there is nothing to grab, it is nothing. If you manage to maintain it, the mystique emerges. The absence of limits is the source of reality, and you become one with it, since that is what you really are, it is simply reality