Breakingthewall

For me, the 5meo point is something really intimidating and I have to do it again one of these days but I'm procrastinating a lot. It is the total rupture. It's something that doesn't always happen, there are times when you simply can't, even if you vape a lot. The thing is to disintegrate, to stop existing as you completely. There is not a trace of you left, only an infinite hole remains. This can be terrifying on a very high level, and absolutely wonderful. It's terrifying when reality is an empty infinite hole, and it's wonderful when you take one more step and the total void is you. zero structure, absolute being. Nothing else is sought with 5meo dmt, or at least I don't. What does this experience mean? nothing at all, it has no meaning. you have opened yourself to the formless. Because It is the beginning of letting go, of surrendering to reality and living in openness continuously.

That's why maybe you could access only when you reach a point when you truly realize that everything is just existence. You cannot judge or value, if you do, you are not one with existence and therefore you cannot delve into it and see. But first you have to reach a moment when you really are totally ready to melt completely into wholeness without reservation now. Almost no one can say this, at least I can't. If that happens, maybe you could see everything, but you wouldn't care about it, because for you everything would be the same: existence

It would be said that technological evolution is allowing humanity to emerge from the mud of the wild life from which it comes, and break the entire tendency of struggle, domination, competition, submission, comparison and war. It is a slow and difficult process, evolution moves creating events like the Second World War, although now it seems that the balance is leaning more in other directions. If science takes the leap that it seems to be attempting, we will see something never seen before. well, we're already seeing it. What humanity has achieved is a miracle, its evolutionary power is enormous, the intelligence of reality is working with all its power in us

I guess yes, in the sense that the pattern of existence of unimaginable complexity that we are in terms of form has an evolutionary continuity. Everything is the same substance but the forms are also something, and a similar form is a similar identity that evolves through the ages, in the cosmic cycles. Perhaps this evolution is interconnected and you can become aware of it. Many mystics have said it, but there is a lot of suggestion and deception too. You don't have to believe anything, but maybe you can see that what you are as a pattern of concrete form has a continuity much bigger that your actual perception. Maybe one day you have a mystical experience that shows you all the structure of the cosmos and all your evolution from when you were a basic form to the totality made form.

I would say that these values are the result of the evolution of thousands of generations together with the genetic structure of the human mind that evolves unstoppably in a subtle way. All the springs that make people be whatever they are point in an evolutionary direction, it is the push of the intelligence of reality that goes in one direction. for some purpose? I would say that the only purpose is to look for new ways to increase complexity and depth. so that? It is something like a plant, which develops because it is in its nature. It's impossible to understand it, or at least it seems. You can be open to it's substance , but the understanding is real? Seems always limited

The question would be: why are things the way they are? Why am I bound to the limits of this experience? Why can't I fly? What is the purpose of this cycle? People will say: if you ask this you are not awake. or: it is a dream from God to live an adventure. Yes, sure, someone said it, it sounded good, they took LSD and imagined that they understood reality . Id say that things are more complex, maybe impossible to understand

Maybe this sounds fool or the typical meditative history that doesn't works, but try to meditate with this mantra: "nothing means nothing". For me it deactivates the meaning of thoughts and you can spend 10 minutes without thinking absolutely nothing at all without effort, reality becomes fluid. If a thought starts to appear, think the mantra. You don't need to think it in its entirety, just know what it means and activate it, it's a fraction of a second. After a while it is not necessary, you have left the meaning, and with it your limits.

For me is quite similar. Psychedelics have allowed me to see energy blockages and completely release them. Without that it would have been impossible. The most useful has undoubtedly been 5meo DMT, but others too. Without psychedelics it is literally impossible, the energetic pattern that you are must be broken and rebuilt again and again, it takes some courage to do this, but when you see the path you do not hesitate. But once the trauma is completely resolved, your energy flows in an aligned and perfect way, that is when you can begin to truly open to what existence is, and what this human life is. They are also useful then. For putting an example, psychedelics can open you to a dimension of sex that is very difficult without them, and the same for many other things. once the inner restructuring is done, true perception begins

Really the question would be why psychedelics promote a deeper perception than sober, and why this is so. I think that because the normal human sober state is full of mental barriers and psychedelics dissolve them, but then if you have already done psychedelics 100 times, do those mental barriers still exist? it should not be like that. The objective is for the perception to be deeper and cleaner sober than with any psychedelic.

I think we all know here that self-help doesn't work, it's a scam. Telling someone to love everything is very good, especially to seem very elevated and fulfilled, but anyone a little smart will see through this kind of affirmations. Telling someone full of anxiety, fear, hatred, shame, to love sunrises and their peers is very inauthentic. It only leads to falsehood and frustration.

I think it's more or less like that, and that in the best cases, in the worst cases it is spirituality with religious ideas about past lives, demons, angels and so on. I think the problem is that without psychedelics it is very difficult for someone to truly go deeper and begin to understand what reality is. I know two people who have done several vipassana retreats, that is extremely hard, and they have had no use at all, only self-help and also a short-lived effect, since in a month or two they are the same as always, with anxiety. There are people who can access what we can call mysticism, openness to the unlimited, whatever you call It, without psychedelics, but they are few, the majority will remain at a superficial level. But the problem is that psychedelics are very deceptive, they have a fundamental component of deception, you have to realize that. Our psyche doesn't want to open and that's why it doesn't, you give it a chemical and you break its defenses, but it will always hold on, it will remain in part, it will come back and appropriate the experience, define it and convert it in part of his baggage. The objective of psychedelics is to acquire depth and show the psyche that opening is possible, that existence without structure does not mean madness or death, and then access depth in an increasingly normal and complete way. I think it is a fairly long and difficult process, and psychedelics deceive and inflate the ego, everyone thinks they are more advanced than Buddha and Jesus Christ combined from day one, when what we are is still trapped in our mental structure.

What is sought with spirituality is to realize what reality is, not to define it as a dream or anything else, but to open yourself to it and be it. Definitions like dreams are in the mental and only distance you from what reality is. forget them and pierce the psyche until only the unlimited remains

The reality is that if you want to open yourself to total existence you must open yourself to the face of existence that is yin, destruction, violence, disease, torture, oppression and isolation. When we talk about suffering we talk about moving away from suffering, with this mental dynamic duality is created and with it falsehood. All spiritual teachers sell the paradise of ala, milk honey and hot girls, in one way or another. They are scammers with a beatific smile who want your attention. There are not shortcuts, if you want the whole, the whole is whole.

@James123 there are many limitations. For example, last night I had a strange dream, I dreamed that some guys were taking a dog to a field, and to punish it for not barking when some thieves broke in, they doused it with gasoline and set it on fire, then the dog was a ball of fire and It is absolute suffering, sadness and incomprehension of so much horror. I thought, why does reality have this in it? Then reality disintegrated and everything was limitless and equal, pure reality. It was perfect and wonderful, but above it was the dog and its horror. Then I saw my limitation, I saw that I do not accept the horror of life, and I saw my fear. My fear is great, and it is stupid to deny it, but it is necessary to look it in the face, know it well, if I want to be free

You define things positively or negatively: you are nothing, you are love, you are free, infinite. This means absolutely nothing, you have to take an action, open your perception, open your mind and your being to what reality is, for this you have to do something: eliminate the limits. Just that, and for this you have to be humble enough to see your limits

Just because i taste often the real freedom. The bottomless well of existence, the totality, the eternal smile, what I am. and in order to completely open perception, it must have no limits, the opening must be absolute. You must open yourself to the totality. Silence is not going to make this happen, silence is just silence, it is not very different from noise. The opening is with your whole being, not with your mind. you must open yourself now, completely, to the existence of this moment, then that existence erases the mind, only opening remains. From that opening existence flows and you are one with it. But the problem is that the psyche has thousands of little traps that are waiting to close, to immerse you back into the psyche. These traps can be very different, and you have to know how to see them, understand what limits you and have the courage to face it. Do you really not fear death? Be honest with yourself, are you free? almost no one is, it is one thing to have moments of freedom, another to be in total freedom. Do you understand what that means? Fear is powerful, there are many layers. Face the existence without filter has not shortcuts.

No, the attitude must be as a knife, not as a gentle prophet, because I'm not a prophet. I'm just someone how open the psyche to see the infinity, and the only way to do that is becoming limitless. To do that you need to have some clarity, if not you would fall in some of the many subtle traps of the finite

There is no difference between having an empty or full mind, the difference is in understanding the dimension of what appears in the mind and not letting yourself be trapped by its limitations. There can be silent meditation and no openness and there can be an active mind and openness.

but the guy is right about one thing, it is essential at a given moment to let go of control, control is a limiting factor, total abandonment has to be possible during certain moments, maybe it is possible to live like this all the time, but at least circumstantially It is a necessary step, although it is not equivalent to openness. I suppose it would be possible to live like this permanently full time, the true enlightened ones, but for a person who works and has to maintain a let's say normal life, it is very difficult imo

It seems that he has achieved some kind of surrender, absence of desire, acceptance, which sure will be positive for his life, but which is not the dissolution of the barriers of the self and the opening to the total limitless existence. I would say that he does not contemplate that possibility, but rather he has an idea of enlightenment based on the acceptance of what is. It is normal if he has not considered the psychedelic path, because he couldn't see that dimensions. Maybe for some that is not necessary, but for the majority it is necessary to give a deep dimension to the psyche and from there carry out the action of opening, of total breaking of the limits

The configuration of existence is of a dimension that is difficult to imagine or rather impossible. Imagine your body right now, all the synchronized cycles that are taking place for it to exist as such, each one of them a manifestation of infinite intelligence and infinite themselves. 7 to the power of 27 of atoms, each of them a quantum universe of greater complexity than what the most powerful computer can intuit. each of them located in the exact place, being replaced by other atoms constantly, like a perfect universe forming a defined and exact pattern. 40 trillion cells, each of them an individual living being, with its full load of DNA and a defined and perfect life cycle. all this working in exact synchrony creating an individual who in turn is part of a human collective with a collective ego in evolution, moving in a defined and inexorable direction, within a planet that is part of a galaxy, which is part of a universe, etc etc etc, all absolutely perfect, like a cosmic clock that turns in one direction. and within the smallest subatomic particle is infinity in its entirety, the absolute intelligence. what reality is seems like a joke, but that's what infinity is like, infinite.

Maybe a level is reached in which they accesses another completely different dimension within infinite dimensions of existence. If this finite universe exists with its big bang, its protons and neutrons and all that, it is logical to think that there are other universes, other dimensions, other realities unimaginable from our mental configuration.

No difference. I'm going to kidnap a Korean teen actress and keep her prisoner in my secret lair. hahahaha (while petting a cat)

Then stop watching videos of papaji and start watching videos of Kim jong il

Concepts point to realities. There are more precise concepts, others completely wrong. There are sincere people and lying people, it is important to be able to detect them. What we seek is to go through the human psyche and open ourselves to the limitlessness that we are, and to achieve this, some ideas help and others are an obstacle