Breakingthewall

Exactly, the idea is living it that state. Anything else is suffering and deception. Once you see it, when the separation mechanisms of the psyche re-emerge (inevitably), the suffering becomes much more evident. Before it was always there, but you had concealment mechanisms, especially projection into the future or the past to escape from an inharmonious present. If you face this present with a vibration of suffering, you understand the mechanisms of separation. This does not mean that you will voluntarily and automatically make them disappear and become one with reality again, but this is encouraged to occur spontaneously more and more frequently. What was previously a one-time event, normally promoted by psychedelics, is beginning to be an everyday occurrence. For me, small doses of LSD are very useful, since they anesthetize the separating energy, but the idea is to achieve this in a sober and continuous way.

Illusion means that the form is irrelevant, the substance is always the same and you are that. Then, you can be lost in the form, in the impermanence, or open to the absolute and settled in it, which is your true nature, then the form is indifferent, it is only form, and it is seen as an illusion in the sense that one form is the same as another, all are the absolute. But in another hand they are totally real precisely because they are the absolute.

Yes a couple of times, crazy trip, but was long ago. Like 2 months ago I tried again twice 20x extract and zero effect

Imo What is possible to do is dissolve the limits that the human structure entails and become unlimited, opening yourself completely to the substance of reality. The conciousness, intelligence, the real you, call as you want, but god....well Imo When someone, myself, has god realization, there is still identification. God realization means that I am creating reality by imagining it, this means that the reality that I observe is imaginary, like a night dream. well, then levitate a bus, in a lucid night dream it is possible, since the bus that appears is a creation of my mind, but in reality, no one has levitated a feather. So, I don't think God Realization is a lack of depth but rather a mistaken identification. Someone could say: I can't levitate a feather because I ve not enough conciousness being an human. Well, you can't levitate a feather or do absolutely anything except imagine that you are an omnipotent god who is creating others and is alone. The reality is that if there is a total dissolution of the limits there is no loneliness since the concept of loneliness does not exist, nor do the concepts of others, there is only the unlimited ocean of existence. The moment you start creating mental structures like "loneliness", you are already at the limits of the mind again. This does not mean that you as consciousness are not creating something, you are doing it, but in a limited way. That is, if I break all the limits and enter an absolute state, you and I are the same, but the absolute is not alone because it is unlimited. Only the ego can be alone and see itself as a center, the absolute has no center, it is not personal, it is not "you" in the sense of perceiving yourself as an entity, it is you as a substance of total reality, without bottom and without limits, immensity. So, you, as an absolute, are having a relative experience, but the absolute is having infinite relative experiences at the same time since time is a construction of the relative dimension, so, I am the cup of coffee that im drinking now in the sense that the cup of coffee is the absolute, and so am I, but at the same time the cup of coffee is another dimension of the absolute among infinite other dimensions. In fact, the cup of coffee is made up of infinite dimensions of the absolute, just like me. Then god is the infinite dimensions of reality interconnected infinitely. When you take a psychedelic and have a god realization, you don't become god in that sense because it's impossible imo, you can move your hands, but you can't levitate a cup of coffee. You become the absolute but maintaining the individual identity, so you see yourself trapped in the loneliness of existence. I had that realization many times, quite awful, but it's obviously false to me This does not mean that my power is zero. On the contrary, my power is enormous since everything is interconnected and if I know how to read the flow of reality, I can orient it in part according to my will, since my will is the will of the infinite, but only an infinitesimal part, which affects the whole. , but at the same time it is limited by the whole

The point is to let the mind fall and dissolve it in the heart, and open the heart and let it expand without limit. That is what there will be after death, that is what there is now. It doesn't matter what form it takes, it is always the same, me. The question here would be: can I open myself completely and perceive myself completely, or are still some veils?

I m not searching anything, just removing obstacles that keep me enjailed. I want to be absolutely open to the absolute, anything else is greed and it's totally stupid. Greed to keep an illusion.

Not at all. at some times, some days, with some substances, until some extent. but my mind is an obsessive machine that never stops, and looks for the barriers, what veils, what keeps identity spinning on itself, generating compression and suffering. Then, as time goes by, the opening becomes easier and deeper. But many layers, rests of mental garbage, identification, compression, opacity, are still in me.

I told you because I had that realization many times and was quite awful, negative, then I did again and again, over all with 5meo, but with DMT, LSD and mushrooms too, until I totally dissolve myself many times.

One center deciding everything would be finite. Infinite holons of consciousness made form synchronizing with each other is infinite, and that is god, intelligence without center

The proof is intellectual and can be direct experience if you are able to transcend form. Let's see, what suffers is identity. Identity is not just mental, like I am American, etc., it is real, they are evolutionary energy patterns that self-construct layer after layer. Physical pain is identity, any suffering is. This is necessary for the complex forms to be maintained, if he were not alive, the species would not exist. you can realize what you are as a form, a definite pattern that uses the substance of reality to take a form. If you realize this you realize that the form is transitory and the substance permanent, then, deliberately, through meditation, you can go beyond the form, see it as something transparent, transitory, irrelevant, and identify yourself totally with the substance, consciousness or whatever you want to call it, the limitless that you really are, then, temporarily, you can see that suffering, the difference between good and bad is nothing more than a construction. Then, if you achieve that state even for some seconds, you will see yourself. The absolute glory of existence. Of course, after you will fall again in the preference, but you will try again and again get out of it for a while

Nobody is deciding those things, there are the movement of the cosmos, the ying and yang balanced itself. All that is maya, it's like a transparent hologram that seems real, and it is in some sense but explodes as a soap bubble and the absolute remains . The infinity can't stop flowing, and this is it flow. But under the surface it's the absolute glory. Of course it's difficult to see it when you are immerse in the shit, but nobody said that it were easy

There is not God, there is not a designer, reality design itself. The infinite, by the fact of being infinite, unfolds in infinite dimensions, which gear together perfectly given the inevitable infinite intelligence of reality, but there is no someone doing things, there is an infinite cosmos in infinite movement with infinite layers of consciousness reflecting each other infinitely

If you want to live your whole life trapped in the prison of ego, no problem. If you want to open yourself to the totality, you must transcend them

I understand it perfectly. You perceive as miserable a container capable of opening to the perfection of total absolute infinity. It's normal, as I already told you, the shell of the ego is hard. Millions of years of evolutionary warfare have created a tunnel vision that only sees threats and benefits, until we reach this tipping point, where the final step in the evolution of life comes full circle and opens to the infinite wholeness that truly is.

Freedom is total acceptance of yourself. but not of yourself as a human compared to other humans, but of yourself as an existence. For example, accepting your children being tortured by the Apaches in front of you being roasted on a grill and then you being devoured by insects for three days. Here is the difficult question of freedom, since reality does not joke. Freedom is to drain the cup to the end. give yourself as a sacrifice for crucifixion, torture, illness, loneliness and desolation. It is the price of glory. Reality is designed to keep us prisoners of our fear. You are a rock climber right? Why? because you have sensed that fear is prison. All of us will have our cross, that's the game. But it is not necessary to go that far id say, it is enough to look the chains of our mind , look them in the face, and open ourselves to them with total honesty. Open our heart and accept the whole thing with humility, then the perfection manifest . I'm not claiming that I'm there, just some moments and struggling with myself to purify myself and trascending the fucking stubborn ego. If we are able to accept everything without rejecting anything, the transitory/illusory (although this word is confusing ) character of reality manifests itself, and the absolute perceives itself. This is freedom and what they call enlightenment: seeing through the veil of maya

In one sense yes, in other freedom is you.

If you were aware of the wonder of creation in 1% you would only say: hallelujah. but the walls of your ego only allow you to see your misery. This is what spiritual work is about, breaking down those walls

I just said that this is wrong, there are energetic barriers, pretending that are just an illusion is useless. So I gave an example about a diagnosis of a disease, which directly attacks identity, since being human there is inherently the desire to survive, which is the basis of identity. Do you think that this is not the case, that the barriers are only imaginary? Maybe it is that way for you, but not for the vast majority. We humans have a difficult path, completely attached to identification, layer after layer. Being a human is not the same as being a bird, for example, and with these two patterns of existence being so different, it is logical to think that there will be infinitely different patterns of existence. What I said is that being human, freedom is not given, it is conquered, and lying to oneself is a guarantee of failure.

I didn't say the word suffering. Spiritual evolution is freeing yourself of the shell of the identity.

Why do you assume that?

Imagine a civilization that creates an AI so powerful that it can replicate itself infinitely, and can use all the energy of matter, colonizing planets exponentially, covering them completely by its processing mechanisms, linking them with each other, until colonizing the universe and use every last proton for its processing power, making this universe a conscious entity of unimaginable intelligence and power capable of opening other dimensions into which it can enter and expand the depth of its intelligence to infinity. Looking the progression of the intelligence, seems quite possible.

People have the need to think about themselves that they are enlightened, which is an insurmountable obstacle to moving forward. Instead of looking directly at their chains they create fantasies of spiritual superiority to inflate their ego. an absolutely useless attitude that works against them. The case you have mentioned, James, is notorious. When what happened with his son he went down to earth and admitted his reality, but that already happened, now he is back at the Buddha level, otherwise he would not be happy, his ego needs that status. This happens to many, and without humility there is no progress. and let's not fool ourselves, we must move forward. freedom is not given, it is conquered

Sure. I'm sure that if today the doctor told you that you had stage 4 melanoma, you would be in perfect harmony and your mind would flow freely 24/7. It is precisely that kind of mental attitude that you just expressed that I was referring to with "absence of lies."

of the chains inherent to being human, inherited after thousands of generations of war, slavery, terror and falsehood. open our heart and mind to the infinite permanently, ascend the human condition and achieve enlightenment, to move on to another phase of existence in the next cycle. The first step is to be aware of those chains and look them in the face without fear and without lies.