The0Self

Lol nice poetry. Beware of devilry. "God" has no enemy. Feel free to ignore this apparent call-out. I don't know anything. Continue as you are. Or not.

There's nothing there to deconstruct! It's just nothing appearing as a word.

Yep. So to with cause and effect -- when you cease to imagine them to be real (higher level of imagination), they aren't real.

Awakening “practice” is nothing more than pointing out the obvious. Why do you think noting works so well? ? The awakened state is indescribable, not because of how “amazing” it is, but simply because of how immediate it is.

There's no need for that level of complication. 1. Deconstruct. 2. Deconstruct the deconstructor. That's it. Further complication is just that. For instance: 1. Turn away from experience by turning toward the knower of whatever arises until nothing arises, and then turn towards the one who knows nothing arises. 2. Turn away from the experience of doing step 1. Or stop "doing nothing." Not prescriptive. Feel free to not do that.

There's no God, but all there is, is God. There's no me, no you, no computer, no Earth, no actualized.org, no Leo, no universe, no space, no time, no Awareness (or all there is, is Awareness), no Liberation (or all there is, is Liberation), certainly no time, no future, no past, no present moment... Just nothing being everything. And apparently an illusion of knowing making sense of the unknowable...unsuccessfully. Knowing everything is knowing nothing. Doesn't matter what route you take, as there's no route. You do not want deconstruction, but if you can't stand not to do it, well... This is an organic authentic innocent play, with no one doing it; there's no life, only wholeness.

Haphazard obsessive all-day automatic contemplation + sheer dumb luck ^^ The "answer" It isn't something that really happens though -- that's what deconstruction "reveals." Problem is...there's no one left to know anything about it! You are left clueless at best. That "you are" just simply turns out to be false -- what can anyone do with that? Beautifully unceremonious. As words are spoken they're heard -- you can no longer speak.

There's no one here who's conscious! And there isn't really even God! Unless you want to call God Heaven. There is Heaven -- it's all there is. But I don't know anything about Heaven. Heaven is just all there is. By the way, I'm not talking to you right now -- there is apparent speaking to and from the void!

Not enlightenment-related at all. Seemingly probabilistically connected, but only at first glance.

I've done it. There is no such thing as a psychedelic drug, silly... See?

It's not a process. It's a flash of death which can't be remembered or forgotten. There isn't anyone anywhere and there never has been. There's just nothing, which is everything.

ALL suffering comes to an end.

Well even here you could say there's apparent awareness, but there's no one anywhere who "has" awareness/consciousness.

I felt the same way. It was like his path led to an understanding of emptiness so complete, it didn't allow for liberation, because the understanding was just too much to allow the unknowing that emptiness points to. Turns out I was wrong about that lol but that's certainly what it seemed like in the apparent process.

Realized I was the devil a while back. There is no devil, because there's no I. There's no good and bad. Only Wholeness; what is and isn't.

Yeah I had psychosis a while back. They were simply appearances. No meaning whatsoever, though at the time they seemed to point to absolute reality. The fact that later it was recognized that it was a delusion seemed to lead to a process of deconstruction that led to complete unknowing. At which point, it was recognized the entire process was a dream. There is no process. Only nothing being everything. No understanding. No purpose. Just wholeness.

Simply try to find what isn't happening by itself. Find what is not simply given to and from the void. Failure is success. What seems to be happening is all that's wanted, but it's not you who wants it -- you can't want it -- you aren't there -- how could you want what's already happening, anyway? There is only pure, authentic innocence.

I largely followed Rob Burbea's path -- it felt like a massive gain, simply beyond belief. But when enlightenment apparently happened, it was the end of need, not the satisfaction of need.

Pretty much. It's only possible to want an idea of enlightenment. Actual enlightenment is absolutely unwantable -- it's this already.

30ug lol that would simply get me high as a kite. Just 110ug made God-realization apparent here a couple times, so just under a third of that would almost certainly be a one way ticket to wacky town lol. There's no real need to do it anymore. This is already everything. It's just BANG! This right here is it lol.

About a week ago it was recognized here that nirvana is actually what you most fear, but what is most longed for, and inescapable.

The Mind Illuminated got me there, for sure. It was just equanimity though, not enlightenment. Self inquiry seemed to get me to enlightenment, but the funny thing is when enlightenment is apparent, it's recognized there is no enlightenment... So nothing brought it about; enlightenment didn't even really happen. The idea that there's something called enlightenment is just a clever way of survival, because no one wants enlightenment -- literally nobody wants it. If you think you want it, you most certainly do not, by definition -- that's now 100% obvious here -- there's no certainty about that but also zero doubt... it's simply the case. You actually already know this.

Pretty sure he indicated he hasn’t had the experience, in several vids.

Absolutely. Not to mention, there’s an open invitation to enlightenment at all times. If this enlightenment is not apparent there, it’s simply because it isn’t what’s wanted — there’s still an apparent need to know things. Enlightenment is the end of knowing what’s happening. You already don’t know what’s happening. So liberation is always already.