Adamq8

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  1. Thats what iam pointing to, just that the NOTHINGNESS iam speaking about, is non existent. so the Truth would be that, TRULY NON EXISTENT is not possible. so truth is that everything IS and will always BE.' then we can conclude that nothing=something. Existence IS and there is no opposite to it, non existence exists as non existent.
  2. Existence = conciousness = experience The experience and experiencer is the same. But the thing is, ive also recognized that iam part of GOD and at some level of " my self" im 100 % formless GOD which is imagining every fucking thing possible. GOD MIND = infinite imagination GOD True state = pure empty conciousness. so nothing = everything. because conciousness is " nothing" it can BE ALL. this is from my own direct experience. But im not at that awakening depth that you are at brother James. But like Leo says, there is an incredible amount of " awakenings" " states" of conciousness. and it is possible because conciousness is that which can display anything. But i still seen that GOD is reality.. the best word i can use for it , is GOD. 1 infinite being= nothingness= pregnant with all that IS. it is literaly incomprehensible to us how truly powerful GOD is.. God is all, both the " experience" and the thing which is experiencing.. on all levels, on nothing and infinite mind realization, it goes on forever. and why we can realize this different facets of GOD and awakening is because we are IT. We are an " neuron" in gods "brain" As above so below.. sure this sounds alot of mental maturbation and im open to being wrong about alot of it. but my awakenings is the Truth for me. and this is what ive been experiencing.
  3. @James123 Thanks for your input brother and i will keep doing my meditations! Ive had direct experiences of life and spirituality is nothing but imagination. Ive realized that ive been here on this spot FOREVER, time life death is imaginary in a sense. and ive recognized that Conciousness is Empty dimensionless "thingness" we can call nothing but it is still " existent" We can't die. it is a freaky experience, cause my parents and everything else is pure imagination. but the only way for us to communicate is with conciousness, so solipsism might be true at the pure conciousness " level" but conciousness is the only game in town, even prior to birth. But PURE NOTHING is non existent. We are pointing to the same nothing brother, but the nothing im trying to formulate is not possible. can you see what i mean?
  4. And if this is NOTHING then we can conclude that the nothing im speaking of is non existent.
  5. So this nothing that you speak of, what does that mean? it does mean that everything is nothing and this is non existence? I know that this is just words brother for nothing. But surely nothingness is THIS, but it is not the same as the Nothing im speaking of, the nothing im speaking of is non existent. to the point that the james character wouldn't have the ability to wake up to the fact that this is nothing. NOTHING is nothing and this is not nothing brother. Sure remove every label and so forth and it feels like nothing. But nothing there wouldn't be a forum that you can answer me on, you get me? So yeah sure GOD is nothingness as is everything else, but it still has potential for manifestation, we can play the nothing game whole day and say that everything is nothing but to me that is not the ultimate Truth. In your other posts you said that thoughts and learning is existence if i remember it correctly, then why does a thought arise in this nothingness? Can you see where im coming from here? Infinity and nothingness is the same thing? How can nothingness give rise to thoughts/colours shapes sound taste touch? Ofcourse what im pointing to is a learned thing, but it is still there. Why can we have realization of infinite god mind? Fuc,k the words im using and see what iam pointing to. why do something like infinite imagination exist? im starting to feel that his nothing you speak of is the ground of being but is not TRUE NOTHINGNESS, cause TRUE NOTHINGNESS IS ALWAYS NOTHINGNESS, and you have lived a life up to the point where you recognize that everything is nothing, you didn't think that nothing was during your life until awakening. Can you feel me? You are stuck in ur nothing brother. thats the truth.
  6. Exactly! Infinite nothingness is outside of infinity and outside of infinity there is not a possibility to experience anything nor even know an experience of infinite nothingness. SO for people to claim that TRUE NOTHINGNESS is true, they would not be able to report back such a thing. cause conciousness and everything else would be gone like it never even existed. And existence can't really arise out of nothingness. Sure existence can be 0 and it contains every possibility of numbers. but 0 is not nothingness, it is zero. Zero is infinity.
  7. Yeah Conny is how he is, but im pretty sure he will grow into a mature person. I like him sometimes even if he might seem crazy. But I think that this was a good video in response to Frank Yang.
  8. .There is nothing that is not GOD, even your cat. Conciousness is forever exploring different creation designs. You are not full GOD in this form. But still godly attributes. But we are NOT 100% GOD. There is different states of conciousness, cause Conciousness is the one and only game in town. And you can realize that GOD IS. Existence = Conciousness Conciousness = Experience Experience = Life Conciousness assumes the form of mind, mind is the creative part of conciousness.and it comes with a cost cause most of humanity has felt seperate from the " objective world" but the funny thing is that we can wake up to the fact that the experience and the experiencer is one and the same. Conciousness can seem non existent, like prior to birth, when it is fully in its oneness state. But the thing is that you can recognize that Birth is bullshit. Conciousness has always been here and will always be here no matter the content it displays. When Leo says reality is infinite imagination i can imagine no pun intended ? that he means that everything that you have ever known is being imagined by GOD. My own experience showed as well that even freaking life on earth and spirituality is also imagination.
  9. Really beatiful and makes alot of sense! Especially after a lsd trip I had, I recognized that conciousness projects it self and a world on higher and higher levels, like an oversoul in a way. The totality of all that is, is the one infinite creator.
  10. What is Death to you? Is it really poff and you are gone forever? You live once and then gone forever? If so, how did we get here in the first place? How can something arise out of not even nothing? Would it not be more plausible that life IS and will always be in one way or another? Please share your thoughts and feelings about what death is to you?
  11. Yeah sounds legit, vaults within vaults really speak to me and ive had experiences which shows that it just keeps going in an endless holographic fractal. I do feel that the brain is programed in this way just so we can have this experience we are having now. The brain is more like an point which focuses awareness in a particular way. But it contains everything else inside of it but it is restricted from our concious awareness in order to live life this way. Change the chemistry and you have an different experience and focus. But the interconnectedness of all things is extremely complex. But it originates from the Absolute. Creative power and imagination. Mind is Conciousness and conciousness is Mind. It is the creative part of conciousness. Conciousness is an blank canvas which Mind can paint upon and there is no difference between imagination and actuality when you reach the GOD head. And mind is not a brain, mind is nothing and substanceless. The blueprint of matter and body's comes from the idea in gods mind. Just like an oak tree is within the seed before it manifests, it is the same with our universe, it is an idea. The brain restricts down infinity to this right here right now. But I think creation is nothing but desires.
  12. Thank you brother. And im most certainly up for more discussion about Metaphysics, maybe we should open a thread about that or continue on in this thread. I also somehow recognize that the subconcious mind is more intouch with GOD. It is like an portal to GOD. Cause when the default mode network in the brain gets " removed" you recognize the infinite nature and that GOD IS. there is alot going on around us and in us that we are not aware of, but we can become aware of it
  13. Thank you all for your input I guess i will share my perspective on Death. Ive had several awakening experiences where it got recognized that iam nothing but GOD, like everything else is. And that the Mind of God is infinite and imagination BUT it is still an extremely limited view of the totality of everything. because it is EVERYTHING, it is not really concieveable. We can understand alot of things about how creation works and so forth but we can't really understand it all. We can know tho that the universe is a mental place. The universe is nothing but an idea in the infinite nothingness which is gods mind. So yeah we are god but we are not GOD at the same time. It is so complex. So what happens when we die according to my belief? Cause it is really a belief cause we can't know for certain what happens after the body is gone. Tho we can die before we die and realize that death is not a bad thing. I do feel that we have the opportunity to choose for ourself what happens when we die. One possibility is that we enter the realm of Mind, in pictures and imagination, different stages of death, where your thoughts and so forth manifest anything. Like an lucid dream, we will dream about stuff, it will be extremely subtle. More or less like an psychedelic trip. where our identity gets lost as a human and we merge with the universe. We have to go full circle and realize the impossibility of us being here and having this kind of experience. there is nothing to say that it won't happen again. You can wake up to Conciousness being all that there is. So even without an experience and poff you are gone it is still conciousness which holds the non experience in nothingness. You came from the nothingness and to it you shall return, but recognize please that your Mind is also nothingness which thoughts occur in and goes back into nothingness. Imagination and thoughts is the creative power of the Mind. Same with the universal Mind. Universals Minds true state is " deep sleep" " nothingness" "eternal rest" Cause you are untouched also from the images and imagination of your mind. same with GOD. So nothingness is Mind. Everthing gets recycled in nature forever and ever. Life IS and death and birth is opposites. Where does an idea go after you thought it? Nothingness where does a thought arise from? Nothingness. Where do you come from? Nothingness. God is beyond being and non being, just realize that nothingness is GOD and has infinite potential for everything to happen. So even if we return to nothingness and it is over, we shall begin again cause everything is the same thing manifesting as many things. Everything is connected.
  14. There is the assumption that there is something that is " physical" reality. Your perceptions makes it so. Everything is in constant movement and fluctuates and the atoms which an object consist of is mostly empty. Pure energy. The same energy which manifest a star is the same manifesting a human. Our nervous system is set up in a way that we perceive an object as solid. But look at what scientist say about the Light spectrum, we can perceive like 0.4 % of all the Energy and Light available, some scientist even claim that the " physical" universe that we can study is less then 4 % of the totality of Energy that moves around us. Thats why when we take a psychedelic you change your nervous system somehow and different spectrums of light gets available, like on lsd, fractals and different lights. The body only shows us what it has been programmed to view for its survival. The universe is VAST. The realms of conciousness is VAST as well. Even tho our interpretation of the world is extremely limited, we can sometimes transcend that limitation and see the non dual of the cosmos and even recognize that everything is GOD.
  15. The nature of GOD is such that it is ALL that is. it is undefinable, everything we say limit it down to a finite idea about it. But look to your direct experience, everything is in motion and changing, everything moves and have a vibrancy to it. But try to look for that which is changeless in your direct experience. There is one immortal thing in existence but it remains changeless and nothing always. Form is always moving and warping and it has an beginning and an end. But its essence is always there with or without a formed universe Birth and death is life , it is the eternal play of the one changeless nothing.
  16. I think he is doing a good job helping people heal and awaken, thing is tho that he takes the more scientific approach towards awakening and spirituality. Some will like that and some won't. He want to demystify mysticism and use science instead. He is doing alot of brain scans during his retreats and he have gotten incredible results and how a transcendental experience also comes with a side effect: healing, powerful chemicals releases in the brain and body when you have such experiences. When you have an direct experience of the Divine.
  17. @Someone here Yet there is more in my experience but im glad that you understand your reality
  18. Do existence really have a beginning or is it just cycling through manifestation and then nothing and then again manifestation, even if nothing is existing at that state there is still undifferentiated oneness, might not be an experience but conciousness is there either way. Existence has no opposites, just different "stages" it goes through. So the universe is finite but behind it is the infinity, pure formlessness
  19. Agreed. The present moment is all that there is, and sure appearances and thoughts can be false and so forth. But in my own experience I really like psychedelics in this regard cause they can show you a really different " reality " than the present one. It clearly shows that this present moment that you are experiencing right now can be really different. Emptiness is what you are and form is what is being "created" by your perception, you can have the realization that Emptiness is form. And evolution is form, Emptiness has not changed since day 1 , it will always remain the same. But form is going through a tremendous evolution. So i think that there is value in exploring conciousness and what form and Emptiness really is.
  20. Downloaded it now, will read it and get back in this thread ?
  21. What remains a deep mystery is everything even if i had awakenings and things ive realized , reality is a deep mystery and it will always remain so. Stay in that mystery that you are