LostSoul

@Leo Gura only reason I ask is because I always refused to use MAOIs for depression… Wanted to know your perspective

@Leo Gura why were you using MAOI’s; if you don’t mind to answer. And why would you risk life combining with 5meo… seems dumb.

I would like to leverage this post to ask if you guys know if there is some risk combining LSD + 5meo. I'm talking about combining 20µg of LSD (a micro dose) to help with the pre-trip anxiety of 5meo. I once had microdose of LSD and felt very ready and fearless to take the 5meo if I knew that it isn't harmful

@Davino did you watch the video? If so, could you summarize the reason they give why the pens work better for traumatized people? I read that on the comments. Thanks

Even if this is posibily true how tf is it good advice. Maybe I misunderstood something.

There is a plausible explanation out there gaining popularity... The morning of the blackout, at 10:30 AM, oscillations were detected in the grid. From the nuclear power plants, the generation dispatch was informed of the issue and the response was: "There is an excess of renewable generation." The issue was stabilized, and at 12:30 PM the reactive power oscillations started again (this is only for those with knowledge of electric power), and due to a lack of damping caused by nuclear groups being offline (specifically, the one called Almaraz only had 1 unit operating at 70% and the other completely shut down), the system collapsed. Solar panels cause terrible oscillations in the grid; today they were at 80% at the time of the blackout, and since there was an oscillation, they disconnected from the grid, resulting in a sudden loss of supply. The transient still needs to be analyzed in more detail, but the root cause is the lack of synchronous generators (such as nuclear) that guarantee system stability. And of course, Pedro Sánchez (president of Spain) is never going to admit that it’s the fault of renewables (in reality, it’s the fault of a system not designed for renewables), because his entire political platform is based on them.

I really can't conceive the paradox "wasting your life" with the fact that all is ONE. Maybe I want the notion of "wasted life" to not be real. I have been wasting it for so long and It is just now that I'm starting to go out of the wheel of innecesary suffering. But mind and body keeping the score (i'm 26)

@LambdaDelta I did salvia when I was 17 in a very irresponsible way. With friends and several times on a 6 month period, like one per month. To this day I don't know how much fucked me up, if it was that usage of salvia or other factors.

@Leo Gura I really understand that but there are rare cases where you get an unwanted and premature awakening, then you have existencial crisis for some crucial years of your life, and then you become an adult with all these traumas, neurotic behaviour and anxietys, and want a shortcut to at least stop suffering so much. Btw thanks for all you do with actualized.org @Obeler thanks for the advice. Will try it out

@OBEler Thats exaaactly what my situation is right now. An unwanted huge mystical experience broke my ego when I was only 18 (a KID), left me with existencial crisis and not knowing how to relate again with the world. Years went by and somehow I rebuild my ego but this time a lot more fearful, doutful and with existencial pain. I have 5meo at home, ready to pull the trigger but never done it. Afraid that it maybe left me worse than now? Sorry for robbing OP attention but we are pretty much same case

@Leo Gura You just put into words what happened to me years ago, I was 18 yo and knew nothing about spirituallity, and suddenly I had a huge emotional release that lead to a huge kundalini awakening. And now 26yo I find myself in a pretty similar situation as OP describes. I would add I have bad self steem and close to zero experiences with women and a job that robs my energy. "I think I understand what happened to you. You had a huge 5-MeO breakthrough but your ego was nowhere mature or developed enough for it. The ego is freaking out about death and infinite consciousness and just wants to go back to being an asleep human."

Hi forum. Does any of these pipes do the trick for vaping 5meo? Which one best? Also, is that torch appropiate for the cause? https://imgur.com/a/SollNDW Thanks in advantage.

@Leo Gura I plan to trip 2 weeks around europe, since I'm from Spain. Do you recomend any particular cities for that

@Leo Gura but It is similar in its essence? I mean, does It made you arrive to non-dual states within minutes like malt

Very very interesting. But intrinsically It has to happen. It is Infinity. For eveeeeer. I can't imagine otherwise. But i'm not enlightened so I leave that to you.

I wanted to know, from your experience, could this difference in texture and color be possible? They are both supposed to be 5-Meo-DMT freebase. I saw a post from Leo that said there could vary a lot, but I couldn't resist myself not to ask providing a photo of the substances. Thank you in advance.

Thanks!

@josemar Thank you. Pretty solid advice. I also have 5-meo-malt. For snorting, 20mg of 5-meo-dmt would be a begginer dose? Also, I want to ask your opinion on this; basically I had an sudden kindalini awakening when I was 19 (now 26), and since then I rejected/supressed a lot of emotions (I discovered i have been stuck in what they calle freeze state since then) Basically mow I feel like ready to go and do some basic emotional regulation/work. Main problem is anxiety 24/7 and inability yo change patterns of distraction. Maybe is good idea to start the path with the help of 5-meo? Thank you!

@Thought Art @Leo Gura Thanks guys. I have it on the fridge because I need to wait at least 4 years of self-development to do it. I don't know if doing it while having anxiety and some neurotic behaviours is reasonable/optimal. I want to start with mushrooms and LSD before at least. Is there any easy way to convert the 5meo to some form that can be snorted? If not, I will buy the syringe and become a true man

Looking forward to start a daily Breathing technique, I recently found this YouTube video. I wanted to share It with the forum, since I feel It is very powerfull. Also wanted to read your opinion about It.

@Thought Art @Leo Gura I Will be doing exhaustive research in the future, but just quick question. I have 5-meo freebase in my fridge. Will I need to buy something else to have a trip? A pen?

Hello forum, I would like to seek help as I feel quite lost in my life, and I believe I have the potential to improve it and change its course. If I don't act soon, things might take a turn for the worse. As background, I'm 25 years old and I've always been afraid of intimacy with people, always putting up a barrier against them. Despite this, I've always had friends and people who care about me, but deep down, I've always felt isolated. Everything changed when I had a powerful kundalini awakening when I was 18. I saw everything very clearly, life, relationships, my mind, my ego, everything dissolved. I was in nirvana for 2 weeks. From then on, I had a major existential crisis, as without an ego, I was in complete peace, but gradually the storm returned, and I didn't know who I was anymore. I found Leo's channel and saw incredible potential in myself, but the forces of my mind and my environment made me leave all this behind, and after several depressions, feeling lost, I decided to forget everything and focus on finding a job. Now, 5-6 years have passed, and I have a stable job but I feel like I've lost my soul, everything I saw when I woke up, I left behind to fit into society and have a normal job. My job gives me money but it doesn't motivate me. I don't know what I want. I'm afraid of intimate relationships and showing my soul, as I was the first one to run away from it. I have many repressed emotions, a repressed mind, a repressed soul. The first thing I should do is to be clear about what I want, but what I want scares me, and I'm very attached to avoiding reality, and my mind is slowly deteriorating further. I don't know how to be myself again. Where should I start to purify my mind, break addictions to the phone, drinking, the routine of repression? But I have potential, pure intentions, a stable job, and health, I'm young. I have to start from scratch. Where would you recommend I start in this state of confusion, fear, anxiety, but with potential for change, since one day I saw how everything is the mind, and I intellectually understand much of Leo's teachings, but I don't apply them in my life. Basically, how to actualize all the conceptual bullshit I have in my mind, while at the same time grounding myself in some valuable life. As more context, i just invest in buying a house here in Spain, just moved out from parents house. I have little almost no experience with girls, i consider myself intelectually and intuition wise (but i deceived myself into always run away from myself!!), I have great openmindeness, I lack vision, I lack confidence, I have good compassion and heart, I think I can be courageous to reset my Life, etc... I have been existencially suffering almost 7 years. I had other minor awakening into the nature of reality, since that huge kundalini (not wanted and out of the blue!!) some conciousness stayed with me forever, but every year is dimissing since i do not do the work, and i have HUGE ANXIETY PAIN in the chest almost 24/7. THANKS

@Leo Gura How to start developing It? Are there any good resources, like would you recomend any YT channel?

@Leo Gura could you please say again in which fundamental things you differ with him?

@Miguel1 thanks @mmKay Thank you for your comment, I'm quite impressed with the level of summary and analysis you made of my situation. It's difficult to communicate something so complex in a way that others can help. I'm impressed by the clarity of your response. With few words you gave me some clarity. I will DM you By the way, I moved out from parents house, but i was born Here in Spain(Asturias). @Danioover9000 Thanks for the advice. I would add to my initial post that my hero's journey started when I had that Kundalini experience, but the amount of LOVE I felt and the contrast with society, family, etc., made me repress it all, the fear of rejection. I feel like I'm five years behind. Also, my own psyche juggled to try to forget everything and return to my comfort zone, but it went too far.