Vincent S

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You completely cut out the part which has everything to do with what I wrote. And you directed it to our own selves. Which is hijacking God to be what we want God to be, for our own survival. God is Selfless. You are forgetting that. You can be God however much you want. All the Consciousness/Joy/Pleasure you can ever desire. But what is truly a test of your Consciousness/Joy/Pleasure, is when that is on the line and you have to be a giving God, rather than a receiving only God. Anyhow. No point to even write these things. It's all word salad to peoples ears anyway.

You are panicking and reflecting/deflecting on to others. I would highly advise you to check out sedona method. Here is a good youtube video about it. Go lie down on the floor or on the bed. And feel what is hurting. I promise, it will help you through this. I know, because I have been there. I'm trying to help you. But you are blinded by your emotions/thoughts and you are not allowing help to be given to you.

God doesn't speak to you the way we do. God's way of communicating with you is very subtle. You have to really be aware and open to really receive what is trying to be communicated to you. Well, now that you have woken up to something. Might as well accept it gracefully. Be happy that God is sharing these things with you. It should be an absolute honor to help reality to heal itself. Use this as a way of reminding yourself of your True Strength. Not to fall in to the spell of weakness. Sure, it will take time to integrate this. But You are God, remember what you are, and use that knowledge to reground yourself in your True Essence.

It's not about being tough. It's about staring Truth in the eyes, without looking away. And to call it names to defend yourself. Of course, makes zero sense when you are not open to what is trying to communicate with you, inside of you. Listen to your heart, and your suffering in life. God is there, every single moment, trying to communicate with you and through you.

We definitely are. Of course not, but look around you in the world. And then question that freedom you think God really has. Does it really seem that God is free to you? Maybe free to suffer. Sure. I’ll give you that. God is a multifaceted being. Of course in higher levels God is already free. But right here, right now, God has to deal with what Is. It’s time to really wake up and recollect the pieces and move beyond. For all of us.

Leo was talking to God in that video, just like any other. He’s trying to wake God up, to him/herself. What God has been going through, for us Ego’s to be “normies”. And to have our birthdays and to live our selfish lives. God isn’t just fairytales and sunny beaches and pineapples. God had and has to go through every single torture that we so gracefully give to him/her, through our unconscious behaviors, and our desire to avoid suffering. When you begin to suffer, you start to understand God. It’s like you finally put down your shit and really fall to your knees and listen for the first time in your life. Then it’s your choice to align yourself with what’s seen and have been given. You open up your heart and you let suffering in. As you let in and feel God’s suffering. You heal yourself and God at the same time. And to the degree that we live in accordance with this. The more whole and united reality becomes. But it will require us to work our asses of to do what was really meant to be. @iboughtleosbooklist I'm not cornering you, or calling you out specifically. I’m talking to the larger whole, and the subject at hand) Maybe the video ruined your finite life. But maybe it was a calling for you to start to align yourself with Truth.

Indeed. Totally agree. Not good being to naive either. Find the balance within you. Use the fear to be cautious. And by being cautious, well read, well informed. You no longer have to be too paranoid or fearing it all the time. Maybe you will feel like you have been cautious enough from your part. And then let go of the control for the rest of the equation. Trying to be too much in control, will give you the experience of having no control at all. But letting go some of that control, will gain you some. Learned that from a good friend @Razard86

I'm not gonna lie. I haven't laughed this much in a while. It's brilliant. Everything is so out of context, and it's like seeing this whole shebang from a materialists eyes comical

Don’t you mess up your ph levels if you do that? I wouldn’t if I were a girl. Just saying.

Hi friend, welcome to the forum

It is much more profound than some LOA force. It's our Truest Nature. We just have to realize it more and more, through trial and error, through experience. Through getting all of our questions answered.

According to the model below, it is in the same category as Anger. Around 150 or so.

Because by the very mechanism of you thinking about it, is you Creating it. Everything that is questioned by you, has to be answered by your experience. You created the entire Universe, with just asking the question: Who and what Am I? And of course, then Everything came in to existence, for you to experience every single possible way of knowing: Who and what you are. So If you wonder what death is, you inquire so much until you get your answer. But realize that what you seek is what you get. Your very fabric of being is created by the force of your will, desire and curiosity to know. So if you wonder what death is, your reality creates "such" a thing for you to move through and past that. Because you are not sure on what it could be. You ask a question, and since you are Everything, of course, you have be the one who answers it.

@Barna Inquire where that drama began before you get comfy on that pillow Where that initial thought structure began, where the root of the fractal of thoughts/conflict/drama originated. This is not to call you out. This is to show all of us, where our inner resistance, turmoil, obsessive thinking and underlying conflict begins. And what is keeping us from the only important thing there is. Which is this Moment.

Yeah, indeed. It’s pink, it wouldn’t be of any harm. It’s like Hubba Bubba Bubblegum ?

I love the part when they ask her if they have ever tried it. And she is like: “No, we know that it causes central nerve damage.” Says a lot about the product. I feel so sad for kids and young adults who just naively take this without knowing what it is. Breaks my heart really. Imagine if they were your kids. Meh

You’re welcome ?? Haha yeah, the color really should sound some alarms already. The names are hilarious ??

"Your paradigm". That's funny. I'm not under the spell of the very Core structure of Everything, Which is Consciousness, being able to disappear. Death is for the Identity. Once Identity of the specific shell/husk/vessel is distinguished. Death will then be seen for what it truly is. Which is Imaginary. But that Imaginary death is as real as anything else Consciousness can Imagine. What we "think" we are will die, but that which is fundamental and underlying, will forever Be.

There is only Consciousness. Consciousness is Everything. I didn't imply that consciousness doesn't exist. Maybe your assumption of what you thought I said. What I mean when I say non-existence is that all our forms and identities, characters and faces are Hollow. They are just shells/husks and vessels that we as Emptiness use to experience existence. So I am saying that you are already dead and alive. At the same time. But question yourself which one you are the most? Or better yet, realize that you are both. You are a shapeshifter of Consciousness and you create all these forms to experience yourself with. Maybe it's not about being "too spiritual", maybe it is an invitation for you to realize something greater about yourself. And instead of jokingly thinking that someone is trying to be more spiritual than you. Open yourself up to accept the invitation to experience something new. I have no interest in being more spiritual than anyone. Because I am already everyone, including you. And so are you. So who is there to better than? I will meet you there <3 Understandable. Beautiful. Namaste

When you experience these things for yourself. You will no longer hold them as a belief. The only belief I had in my life that was making life a living hell, to believe in Death. Believing in the biggest illusion there could ever be. Past and future is Imaginary. I have derived at these Truths through experience. Not through beliefs. What I am pointing you to is that non-existence is already the case. The distinction between existence and non-existence has to be relinquished. You/me just choose to see one side of the coin/story, to be able to speak about it. And to experience the different facets of ourselves. Existence is happening within Non-existence, right Now. I'm not trying to dodge your question. I'm trying to point you out of this thinking of "a future possiblity". I appreciate you for asking these questions and pointing me towards something you think is going to happen. Which is appreciated. But realize the middle-point of Reality. I invite you to go explore these thoroughly within yourself and come back with your definitive answer. Once you are definitively sure about what Life and Death really is

That's the thing. You cannot not be. You have to Imagine that Nothingness or Not-Being, to be it. I have to be okay with it. Because that is already what "I" am, and that includes you. We are already Nothing, Something and Everything. We just define ourselves in a specific way and think we are separate from our Truest Nature. Which is all of them at the same "time".

Every single moment we die and come to life. Literally our physical body dies and regenerates itself. Where does that regeneration force come from? Where is that essence located at? And if small separate selves make a larger whole, then surely what we experience has something greater behind it, in the background of our being. When a cell in our body dies, do we die? Same thing with our body, and the larger whole. When our body dies, we become conscious that we are something bigger. Just like if we were to be identified with a cell in our body, and when that cell would die, we would realize that we still exist. If there is a choice to still experience and enjoy things as a cell (body) it regenerates. Just like my heart stopped and "I" came back. Is a bigger equivalent of a cell dying and a new being reborn. The sense of identity is what causes the illusion and the experience. You and me can sit and become so conscious together, that I become you and you become me. Does that mean that both of us died? No, it's just that we realized we are already one and we switched POV. Or we adopted each other's identity. And as they say: As above, so below. Our truest nature is Nothingness, Something-ness and Everything-ness, at the same time. Or shall we say at the same Now. At the same Point. That Still-Point where Nothingness, Something-ness and Everythingness meets, is what God is. The three faces/phases of God. Emptiness Dancing.

Yes. But something else we have to include here is. Why did I come back after my heart stopped? Nothingness and Unconsciousness happens within Consciousness. And Consciousness happens within Nothingness. For me to Imagine that "I" was gone, I have to be Conscious that "I" was gone. For there to be a thing called "gone", I have to be. So with this, we can come to the conclusion that Life and Death are both Imaginary. At the edge of the Infinity DMT trip where I was being strangulated: Imagination and Reality were both merging in to one thing. What was real became Imaginary and what was Imaginary became Real. I became conscious that whoever is talking about awakening had no freaking clue what they were talking about. True Awakening begins when we wake up for the strong Illusion of Life and Death. You/we "die" and then we choose another point of view or a new view of what Is/was and will be. Which is all in the Now. Death happens to the character and what God imagines what the character is going through. But there are points and stages where you become so Dissociated/Disillusioned from life as we know it, that you stop imagining life as a human/animal and become something greater. You become Everything that Is.