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@SelfHelpGuy your whole life and existance is this exact thing. Watching yourself. Because you have no self. ❤️

Gratitude, Respect, Appreciation and Love for what he provided the world with ???. RIP ?

Thank you! Thank you for Love <3 I enjoyed the read, a lot! It was really helpful, especially the part about Love and Maximizing Love. And the Love to your farther, I felt that. Exact same with me and my dad, Im just getting to a point where I just have to love what he is, and accepting him as he is. Not to try to change anything. Also, I can totally relate with LSD and tripping for like 14-16 hours and having problems sleeping. I would advise you to: Not being too active during the trip, mentally and physically: Try to just meditate or lay down and let it do its work on you. (if you arent doing that already) Its good to contemplate: but then you are just too active in the mind, and it might lead to your mind being hyperactive when the trip is fading: So much so, that it wont let you rest and relax. Be active and contemplate during the peaks. But after the peak, try just calming down and just rest on the bed. I have myself noticed that if I put myself in a state between sleep/deep rest/meditation (but not really asleep) I can get the most out of LSD trips, since they are so long. Here are some tips (use and apply them if you want, if it doesnt fit your tool-box, then throw em away - Try practicing this sleep/awake/deep rest meditation technique. It might help the overactive mind after the trip. - Try drinking as much water as you can during the trip. - Be better with taking your vitamins and minerals during your day to day life (if you arent already) Especially days before and after the trips. - This might sound weird, or not: But Walnuts do help a lot, if you eat it regularly. Days before and the days after your trips. (Got this tip from my mom) - When the trip is faiding, take 200-400mg (2 capsules) of L-Theanine, or drink some Green Tea. This will help you calm down. - Get tripkillers if you feel like its going on for too long and its affecting your mental health and your rest that much. This can be done with just eating carbs as well. Like a bowl of rice, some potatoes, or bread if your in to that.

@Fearless_Bum <3

@Noahsteelers34 You are one clever 19 yo. I hear what you are saying, but would advise you to wait a bit longer, and start to fully work with Psychedelics when your psyche has fully developed at 25. When I wasnt getting it, being younger, I was actually furious, because I knew the potentials of what it could do for me. But now after the age of 25, I am glad that it didn’t happen. Because I wouldn’t have been ready. Plus it really changes your life. And when you are in the middle of school and constructing life and relationships, it can challenge and turn things upside down (momentarily) for you. This is just a tip and my advice. And its not not there to hinder your potential or your growth, but to make it better, when the time is right ✨

Not setting stone There is always offshoots to everything. I was joking about coral btw

Sphongle is Green/Yellow I would say. Allthough I havent listened to all their conent. Turquoise is probably something like this, or this. Coral must be having orgasmic sounds buzzing in their ears just from existence itself

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@Fearless_Bum Had a spontaneous meditation just now. wow, I felt it. Thanks for the influence <3

It does. Observing and witnessing stillness. Inner essence just flowing but being still at the same time. No attributes but its own Perfection.

It can be But at the same time as @Fearless_Bum said: "A tiny crack with light shining through it is evidence that it'll soon break completely" Progress has been made, but its another thought that is saying that there was no thought action. But the biggest knot has been Unravelled. And that is whats most important, is that direct experience took over for a brief period, and the true essence was felt.

Good one ?

Funny how it appeared so dark and hidden a few days ago right? ? Congratulations ??

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When I realized that my worrying is causing the paranoia. When I realized that I am the creator of my own reality. That I am wherever I am. It maybe took 6 months, and a few trips with big realizations. “Prison isnt real. Its only in your mind. And your mind creates your reality.” I didn’t.

I have dealt with this crap for some time. Its very normal. I just surrendered the fear really. I dont want to live in fear of what may happen in the future. Whatever is meant to happen, will happen. When you are done wanting to be paranoid, it will just fall off of you. I try to get it as carefully as I can. The rest I give up for faith. And for my own great good. I see it as a help for me, to build and to construct a better ego or life, to help others with my work/purpose. This doesn’t mean that I am going to become a drug dealer, or starting a lab. But when I feel the need for a boost in consciousness, I will it to me. And the universe helps me getting it.

@ThePoint What country do you live in? If you dont mind me asking?

Oh my God. Thank you so much! This is exactly what needed to be unraveled. Gratitude

This is stuck to me, honestly. I dont know how to get rid of this feeling. But I have had crazy awakenings and seen some stuff that cannot be unseen on Pyschedelics. Whoever have had similar experiences, know what I am talking about. I dont really need to go in to detail about them. I have had a few 5 meo dmt trips, around 4-5 times. 10 ish LSD trips with average of 3-4 tabs. I have done ayahuasca 3 times. San pedro once. MDMA + LSD twice, and a few mushroom trips here and there. This is what I have done under a year. A part of me feels guilt for not taking more time integrating these realizations/experiences and true insights. Because they are so big and gamechaning. Especially the last two LSD trips (God-Realization and realizing No Self) Obviously these two are peak experiences. I am not there all the time. Allthough I do get buzzed in those states sometimes during day to day life. Am I fooling myself here? Have I done too much? Is this only the begining? I have heard Leo saying in one of his vids that: "20x trips is the beginning. You havent really reached deep waters yet."

This is undeniably Beatiful. Thank you for sharing. It was very inspiring and loving to read.

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"The skull remains, it laughs..." Alan Watts.

My life turned in to a 24 hour meditation, during the time... When eating, sleeping, normal meditation, reading, listening to music, contemplating, doing long walks in the forrest, revisiting a lot of the teachings I had on the psychedelics, opening up more and more, being more and more openminded for everything, so much so that I was almost being manipulated and changed by others, because I was so open for everything. There is only so much integration you can do. I just needed more time, rather than run with my spirtual ego, trying to chase the next big realization. Im thankful for everything a long the way. But the doer can only do so much really. Its just a finite perspective, and as long as we are "formed" we are not the Infinite Perspective.

Thank you for your answer! I mean, honestly, there was a huge shift and a change of my "being" last year. I changed A Lot. I have been trying to improve for the past 3 years. But last years change, was on steroids. Like the "person, being, ego" I was 2 years ago, nonexistant. I didnt even recognise myself half of the time. The change was really big. I went cold-turkey with a lot of stuff. And all of it was "sacrificed" for the greater good. I wanted to get out of that narrow and shallow perspective. But It all happened too quick. And a lot of the "hidden" programming at the subconscious level, wasnt really dealt with. Most of these changes was on the surface level of Consciousness. I did go deep, but not deep enough in to the subconscious depths. I did a lot of integration. But the changes and the potential I saw, the things I witnessed, was so extremely paradigm-shattering, that I just gave up. I realized that Integration can be done, but this is to huge, that It will take time. All of it cant be done under a "year". A part of my "spiritual" ego died off along the way. And Im quite thankful for that. Because I wanted it to be shattered to pieces as well. So that more Truth could be revealed. The 180 degree shift during last year, ended up with summarized ego backlash, that lasted for two weeks. I didnt experience much of an ego backlash during the year. It came back to bite me after new years. But I wasnt trying so much to suppress it, as of the awareness I was given during the previous year. Gave me the endurance and patience to just watch it run its course. I just watched in happen, for two weeks. It was hard sometimes, as old patterns and old ways of thinking was fighting to get a hold and to push me back. But as time passed, I noticed the space between whatever was happening: Growing, more and more.

@Illusory Self I had something similar happen to me a few weeks ago. I was in between sleep and awake state: And when I turned to my right: This white light portal just opened infront of my face. And it was kind of sucking my Consciousness in to itself. But I didnt fear the whole thing. Dont get me wrong, its nothing you experience on a daily basis. But I kind of trusted the whole thing. It was very beautiful. I do get in similar states, when I sleep paralysis as well. But sleep-paralysis is an in between state or layer (some sort of purgatory realm) between dream layers. Its freaky at first. But its been happening so much, that Im sorta used to it by now. I go through some deep layers of the subconscious layer of the Universe. It has almost a primordial and very "beginning of time" theme to it. Its like going in the programming behind the beginning of Everything. I do get a deep feeling that this is something God went through before she made the dream she herself got lost in.