Vincent S

Get away from your mother. Look for new possible outcomes of you living a independant life, away from her. I know you have mentioned that she is the one that lives with you. But you dont have to put up with this kind of thing. Kindly ask her to move out. If you in any way shape or form think that its not a thing a conscious person would do (kick their mother out) then you are making a trap for yourself. Conscious person would do whats best for the outcome of their own life. And judging by your past topics. Your mother seems like a nightmare to be around. Was same thing with my dad. This isnt something to kill yourself over. Comon, give yourself a break, and respect yourself more than that. You are worthy of better. Self-Love.

What I described: During LSD. Also sometimes when I take meditation-walks out in nature. Taking deep breaths for long periods of time. But the barriers between me and objects and "other" people. That happens when I am being in the moment and just holding eye contact.

Yeah, what you are and what you are looking at is the exact same thing. There is of course an "I" seeing it, but not in the way we would think. Its all one action. Its like you are have two mirrors reflecting eachother, and everything inbetween the mirrors get Infinitely self-reflected in the space, sphere of these "mirrors". But the mirror is more like a diamond that holds all the "images" inside and outside of it, in all directions. Reflecting in every single way possible.

Yes Its amazing! Sometimes I dont need any psychedelics to trip just by looking someone deep in the eyes. I completely loose all sense of self and become the "other" person.

Yes Its a bit more radical than that, but its in the right direction.

1. Belief. (Airy Fairy wowoo stuff and mental masturbation) 2. Action on your belief. (Doing the work and putting in the effort. Not stopping until you hit Truth) 3. Direct experience. (Absolute, Definitive realization that erases all previous beliefs, thoughts and concepts. You are just left with what is. Once you have your direct experience, its there. Solid. With or without your beliefs or actions.) Everything in this process, that falls off of you, is all Untrue/False stuff. What stays is Absolute Truth. If you have done it right, of course.

This is what I need! Thanks <3

Breathe, let go and enjoy the ride ?

We need to learn to trust our own path, and learn to use our own compass. We have to stop relying on someone else to spoonfeed us the Truth. You cannot convey absolute Truth. It can only be shown to you, through your own process. We can sit here and intellectualize God Realization all we want, give it all different labels, names and definitions. But its not going to take you anywhere. Only the work will show you what you are supposed to see. Leo has taken his time and put in the effort to see what he has seen. But hes not gonna sit here to the end of time, tickling us to the Truth. For quite some time, this forum has turned in to a mental masturbation institution. (To some degree, I have been a part of it as well) And its starting to get really boring to be honest. This needs to change if we want to get serious about this work. Noone is supposed to carry you to the Truth. Lesson of the day: Learn To Be Self Sufficient.

I would agree. Its was repetition of what was said earlier. But it was a few vids put in to one. It was the best one so far. At least for me. It validated and matched my awakenings.

I am you ??

Love itself. Waking up to love, dying to love, living for love, understanding love.

I mean, yeah sure. At the end of the day, its his dream. He is free to do what he wants. The guy doesn’t owe us anything.

❤️??

Do you catch yourself dreaming? Are you aware that: That life of yours is just another dream, within a field of Infinite dreams? But you are holding this dream more dear so you have a ground to stand on? This is just pure magic. Look at "your" hands. Look at everything around you. Its just pure magic. Its amazing. There is nothing here. But yet it seems and "appears" to be "something" "here". Everything is made of the same substance: Consciousness and Awareness. This cannot be "experienced" or summoned through an intellectual process. The mind has to be silent for this to be seen/witnessed. But yet, what is processing this "Nothing" in to "Something", is precisely the Mind. Its so twisted... but so perfect. So beautiful. Our attachments to thoughts, feelings, emotions, senses and our own perspective: Are precisely that which makes this dream in to a solid Reality. But if "we" loosen up these attachments, then there wont be anything holding "your"/"our" awareness, "here". Your dream becomes looser and looser. Question is: What is "outside" this dream? Is it just pure Nothingness? In one of my recent trips (20mg 2CB), I noticed reality breaking down. (Not in a dramatic way) But it was as if everything was "dissapearing" through "my" perspective. It was as if Everything I tied to this dream: Was just being erased with "me" dissapearing. Moments before "experience" of "No-Thing" I heard a laugh with a deep voice, in slow-motion. And with my eyes closed, I looked at it, and the first thing that came to me was: Self-Deception. Gods Infinite Trick, on Her/Himself. But there was so much Love within my heart, and my hands were radiating with love and heat, that I couldnt do anything else but to laugh at that deep voice (Instead of being scared or frightened by it). At that moment "I" dissapeared. There was nothing. No sense of I, no sense of reality, no sense of anything whatsoever. While it was happening, there were NO experience, nor any experiencer of "this" whatsoever. Not in the way we would think an experience would be. And only when "I" came back, did "I" realize I was "gone"... Its as if: When you are "Nothing" you dont "know" that you are "No-Thing", until "you" become "something". Then you can realize what "No-Thing" is. Its like a superthin veil inbetween these two sides. And whenever "you" jump between the two sides, you forget completely Everything you knew from "your" previous side.

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Thanks for sharing. I got the insight (a few months ago) that everything we are doing in our life, in relation to something "outside" of ourselves, is having sex with it. - When you go to the hairdresser and he/she is cutting your hair. Thats a form of sex. - You eating food, thats a form of sex. - You speaking to someone, and looking them deep in the eyes. Thats having sex with them. - You sitting next to someone on the buss, thats having sex with them. - You taking a cold/warm bath/shower, thats having sex with the water. - Your body breathing, sleeping, producing new cells, keeping "you" alive, thats a form of sex. We are having hundreds of different types of sex each day. We are just unaware of it And the act of "normal" sex, or what we define as sex, is just another form of intimacy we have with ourselves (other) If we work on our awareness, more and more, we will go around having 100 of orgasms every day. Without doing anything "sexually".

Furthermore. If you want a clear understanding of what was said in the video. Watch the movie Groundhog Day. It triggered precisely that, for me, when I watched it a couple of weeks ago.

I need to start working on my breathwork. I dont do it as often as I would want to : /

Nvm ?

At the end of the day. All he said in his video, is verifiable by you. I missed the last 30 mins of it. But honestly, maybe it was for the best. We should stop relying on someone else to tell us the Truth. Truth can only be revealed to/through You. Hearing or intellectually understanding someone else talking about Truth isnt what direct experience of Truth is.

I dont think its about the money...