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I know what you mean. Maybe something within you is blocking the integration part of it? What is true about that? Go within with meditation and maybe reprogram something that is stopping you from change. For me, LSD is a very powerful tool to use together with meditation to de-program things that is no longer serving “me”, or serving God.

Touché, I have only tried it a few times. But I really got value from the breakthrough (k-hole) trip, even if it was hell for the time it lasted, it gave me something I was missing. Im open to the possibility that it wont be the same for everyone. One can use a certain psychedelic for a long time and get zero value, while a few trips of the same substance can be a transformative change for the other. Sometimes we are just missing a few puzzle pieces to finish of an area we have been working on for years. Example: 2CB for an example, changed everything for me, only in a few trips. And I really think some psychedelics complement each other really well. Of course not at the same time. But over a long period of time.

@Leo Gura and any you’s wanting to try Ketamine, pro tip, don't take Magnesium supplements before your trip, and best is to not have taken any, 24hr prior to your trip. As Magnesium is a minor NMDA antagonist. And will prohibit you from getting any effects. But after your trip, feel free to supplement away. Also don’t take Ket on a super-empty stomach. Also not full either. Ketamine can often feel very nauseating. Have some ginger tea before. Happy tripping.

Probably when your paradigm and complete notion of whoever you thought you were, gets completely destroyed/shattered. A complete re-contextualization of everything you could ever imagine. So much so that you are almost compelled and forced to just leave your "old" way of seeing things. And probably this process keeps on going forever, getting more and more refined and saturated the further "you" go. And of course, whatever is believed to be true before, gets overridden by the "new shift". But still is up to the "individual" to accept, integrate and to embody the new shift. And If they don't, they would be living in denial and delusions. Remember Leo said in a post a while ago: When you forget that you ever had a "human" life. Doomed if you do, doomed if you don't. But I guess good news is that your inner compass, your heart or intuition will always guide you, through your life, situations and interactions with "others", mirroring exactly what you need to see, work on, let go, release and change in your ways of looking at reality. Until the point when you are in harmony/sync with that Intuition and can work with it.

Ketamine is a very interesting Psychedelic. Probably best tool for ego death for sure. Just don’t take too much on your first go. Like I did ? Can be very overwhelming.

You don't need 200 trips to realize it. You can become conscious of it right now. In fact, you are, otherwise you wouldn't be able to ask the question. Its quite simple. Solipsism is out of the finite self perspective. When "you" come in to "existence" or a seeming world/reality of duality: By creating a "you", you automatically get "that" with an "other", or a sense of "an other". But other is you, as long as "you" are, there will be "other", "seemingly". Its a field of Infinite mirrors, everywhere "you" go. But when "you" aren't, there would be no thought or sensation of "other", or "me" for that matter. It starts of slow, when you start seeing other as yourself, and this rabbit hole will be the end of "you", separating "things" or making any distinctions whatsoever. There would be: One. But to answer your question: If you really want to push yourself to see that: 5 MEO-DMT is really probably the fastest way to push yourself off the "cliff", into ocean of Oneness. Although all psychedelics will give you a facet of that. 5MEO-DMT just really good at it. 2CB can give that to you through your "view" as well.

Thanks for sharing this. Sorry you had to go through such a thing. And sorry for the people that lost their lives by this.

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You are asking for something outside of you to come make a path for you. You are God. Make the path.

Just watched the short version of this on Youtube. Found the full version. Pretty interesting interview. Used to watch this guy a lot before I really started the journey myself. He has a lot of knowledge and wisdom. Can recommend watching it.

Try to sit and meditate like @Kksd74628 said, and find the part of you who is Balanced, Still and Unshakable in every situation, thought or mental activity. This Centered-Still-Point is what you are, this is your true force. Whatever it is you are going through, this too shall pass my friend.

What if these were attachments, and could be worked on? How can you be so sure that what you are experiencing right here/right now, isn't non-existence? Of course paradise is here right now. We just need to remove the attachments and barriers seemingly "separating us" from it. You are free from thoughts. You are not your thoughts. Thoughts are like clouds, passing by your Infinite awareness. Thoughts are "your" mind's reflexes to what is happening within the realm of the dream of the separate self. You programmed and are programming this dream on the go. Maybe you have created a dream too hard in difficulty for you to bare. Lower the difficulty and enjoy what life is right now. Focus on creating a better now.

What if there were no distinction between "other" and "you"? What if it all is one happening? Both are the same thing. Blaming others, is blaming yourself. Blaming yourself is blaming "others". Both of these are the same game. Look at it from the observers perspective in each situation. Like watching a movie on a screen, and seeing two characters, or one, going through their process/life. Blaming themselves or others. Its still the same, because its happening on one screen. The screen is switching pov's all the time. Catching everything and from every angle. But the observer itself is another self Its all a game of switching perspectives and maximizing Love, Understanding and Growth.

Balance in every field of life & Emotional Mastery. Also want to master the art of Holistic Life Coaching, as I am going through the same process myself.

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Thats amazing! Hope you get well soon, and trauma-free Check out EFT-Tapping on Youtube, you dont really have to go pay someone to do this with you, best thing is that you can do it with yourself. For helping the body releasing old programs and trauma.

I understand. Thank you for clearing that out, and good for you that you are clearing these conditioning's. Do you experience a lot of muscle pain as well? Like back-pain and such? I was having a lot of issues with my back out of nowhere, or so I thought. Until I had all my muscle-knots unraveled. So much childhood trauma was released, I was purging a whole lot. Specifically areas of most pain, was linked to the toughest and deepest of traumas. All of these get trapped in the body, ever since a very early age. Children are like sponges, sucking in everything in their early years, all the way up to early adult life. Most often things that don't really have anything to do with them. Traumas often get deeply buried in the back. The left side being your emotional side, and right being your mental. These emotional roots go way deep. I can recommend getting some physiotherapy to clear them out for you, if you have got those.

What is it specifically that makes you overwhelmed? Do you feel like they are superior to you? Do you feel less in their presence? What if you were actually talking to a mirror when you were speaking to them? What if these girls are just you? Would you be overwhelmed if you were speaking to yourself in front of a mirror? Try being in the moment, let go in of the mind, and enjoy yourself, love yourself and no matter how others react, its not the end of the world. Because you still have Yourself.

Radical Acceptance, what does that mean to you? ❤️

The best LSD trips are the ones when you have taken 5meo few weeks before. When you meld these two "perspectives"... just wow...

You’re welcome! Definitely, I was amazed at how good “I” got at running. Everything you do, will be blessed if you do it with a still mind. ??‍♂️ ⚖️

Good question! I have wondered the same. Best I have for you is, try weaving in meditation, contemplation with your exercises. For example: I go run in the woods, a lot during summer times. I do breath work during running, also fall in a very meditative state when im in the moment and observing the scenery, the trees, the beautiful terrain, the warmth and the fresh air, “my legs” running, without any effort or control, and so on. On the way home from the woods, I get blasted with insights and answers to my deepest questions. During the most cold months, I take longer “contemplation” / meditative walks and focus on eating cleaner. Balance is really hard, but its the most important thing to master in every field of life.

IMO: Best way is to learn to work with what you use, more and more. That way you can reach and savor more with less. Also depends on how sensitive your system is for psychedelics. Its not going to be the same for everyone. Personally I have never tried magic truffles. But I would imagine them being similar to shrooms? Shrooms tend to test your sanity levels, especially with higher doses. I would recommend trying other medicines/psychedelics if you can access them. And see if you can work better with any of them.

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