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This made me chuckle. For now, I'll stick to ice-cream and almond flour brownies. Thank you for the rest of the message.

Maybe I was missing the bread. Lol

All you're saying I've realized and I've somewhat burnt through the lower karma, so to speak, but there's no such thing as fulfilled living. That's the illusion because we're already fulfilled. That's the realization. I don't really see anything to burn, so I take back my burning through Karma statement. I just see it as experiencing, experiencing happening. Even that is saying too much.

Mushroom burger coffee soup powder..hehe

Interesting story of the flatmate. Somehow I think it's because Creation is finished and we're just going through the timeliness in a linear fashion.....forever.

Such a cutie.

Lol. I was drinking wine. I was out and when I got home that's when it all happened. I wasn't drunk, as you can tell from the way I wrote, and I've drunk wine many times. Last night was just a very different feeling I had and I couldn't relate to it much. The feeling i had was indescribable and I wasn't even trying to describe it then, just experience it. Something weird happened the night before too. I turned to my cat and out the blue I started to sing Robin Thicke's "Lost Without You" song to her. Two minutes or so later, I reached for my phone and tuned into Pandora. Guess what song was playing. Yep, you guessed it. Lost Without You. I Didn't try to interpret it though, just shook my head in awe and left it at that. The moon is getting full. Weird shit has just been happening lately, but it's all good. No interpretations needed.

Just a feeling

Love you too

Love you too

Thank you

Update: So this is how I'm feeling this morning. I'm back to my normal self. I'm not feeling any different than I use to feel except there is a feeling i can't describe that's present. Last night when I was writing my initial post or I should say afterwards, I felt trapped. Trapped in a body. Kinda confused. I kept on crying and talking to myself out loud. It seemed every sentence I made wasn't making any sense. They were normal sentences but had no meaning, Every time I tried to make sense of what I was saying, it seemed to not be what I was feeling. Example, can't remember much of the sentences but I think they were like, "it's so obvious, I'm doing all this, it's so obvious all others are me, but then I couldn't understand what that meant because I kept feeling as if there was no me saying these things, but in a sense there still was a me. Then I kept wanting to get out of this body, and then I i kept saying what body, then I felt I was trapped inside of something, I kept crying (not hysterically but sobbing profusely), I couldn't even relate to myself anymore as if everything I said, that wasn't it. The only thing i really remember saying continuously was "it's a feeling, it's a feeling, it's a feeling. Then I tried to make sense of the feeling, but I couldn't. Not that I was trying to describe to myself HOW I was feeling, but just saying, "it's a feeling". I wanted to get out the body, not forcibly, but I felt the feeling i was feeling was trapped and needed to go somewhere. I can't really explain it. Before all this something inside of me felt dead as if there was no me but there was still a me, both at the same time. I couldn't make sense of it. Also, it was like my past experiences kept flashing back to me, the mind kept remembering past stuff I did and went through. That only lasted for a short while. Then I kept saying things again and couldn't relate to where they were coming from, meaning they just sounded like words, even though they were legitimate sentences I couldn't relate to them, then I kept saying it's a feeling, it's a feeling. I couldn't relate to anything else but that phrase. The whole time this was going on, I knew I was all alone, not as in the only one in existence, but more like I was trying to pretend there was an existence. Like there was nothing or anybody here not even me but I was trying to make sense of stuff because there was really nothing or no one here but I didn't want to acknowledge it (not believe it) kind of like a denial. This was not a conscious thing at the time, I'm just remembering the feeling i had and now I'm writing this and kind of remembering what that feeling was. It was very subtle. Anyway, It calmed down with me realizing I was stuck in this body and there was nothing more to do but go to sleep and i slept like a baby and woke up feeling normal again, only with less mind chatter and a sense of peace. Which kind of wore off as the morning progressed. The few videos that came up on my YT feed this morning that I never saw before were in the realm of what I went through last nigh and even an email from Sunny Sharma whom I'm subscribed to was about nit letting the mind taking credit for Spiritual Growth and to remain humble despite new developments and insights and so on. Like me sending a message to myself. But then again, that could also be the mind taking credit for that. So I'm just back to normal but just with a little more sense of peace. Thank you all for the love and encouraging words and @Javfly33your message made me cry.

I took my cat with me but I landed on her back and she look at me like, wtf....

Not panicky, just weird.

Don't be peeking

Weird shit happening all day, Anybody else? The vibe just seemed weird. Not bad luck, just weird shit. My energy was acting weird. Weird feelings.

I'm usually precise in a point I'm trying to make so there are no confusions. I said I wasn't referring to the "do the work" part of your statement and I addressed the "to come here when you only have a problem" part. You went around the bend and addressed everything other than the point i was trying to make. No one said to stay here all day. That's an exaggeration on your part. I always say, if one has to exaggerate to get their point across, then they don't fully believe in their own stance. If you noticed I said "hum-bum chatter", so I do agree there is some nonsense chit chatter at times, and I also said "take well needed breaks". You addressed nothing of what I said and just gave off the energy of one that's just ranting and raving. I have also noticed some on here that are trying to better themselves and to be a better version of themselves and are taking advice from people and are making a change. That's what happens when you notice the good things in life rather than focusing on the bad, which are all relative. You're coming across like a strict school principal or a domineering parent that most adults will not relate to. Tough love is one thing, but criticizing and belittling people in the process by calling them stupid will only bring on defending and resenting.

https://youtu.be/Ic6e1zCfUC4?si=eZeBzTkFQiPlCUHb

Here's a video I found of Fred Davis.

Love this and the way you explained it.

I heard someone explain this once in a video and it makes sense to me. Men sometimes and women also, think women who prefer men to provide and protect are just gold-diggers or just want men for their money. While that may be the case on the surface for some, not discounting the ones who really appreciate men who can provide these securities, there are inherent, evolutionary and innate reasons for this. Some women are unconsciously seeking this because they were either told it's the right thing to do or for whatever other superficial reasons. Men are very goal-oriented and they perform better if they feel as if they are providing some form of service to their mate or being useful. They are usually competitive and are at their best if they are competing for something or at best striving towards some achievement. The women of their dreams or a woman they love brings this out in them, innately. It's how they are wired. If they are with a woman who doesn't encourage them to work harder at keeping her and doing this to develop her trust so she can feel secure with him in a long-term relationship, he will not feel worthy of her or can even develop some resentment for her because she settled for less than she deserved, and he became lazy and lacked motivation to become his best version. If they somehow develop themselves while with the one who settled for them when they were down and he became successful, whether she helped him or not, he will leave her and find him a woman he thinks is better suited for his up-levelness. This is why sometimes men become abusive to their partners because they don't respect them and resent them for accepting them while they were unable or unwilling to provide and protect. This woman knows better, and she knows the dynamic and would be setting herself up for failure if she accepted a mate that achieved way less than she did. Women and men like certain things for a good and sometimes intelligent reason whether or not they are aware of it. It's evolutionary. Men go for looks not because they are superficial and vain but for some inherent reason they are not even aware of. Something to do with birthing and other unconscious reason I forget the details. So instead of us bashing the sexes for their preferences, it's best to understand why we have these superficial preferences because they stem from something deeper than just looks or financially able. This is why you'll find a lot of rich black men like sports players choosing white or bi-racial women, over their own kind because now they feel worthy of who they think is a better breed. Which, of course, is just societal programming and conditioning.

I was going to make a joke comment on this but decided not to incase Leo's gf is reading these posts. She'd be like enough already.

I don't agree with is this. Not the do the work part, but to only come on here when you have a specific problem. It's a forum where people share ideas, insights, information, suggestions, videos and also fun topics and more, including challenges we're facing. To suggest to come on here only when we have a problem, to me, would make people start to only think of the problems in their life just to interact with other members. That's not a good incentive. People will start to make up problems. It's also a great forum for some quality information, if you search for it. There is a "Powerful" section in the Spirituality category and a health section that i started that can provide quality information for those interested away from the "hum-bum chatter, which can sometimes provide some good info along with some other Sub-forum topics. Navigation is the key as well as taking well-needed breaks, but not to only come here for problem-solving.

Looks like a big fat fish, fried in breadcrumbs and sounds like a mouse trapped in a cat's mouth. That's a cat-frog's definition.