Lyubov

What did he do to get the boot?

I don't think there is anything that feels more demoralizing than having a girl leave you at the club for another guy yall haven't felt rejection until this so fuck outta here with "it's scary to say hi to the girl at the cafe or park"

never had anything aggressive happen to me during my pick up days. spoke to a few girls with boyfriends at the club and one with her brother who told me to back off lol but that was it. never been cursed at or anything. can't say I've ever had anything even remotely "bad" happen. Worst is just a few angry looks and that's it. have had other competitive guys at the club act kinda dickish to me and even fuck up what I was doing... one dude basically stole the girl I was with. good lord at the time this was humiliating to me... and in my childishness I fucked it up for him so he left the club... this was the first time this ever happened to me and looking back I really let it get to me. I'm easily able to navigate stuff like this now and it doesn't bother me anymore

Go for a walk, lie down in nature, cold shower or take a bath, deep slow belly breathes, eat something that's heavy

RIP Libertarianism

https://www.cbc.ca/news/politics/canada-suspending-extradition-treaty-hong-kong-over-security-law-1.5636479

they is red pill. don't kid yourself. this is a common narrative among the joradn peterson red pill crowd. I'd say this narrative is as popular online as it is because of them.

watch your language Leo!

I really don't enjoy talking to women during the day like at the park. I mean I'll do it if it flows naturally like at a cafe and I'm feeling it but I don't like to intentionally do "daygame." I always found bars and clubs to be the best for this cause what the fuck else do people go to these places for? It's really the only places I've gotten action too through "pickup." I've never met a random girl at a park or the grocery store and gotten any action. It's always been bars and clubs for me. It just makes sense to me and idk I think some guys just gravitate and do better naturally in one setting over another. Hard for me to meet girls when I'm away from my usual city cause of this :\ Hope I can move soon to my city with it's night life

Red seems to also be more open to mystical experience vs orange's rationalistic thinking. lil ze from city of god I remember went to go see a shaman. I think this opening to the mystical is the gateway to blue.

this is some sort of red pill fear mongering story made up to justify why they feel so alone and unfulfilled in life or haven't been handed a virgin bride on a silver platter just for existing. no they don't. society and violence has gone down quite a bit each decade. if anything a gender imbalance could potentially cause some problems like what may occur in India but that has yet to play out and they seemed to already have a huge domestic violence problem before their gender imbalance issues.

It's quite complicated but consider it's size. It's a huge country. It's much easier for a small European country with one ethnic group and uniting shared ethos to work together and put in place all sorts of social programs vs a massive country with all sorts of ethnic groups that perceive each others as enemies.

Contact the police if you are being abused by another. End of story.

Upon reflection I'm actually quite grateful to be living during our present times. Can only imagine a bit what it would be like to live through stage red times as a peasant or villager with armies coming in a doing the worst things imaginable. All things considered many of us are quite comfortable and safer than ever before and our problems seem almost miniscule to those faced by previous generations.

what's most important is that it is a person you feel you can trust and comfortable opening up to and you feel understands you. besides that contact a bunch and be proactive with your questions you ask them. feel them out. you probably know yourself to some extent so feel out what feels right to you in one.

Well I can say this. I went through a period a while back where I was working out hard to "change" myself and it was a very transformative experience and I really did better than I ever thought possible. I was quite proud of this at the time. Slowly though this sort of became a chore to uphold and although I continued on it was no longer an enjoyable goal I was working towards but I couldn't stop or else I'd feel guilty. I think I was coming from a place of not already being whole and complete already. There was something wrong with me that needed fixing. I think it can be hard to really establish healthy habits and more importantly enjoy the process if we are starting out with framing ourselves as broken. I still work out but now it is coming more from a place of joy and interest. I do it because it's fun for me and I like pushing myself. It isn't so much about fixing a problem or something wrong with me. I've realized now that first initial stage of going into it hard with this self help "change me" attitude was necessary for me in the beginning and teaching me the power of discipline and choice but the long term progress could only be maintained if it was coming from a genuine and self loving place.

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/native-tribal-leaders-are-calling-for-the-removal-of-mount-rushmore/ar-BB16grwI?ocid=spartan-dhp-feeds I support this

I'll get this as well... I'll get patterns of stuff. They come more if I pay attention to them. Good idea for artwork. Sometimes I don't really like the patterns though. They can be scary faces, other times flowers. They seem to be more of one than the other depending if I focus on it and the feeling that arises in me. They have gotten super vivid and it's almost like a light show of patters, figures, faces, etc. I get them too when waking up. They go away a few minutes after I have awoken. They aren't very vivid for me these days but they have been before.

I've gotten into the habit of going to bed at 6am... Waking up at 3pm Anyone gotten into this since quarantine. How were you able to get back to a more normal sleep schedule ? I'd like to be asleep by 3 and waking up at around 1130

I haven't seen the movie but apparently it's a realistic/disturbing depiction of the horrors of WWII over the sort of heroic fantasy many American movies show. Pure red devilry and ideology

the enemy of my enemy is my friend I suppose

everything by this guy

Currently I have two things I do for my enjoyment. I go to the gym three times a week and I make artwork in photoshop. I'm looking into planning a small business out and doing a bit of reading on this. What are some stuff you have been doing if you haven't returned to your normal schedule?

Been feeling hella lethargic this week. Have a very mild sore throat. Hope I'm not ill. Missed the gym today because of it and haven't done my full work out the last two sessions. Feeling slightly sad and depressed as well from feeling this lazy. I have the tools to work through this and am overall in a good and stable place. I've been feeling good about myself a lot recently as well. I hope I can regain some energy by the end of this week. I would like to start making some serious plans for the fall but I just don't know enough about what the world will look like then to really commit to anything. I also have some paper work held up currently by the world events. Occasionally I feel sort of sad and nauseous but I experience it and let it go as much as I can. I'm kinda feeling decent overall though for a while now so I'm taking a positive outlook and I'm feeling gratitude for my current situation and self love for myself Hope I'll be feeling better by Friday so I can really go hard in the gym!

I don't see China ever holding more influence than the current western coalition of the US, EU, Canada, etc nor soft power besides being able to get a tech company or a Hollywood movie studio to keep some sort of independent Hong Kong message censored. No one besides their nationals speaks their language. Also they don't really design much of anything used by the world. They just make stuff. A lot of stuff they have designed only their nationals use or developing countries in Africa. If anything I see them becoming more isolated.