Verdesbird

for this i will open myself here and tell my story 10 years from now i was involved with 'umbanda' a Brazilian esoteric mystic rite based on the teachings of the great white fraternity(theosophy) mixed with afro-brazilian shamanistic culture in that time of my life i was developing mediunistic abilities,seen spirits,interacting with then,manipulating energies,in the umbanda house i was introduced to the higher chief,a ''caboclo'',who incorporate the spirit of a old indian leader from amazon, one day in a midle of a spiritual rite one of the members of the house come to me and says that he incorporates the spirit of the chief and offers me a shaktipat,i trusted him and accepted the shaktipat now this is where the shit hits the fan ...from then on every single night i've had a nightmare,horrible ones,one after another,day by day,i just dont know what was happening to me at that time,i got scared and i get away from the house at that time i have trusted my own mediunistic habilities of healing and have tried several times heal myself with ayhuasca,dmt,and cannabis,i've had several dmt breaktroughs with higher doses,tried the plant medicine,tried cannabis,and nothing.. nightmares still day by day after years,then i have seek professional help with psychiatrics and alternative holistic medicine,after years nothing comes and the nightmares still day by day until i get back to the umbanda house and seriously demanded to talk to the higher chief ..then the original higher chief attended me (not the false one) and says to me that i've had an spiritual implant "come here son...'' he says, i followed him to a room,just me and him in the room and he gave me something to drink "here take this...'' ,i drinked (the most underground psychedelic magick shit ever ) and then the most absurd thing i've ever seen in my life occur.. he just put a hand on my head,pull my soul out in front of my very eyes,put his hand in the head of my soul and pulled out a scary alien-like creature after that i got psichotic the same night and i was forced into a mental asylium .... after i got recovered from the asylium,i've took very heavy psychiatric drugs,and then i moderate myself to do minor dosages with chedelics,i got easy back then ..,,less lsd,less dmt,more meditation,more studies in budhism ,hinduism and taoism, from the umbanda times until now what i remembered is that i got TONS of lost memory .. o lost my clan (no idea where the guys are) and i got a cronic pain inside my head that lasts until today

''Where is the Akashik records and astral plane occurring? Your own consciousness, consciousness itself.'' no,in the astral plane,outside of the mind (yes sucha thing exists) q:''a body hits a wall '' .. remove counsciousness from the equation what do you have? r:you still have the fact that the body hits the wall one to think about ... have you guys ever try to deal with high magick while on psychedelics?,like evoking spirits and entities and so on? if you try and the thing gets real deal then what will happen is that you gonna screw ap the whole thing and the entities gona take over the situation and you will end up suicidal or in the mental alysium,precisely because you are dealing with forces from the outside any shaman knows that have you seen leo last video? he talks about the dpt trip,have you seen some similarities with the video 'outrageous experiments in counsciousness'?leo gets redundant its all like.... ...then i see love,then god comes from love,then god god infinite,then embodies the counciousness,then gets infinite,then is pure love,then its like the void wicht is god cos god is infinite,then i have no self,then is pure love..etc.etc.etc... he's traveling the infinite nothingness of itself trying to get somewhere witch is the total awakening.. thats never ever total cos its infinite.. and then leo goes further into infinite ..like chasing its own tail no new conclusions at all now .. a brand new different thing will happen if leo gets involved in esoteric budhism,now it will be the real deal..now its sinthesyzes outside with inside and do alchemy and gets really somewhere

how about this awser ... in the Akashic records in the astral plane

so what about the dynamics of imagination? it is self-created? you can guarantee that ?where does come from? why brains exists ?

@James123 @Jacobsrw @Nahm that is human-centric witch is this.. the idea that its all inside and theres no sucha thing as outside ''ow is there this parallel universe you assume exists without it requiring consciousness? '' for exemple are you aware of your grandpa early life? ..no .. it have existed? ..yes

what im sayng is basically what esoteric budhism says there are infinite counsiousness and there are a ''parallel'' universe made of 3D matter these two are interconected,but..,there are transcendental rules for them to interact,rules that we need to discover rules that exists before imagination and mind itself its a quite different map than sayng ''its all imagination in the gods head'' no it isint

consciousness is transcendental

i do trust total infinity,ive had infinite inights samadhis and embodyments during my ''trips'' im just sayng that are rules for total infinite possibilities,and these rules are more transcendental and before-human-existance than just saying ''god is imagining everything,and god is me and you'' leo could make more intelligent and relevant questions instead of just asking ''what is reality'' ''what is counsiousness'' ''what is god'' ,these questions are all backed up in pre-concepts of the mind about what it could be or not be here's is one more relevant and profund question: "what are the best spiritual way that one can possibly follow ?" for awsering a question like that budhists have spend more than 5 thousand years researching counsiousness and all its possibilities,and they gone very far with its rescearches they can meditate in boiling oil they can levitate they can conquer a body made of pure light all stuff made up by a transcendental counsciousness,a counscuousness aware of itself,thing that leo wants to conquer but leo came up from a skeptical past,now he just evolute to a human-centric vision of reality,with no transcendentalism at all as i said here in Brasil there's a sect of people that think just as leo,they are all psychedelic oriented human-centric and they says very equal things like ''porpouse of life is imaginary'' ''reality is made up by imagination'' and etc Brasil has lots of shamans mediuns and mystics of various degrees ,what leo is saying nowdays i already heard in the past

no man that was an analogy of the film 'the matrix' i know what you are talking about like an smoking rat before gets kill who knows his death end

today is like the mainframe of the machine, last night's dream is like an app of the o.s

this is one of the dumbest critiques heres one in the midle ..

leo you just jump to one stage to another next you was a skeptical philosofer now you are a typical Albert Enstein's green-yellow humanist here in Brasil there's a sect of people(psyhedelic oriented) like you,they are a very much fan of level turquoise stuff and albert einstein,a can introduce them ..

it seems like too much human-centric aproach to quantum mysticism like everything depends on human perspective i mean.. who can ever guarantee that if i was just a soul without a body i didnt see things like the humans with minds see

con astistry conspiracy ''theorist'' pricks just for that

good topic

hello there i fell doped down with the medications,now im much more free and its improoves my well being,i can feel my mind much more,have more intense dreams,etc i meditate in a regular dayly basis,i have a balanced diet,to the moment i droped down the medications until now everything's work just fine with me no side effects at all i already telk with my psichyatric and he is intolerant with the medication,so i just stop listening nut as i said everything works well without the substances(heavy substances by the way) birds is the voice of god on earth,love them peace

about 5 years ago i was in the mental asylyum,diagnosed with psicosis since then i took heavy psychyatri drugs now i dumped then down ,since 5 days from now ive stopped fell much beter now what do you guys think about it

just lets keep a open mind that there are controversies i do consider the possibility of a woman be enlightened by his own rescources alone but thats just too rare that no ones knows about perhaps

impossible is a strong word but what the historical records show us is that mostly its need a man to help to get there there are controversies

leo just took a buch of mystics and new age concepts and portrait then as turquoise lets be more critical about it

is there sucha thing as an enlightened woman ? you guys have any records ? i have head of conservative woman that are enlightened https://enlightenedwomen.org what do you guys think

i was in the mental asylum 5 years ago dont be scared check this video and meditate

not every leos criticism is intelligent heres one midle of the road..

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