MarkKol

Teaches people about Ego death and dissolving their personality Calls his app by his own name

I have come up with a career path, I want to master a lot of areas in life just like Leonardo da vinci, i also want to have multiple businesses even tho they have nothing to do with each other just like Elon Musk, And no i'm not ideological,i'm not trying to be like these people, i'm just interested in a lot of things here are my career paths: Become a storytelling animator on Youtube, Become a singer, my most ambitious goal is to make a cartoon production studio and create the next biggest cartoon like spongebob, rick and morty, Adventure time etc. I guess you can say i have a passion for art... all kinds of art... Art fits me best because i can be uncontrollably creative at times, i talk to myself in a different language all the time, i used to be really dissociative and have dealt with derealization, I'm saying this because i believe these 3 traits are all symptoms of someone who is more on the creative side of mind. honestly i have no real reason for making this thread, i'm just typing because of pure joy because i finally have shit figured out. I never bought the life purpose course, it would probably help me to find a purpose sooner, i just bounced around trying different shit out and i have finally found it. I knew i wanted to be a singer long ass time ago but it just didn't feel complete, so if you have a life purpose and you feel like that ain't it, consider finding more life purposes! maybe you're heart desires more of em', be open minded to more life purposes. And don't feel weird about yourself if your into weird shit like i am, after watching a few biographies on smart people i realized that they are real weirdos, for example Albert Einstein, he married his cousin, Leonardo Da vinci had sex with a male prostitute, be yourself.

@bejapuskas wtf? Yes i am, How do i know this?

@bejapuskas I underlined everything that feels like me. Ayurveda Mind 1.pdf Ayurveda Mind 2.pdf

Thought this was interesting

I'm revisiting Orange again because i know nothing about making money and just haven't achieved my materialistic goals yet, i don't know if that means i'm going to develop Orange values, orange values or not, i still want to do consciousness work like Meditation, especially Shamanic breathing and maybe even psychedelics when i pass 20. will consciousness work ruin my desire for material success or will it maybe even help me achieve my materialistic goals.

@Hello from Russia Nice one

@Nahm Thanks, That's a great answer.

@Lindsay can you link me the vid where he said that i want to see

i think i heard leo say that Open mindedness is intelligence, and pretty much all stage blue people i know are closed minded. Does that mean stage blue people are unintelligent or even "stupid"?. today i tried to present my stage blue mom, a faster way to talk (shes is really slow at responding to people) and no its not a disability, even tho she says it is, she says that shes a "slow thinker" which... she is, but thats not the problem, the problem is that she thinks she can't change how she speaks, and shes soooo close minded to my idea, which is just talk faster. shes trying to play the victim card by saying its a disability, a fucking disability she doesn't even know the name of and she never got diagnosed with. she's being close minded to my idea. now, my question to you is, is she (stage blue) unintelligent for not being open minded? is open mindedness all that makes a person intelligent? or is there more qualities that make a person intelligent?

so open mindedness isn't gonna fix my stupidity, alright guess i'm never gonna be like steve jobs #RipTheDreams

@Thewritersunion How would jeff bezos benefit from buying The Washington Post?

Hm Okay, Yeah that makes sense, I can see how that may help with Meditation and spiritual progression. Question is how MUCH, does that actually help?

How to fuck is a 40 Day fast supposed to raise awareness, Somebody explain to me

Jesus what the fuck. Okay first of all, i'm jealous because that is one hell of an adventure and i love doing crazy shit just like that. Second, i'm pretty sure DMT is much more safer when it comes to the physical stuff, so if it happens again you might consider doing DMT instead of LSD next time. Or just have someone next to you, that works too.

i want to get into psychedelics. problem is, i don't know where to find them or how to make them. i'm not asking you to give me someone who sells it because that's against the forum rules but to recommend me some that are easily obtainable, i guess... i don't know much about psychedelics.

@Aaron p Thanks, and yeah my parents don't even know mushrooms can be used as drugs. even tho their stage blue and would never approve of anything like that.

@Carl-Richard isn't there a way to grow your own mushrooms?

Nope, it doesn't need to be about consciousness, or anything spiritual.

Best Song Ever, I trip with this playing in the background. I feel so happy when i listen to it, I have such a big connection to this song that its almost like a trip all by itself. Take a listen:

How do you know he's talking about Leo? Edit: Ngl i just thought about it nobody talks about self actulization but Leo.

I'm a really lazy person, how do i start taking action in life?

I live at the Croatian border, a place where a lot of syrian people illegally pass true hoping to reach Germany for a better life (because of their economy and easy to get jobs). Today i caught one hiding behind a Lamppost! he looked confused and scared, he had a empty 2l coke bottle and really really dirty clothe. Problem is that i reported him to the police because i felt it was the right thing to do at that moment and NOW looking back at it i feel really really bad about it even tho they steal peoples cars all the time, he looked really innocent and i can't forgive myself! this happened 1h ago.

To be honest, i feel like a little inspiration could get me going, I'm trying to find something that inspires me. Ty everyone for the answers tho

Can ego be reunited once its gone?