Patrick_9931

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  1. The more you feel good with yourself and inside yourself, the more people will feel good around you. The insight was brought also thanks to 2cb which I really recommend for socialisation work.
  2. Wonderful. Thanks for sharing. Reminds me a little bit of myself as well. Looking forward to try DMT
  3. I’ve been using psychedelics for the past 4 years now but only recently I tried MDMA for the first time in my life. To be honest it was one of the most terapheutic experiences ever. Molly completely opened my hearth and throath chakra ; showed me what it means to love, to be loved, to connect and to get intimate with someone; showed me how easy and natural it is to talk to strangers and how a lot of them love it when you talk with them; helped me to discover what is feels like to be authentic, genuino and not to have shame of showing one’s energy to the world. Thanks to molly I finally felt the love and belonging that was always there but that I wasn’t able to see due to traumas. So if you’re something like me, please do yourself a favour and try molly at least once in your life. It is truly a medicine, it can’t even be called drug. Hugs ❤️
  4. @OBEler @Federico del pueblo You can know more here if you’re curious guys. I really agree with @D2sage about the fact that it really feels that you’re having a cleansing effect. I do not feel neurotoxins effects at all. I don’t feel that it is damaging my body in any ways. If I had to drink some good amount alcohol I would feel 1000x times that I’m damaging something in my body and brain
  5. Designing an affiliate program around the life purpose course. In this way 1)all of your work will spread across the globe even more, helping mankind awakening in an orgy of love and wisdom 2) You’ll make happy a lot of salesmen and wannabe-salesmen who will have an opportunity to sell such a high value and transformative product
  6. Dear Leo, I've been following you for many years now and I find your work to be of exceptional value and wisdom, a real gift to humanity. This is why I have an important proposal to make you: Would you be willing to design an affiliate program around the life-purpose course? Why Excluding the fact that the spreading of your work would help humanity to awaken and discover love I am sure that there are a lot of wannabe salesmen or professional salesmen that would be ecstatic to sell such a high-value and transformative product instead of all of the junk we see around. If I myself for example had such an opportunity I would be full of joy and passion about the idea of making money by spreading your work and helping humanity to awaken. Looking forward to hear your opinion on this
  7. Welcome guys, recently I started a Youtube channel where I share resources for personal and spiritual development. I'm starting to realize that the whole thing of building a creative business is no easy job, especially in the beginning phase I guess. For this reason I thought it would be highly beneficial to keep in touch if some of you guys have a Youtube Channel or are considering starting one as a basis for a Life Purpose. If it sounds great to you just let me know down in the comments or write me a private message.
  8. Hey guys, after some contemplation I created this basic blueprint to help me navigate the world of business. I was just wondering how complete you think it is and if you have some other elements that you may add: Here's the blueprint: The business system As long as you are a Human you can not avoid being in business ( so you better master it). Business is the mean trough which you can impact the world and have money in return. It’s helpful to view your business as an abstract entity separate from you es: Nike, Rolex, Actualized etc. Money is what comes when you sell one or multiple products or services that solve a specific problem that a person or group of people have. The amount of money you have is directly related to your mastery of these 4 basic elements of the business system: Product / Service The art of creating a product or service that solves a specific problem that a specific group of people have. Marketing The Art of putting your product or service in front of the people who would benefit from it. Brand The image your customers have of your business Sales The art of converting prospects in to clients The business psychology The success of your business is dependent upon your psychology. You have to start with the end in mind and be strategic: If you fail to plan, you are planned to fail. Every battle is won before it’s fought. The first reason for a business to fail is quitting when things get hard. Long-term thinking is crucial
  9. @LordFall I’ll check this out, thanks!
  10. Whatching Leo's videos I have the impression that he puts a strong emphasis on thinking/contemplating i.e sitting in a room and just thinking for hours about various topics. But what is thinking? Does it actually make sense to sit in a room and spend all of these hours in this activity? Will it actually bring some concrete and practical benefits to life? Will it improve your career, dating, relationships, money situation ecc.? Thanks in advance for your perspectives
  11. As someone who has been struggling with indecisiveness and overthinking ( and still is to some degree) what I can tell you is that one day you will just get sick of always dabbling and realise the pleasure of committing to something. One day you’ll probably realise that it does not really matter what you pick b, as long as there is some heart in it and you commit to it long term. Cause in the end I think all paths are the same, they’re all hard and full of challenges and obstacles. You’ll also probably realise at some point that it’s much worse to be in this dabbly overthinking mode then just actually take and do something no matter what that is. “ The Warrior knows that there are a thousand paths, and they all lead to the same way : death . So the warrior chides the path in which there is heart because it will be the most pleasant to walk” ( something like that)
  12. Yes it’s completely possible, I need had my most profound and complete god realisation on 100ug . Set, setting, previous experiences with psychedelics, meditation practice, yoga practice, philosophy ecc. had a huge role in it. Another aspect that had a huge role in it was being able to completely surrender and let go, having a friend near me helped. Good luck ☀️
  13. Ego = beliefs = thoughts = actions = survival Boredom = you stop acting = you stop and observe yourself = questioning your beliefs, thoughts and actions = you questioning your identity = you dying psychologically and putting your survival at risk So ultimately boredom can be viewed as an ego self defence mechanism that protects you from looking inwards Of course Leo put it in a much more elegant and concise manner with the shark metaphor, but still I felt that this perspective might be useful as well
  14. Does it make sense for you to take psychedelics and go in god-mode states when you haven't even managed your survival yet?
  15. Does it even make sense to pursue enlightenment before you’ve handled your career and financial situation? I’m asking that because I’m 21 years old , I haven’t yet finished my education (diploma) whereas my pears at this age are already finishing university , I live with my mother and I don’t have a penny (so my objective “real life” situation is not that great.) Recently, during an lsd trip , I had a huge enlightenment experience where I realised that I am god dreaming up the whole universe including Leo , Actualzied.org an so on. I realised that it was all just me, it was all just GOD playing hide and seek with himself. That was actually an amazingly liberating experience because right after that, among other things, for some days I entered in this deep zen / taoits non-action like state, where I was free of any suffering because i was totally present and totally with the flow of life, every action was effortless and everything seemed to be perfect, it seemed like if I could be able to stay in that state forever every problem would automatically disappear , or at least the problems would still be there but my approach to them would be totally different But now a week passed , the ego backlash kicked in and it seems like I’m at the same point where I was before the trip: anxious, confused and penniless At this point I wonder if it even makes sense to pursue enlightenment with psychedelics , at such a young age and without having your career handled down. For those of you who are more experienced then me, what do you think about it? : Is it possible, and does it make sense to just go the hard way with psychedelics and unlock that zen / non-action taoits like state 24/7? And then from that state your career and all the other things will just happen naturally and spontaneously Or would it just be more wise if I handle down my survival first and do not use enlightenment and psychedelics as a way to escape from my everyday problems and responsibilities ? What do you think about it ? Thanks in advance <3
  16. Hey @nick96 how is it going now ? Im asking because I’m in a similar situation too
  17. Hey guys, for those of you that are very productive and like to go trough the day doing a lot of tasks, what time management system do you use?
  18. The path of least resistance by Robert Fritz It introduced me to some very unpopular systemic thinking approaches. It really improved the way I see and manage my daily problems and decisions
  19. The purpose of the question is to understand if it is possible to logically and empirically demonstrate if we are separated from reality or not. Ultimately this is me being curious if non dualism is empirically and logically demonstrable.
  20. How can I be sure / demonstrate that I am separated from reality? Can I demonstrate this or it is just impossible to do? What do you think?
  21. Hey David, how is it going now? Are you taking notes or not? I'm asking you this because I'm having the exact same doubt
  22. Hey actualizers. After watching Leo's video about the commonplace book , I started using One Note as Leo suggested in the video. My results after using it for a while are amazing! It increases your productivity, organisation and creativity to a really pro level. So I really recommend it to you all For those of you who are already using it and want to increase their productivity even more , her's a really useful video about using One Note effectively that I found:
  23. For me reading this single quote had a tremendous impact on this matter: It does not matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop -Lao Tzu
  24. This is what happened to me during the 5 meo peak: As I was laying down with my eyes closed and my body was dissolving, I had this really really vivid fear that was showing me that I was a sort of heroin addict that assumed this substance and that now he’s in bliss because he overdosed and he is going to die. The fear also showed me that actually I’m deluded as fuck and I’m thinking that I’m doing this spiritually but I’m just a desperate addict that was so deluded with this whole spirituality thing that he overdosed on this “spiritual” substance to the point of death. now I don’t know if I explained that properly and if you understood it, because this sensation that I have before and ego death is really hard to articulate to me. And btw it happened to me even with lsd and also something similar to this happened with weed, it’s a recurring pattern of mine Why do you think I have this fear emerging in me? Do some of you experience something similar to this ? Do you think I have this fear due to all the cultural influences that I had ? Maybe because of films like “train spotting” and “ we children of Berlin zoo” Thank you for your responses
  25. Hey actualizers little introduction I’ve been meditating for 1 year , one hour a day. A week ago I started my Kriya Yoga practice , following the instructions given from the book that Leo suggested in his video about Yoga. At the second day of practice , when I started doing the Ujjay Pranayama (ocean breathing) i had some light involuntary spasms and shaking in my feet. In the next days I started to have this spasms all over the body and with both the respiratory practices ( alternate nostril and ocean breathing). So after the second day it became an habitual thing. extraordinary results At first i was happy and very excited because I saw this spasm as the body releasing some trauma. In fact from the second day of practice I was starting to notice some huge spiritual effects ( which was very extraordinary and exciting for me because I never had some huge effects like that in a sow short period of time ): - the reality and the beliefs I had attached to reality and to myself were becoming more “fluid” like a psychedelic sort of effect but lighter and distributed all over the day - during the day i was feeling more light and my body was feeling more “energetically clean” again like a sort of psychedelic effect -i was able to feel my emotions much more as I usually do , so I was able to be more in the present - I felt generally more “unlocked” as an human being - every night I was having a lot of vivid dreams , dreams in which I was meeting my father and stuff like that , dreams that were obviously coming from my subconscious to tell me something from me or repressed emotions that were releasing themselves The problem The problem came after something like the fourth day of practice . While sleeping i had a lot of vivid nightmares , I felt a presence that entered in my room and touched my head and I had a sleep paralysis that scared the shit out of me and didn’t let me sleep . My fear at this point was that I would have this stuff going on every night and the more I were going to do the practice the intenser it would become, so I decided to check if there was something wrong with the practice Moving the energy / solution That morning I read the book again and I discovered that the point of the first practices was to open your respiratory/energetic channels and most of all to be able to put awareness on the energy moving trough your spine. At this point I tried to do the practice again but this time I became extremely aware of the energy moving trough my body. In being aware of this energy I recognised that maybe I was being to violent the first days and that I was not distributing this energy properly while performing the breathing. So I started to be extremely aware of this energy and I started to move it in a very gentle, precise and controlled manner. In doing so I was able to calm the body and avoid the shaking everything seems ok but... The next night I had no problems and the situation seem resolved, however now that I am not making my body go in spasm mode I don’t have the nightmares but I also don’t have the other beneficial effects that I listed before, it seems that I am still having them but in a very lighter version My question to you Are this spasms normal? Are they a sign of trauma release or are they a sign that you are doing something wrong ? Should I continue with the spasms and with the nightmares ecc or should I go without them and prefer those that seems to be the lighter effects? thank you for your answers and sorry for any grammatical mistakes