TheSelf

@Leo Gura im just curious, did you manage to successfully hold onto your fast till day 14?

@Cepzeu does talking to God feels like you are talking to yourself in the beginning of the conversation? cause either you feel like you are talking to yourself or God both feelings are true and correct (cause there's no separation), but i feel like the reason the conversation in psychedelics is that radical and believable is because the mind is no mind in psychedelics, so you were right that it's always there and just needs a calm peaceful mind and intention to start the conversation! I just tried it after reading your post and the experience ended up with tears in Love!! unbelievable really, i also thought it's only possible in psychedelics! Thank you so much for sharing this! ♥️?

You're welcome! About chakra imbalances I found this article, good one to check out: https://chopra.com/articles/5-signs-your-chakras-are-out-of-balance-and-how-to-test-them In my experience basically energy have hard time to flow, there's pulsations and pain in the imbalanced chakra that clearly shows either energy is stuck in the chakra or have hard time flowing and cause all those sensory signals. I've heard also that OM japa is a good practice to balance and unite all chakras, I personally don't do OM japa, I find Sadhguru's AUM chant works really well: https://youtu.be/WimVYJCFiV8 Beside that, basically just putting awareness on chakras should do the job well since reality is pure awareness, and your true nature is pure awareness, divine, all you need to do is meditating on each imbalanced chakra to perform the healing job.

Basically you awakened your energy to some higher levels, with all these energy manipulation practises, you manage to clear the energy pathways and to direct your prana to your skull, then the mind becoming still would be the consequence of that. But since this energy is highly intelligent after a while it automatically flows through the central channel in your spine and goes into your head effortlessly without you doing anything, then suddenly this whole game becomes much more enjoyable since you no longer need to sit and do a lot of practises just to be able to get that stillness of mind or maybe you need much less work to achieve that. So I'd say that now you work on those chakras you feel you need to work on, and balance your chakras one by one, Awakening your Kundalini should be your goal, but never ever force it, The divine energy is highly intelligent, just have the chakras balanced and get rid of blockages, it'll automatically rise when the time comes!

Try to be aware of your breath as much as you can throughout the day without having to force yourself to sit down and meditate in a specific way, make it a habit for yourself to watch your breath whenever you find your mind wandering. This much watchfulness of breath can bring a nice clear state of mind after some time.

It's a very common thing, you can get a lot of pressure on the center of your forehead (third eye region) too, It's a good sign that you are doing good with energy manipulation practises you do and it works. The best thing you can do is to stop the practises when it becomes too much and intolerable for you and have a few days of break, then continue the practises when you feel ready.

Yes I understand, I've got a very good imagination too, but facing these fears should be in some moderate ways, on psychedelics specially shrooms it's very very bad idea, since on high doses you literally lose your mind, and the experience of the hell will be real AF! Those dark entities in the hell realm (or everywhere else) are always in hunt for negative energies and so they fed on fears to survive, imagine how fearfull you can get on high doses of psychedelics and how badly they can fuck with you on that sate with that powerful channel of the fears that you've created and so they can connect with you. Always remember that, fear is the channel that they can connect with you. The more fearful you become, the more they'll have power over you.

I guess the best thing you can do if you are really interested to explore some of the hell realm is if you can astral travel here ( just sending a portion of your consciousness there and get back with some informations) The worst thing would be astral project to the hell realm or go there on psychedelics (this is even worst, much worst than AP duo to ways these substances fuck with your mind specially shrooms)

Yes, but you won't even remember what you are how and why you came here once you find yourself in the middle of that realm, I think you need to prepare yourself to forget about everything including all your realizations, and be ready to experience the hell in it's darkest dungeons infinity can imagine for you ( it can get infinitely dark and bloody ;)) also remember that there's no time so you'll be there for eternity.

Very promising for 5 minutes of the intro! Thanks for sharing, I'll definitely going to have some cool experiences with it ?

@Someone here also even in the waking state, you don't constantly say I'm, I'm, I'm, to be, you just naturally are, meaning your existence doesn't depend on the contents of your mind. So it should be so clear that mind is just a tool or an instrument that we have and nothing more than that.

Bro, We can't continue our discussion if you really deny your own existence in two other states. Just because there's no mind in the other states in your hand that doesn't mean you become non-existence. Definitely you are there in all states! But in each state with its own different unique experience. Don't be identified with your mind, be identified with that pure presence in all states, you are that, that pure awareness, knowingness, to witness all that it's imagining in the natural three states.

When you finally realize that real meditation is not a 'doing' but resting in awareness.

you literally experience these every night. that's why you are here to talk about what it is that you experience, so there's no lack of experience or unconscious experience. we are talking about our every night experiences exactly because these states are in our experiences, otherwise we were unable to talk about it. if you are not there then how you are able to explain your experiences of the other states?: See you yourself admit that you are there in these states, but when I described these experiences as just different experiences than waking states, to you it sounded like I'm playing with words. just because you don't have the analyzing instrument (Mind) in your hand in the other states that doesn't mean you become non-existence!

"Lack of experience" or "no conscious experience" is still a experience that you can experience right? Notice that still you must be there to experience all these experiences. And during the experiences either deep sleep or dream state, you never say that you're experiencing being unconscious. You only say something like that in the waking state. If you were "unconscious" or gone during the dream state, then who is witnessing dream?

@Someone here Ok, can you say that you're literally gone or become none existence in deep sleep until you reach dream state? I can't say that because I'm also able to explain my experience of deep sleep like you, so definitely I'm there.

You don't lose consciousness in deep sleep that's nonsense. If you could lose consciousness in deep sleep then how come you later in the waking state are able to explain how you experienced it? You must be there to be able to come back and tell us your story as being "unconscious" right?

Did God tell you that you have to do anything about This? abide in your natural state of being (thought-free) then that which also seeks liberation vanishes. because all thoughts are made up of you (pure awareness), illusions only work when you forget who you truly are.

Yes ? BTW The tricks and projections are very very subtle, one really needs to spend time to notice them one by one with full attention and cultivate high level self-awareness, but again you awareness are subtlest of all, so as long as one has one eye to monitor the inner world also there's no way tricks would work.

Awarness is the changless reality, Take a look at these paintings: Imagine the first painting is like deep sleep and the second painting is waking state. So tell me guys, is the paper ( awarness) which is art and the artist more self-aware in the second painting? The way the artist paint himself cannot change a damn thing about himself which is pure awareness and is self-aware ALL THE TIME.

Isn't it better to stay as who you really are? Ego is the consequence of identifications with thoughts and not a second entity inside us! Why can't you just not be identified and just be? ?

One will get close more and more to the source once one decides to surrender his gifted intellect (ego-mind), but it's a very challenging and would be a slow process, eventually one will live in his heart instead of his mind.

You only want to meditate either for sake of calmness, or you are practising something that requires being in the trance state of mind.

Again you need to be there in those states to later come and describe your experience right? How can you not be in those states and then later be able describe those states? you can only describe your experience of the deep sleep as being unaware in the waking state, so in relation to waking state, we consider deep sleep as being unaware, but do we say we are unaware in the deep sleep too? Imagine you awarness could access a state different from your current state which you could also experience being 10 people all at once, when you change your state and switch to one person are you now less you? Did this switch change any fact about awarness? No, the way awarness paint himself changed, the dream changed, awarness didn't change. how awarness dream or paint himself cannot affect him. So from Awarness POV, there's no state which awarness can switch to and experience and can become literally unaware(an impossible change to reality, by the way, awarness paint himself) or less or more aware. Reality is unchangeable, otherwise it couldn't be reality.

Yes, you need to be there to be able to tell us your story as being unaware. Awarness can also experience being unaware if he wants to, but in reality there's no such thing for awarness to be literally unaware, it's just impossible, you are AWARE all the time.