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Would u believe it. Drunk as fuck last night. Have woke up and walked to the shop for some tobacco. Still the alcohol is a little bit in the system. Can just see it. It’s all there, it’s all already done. Everything that is possible is already there. I’ve just become so accustomed to it. My life if just a response to all the actions I take. All other people and situations are just a response to the way I filter through this life. I’ve become so accustomed to it that it seems things are happening to me. I’ve never seen so clearly that all is already there. I can’t even explain what I’ve just realised. And it’s fucking alcohol that has lead to this insight. Creating your reality. Completely and utterly. Like a computer game when u make different decisions u get different outcomes. But it’s all already there. It’s so clear. But trying to put into words here feels impossible m. Reality is inevitable. Fuckin hell. Truly amazing. What the actual fuck Hahahaha. I feel like a fool the way I’ve tricked myself this whole time ?. It’s all you

Thanks guys. Appreciate your concerns of the tobacco and alcohol but it’s not an issue usually just a weekend piss up and don’t mind a pint here and there, but yea I guess the tobacco is an addiction but I love to chill and contemplate with a cigarette in hand so that’s not gonna change. But all in all yea something clicked there earlier was like all my psychedelic trips culminated into that one realisation. But after a night on the ale which I found very surprising. It’s just there now sitting there as an absolute or something I can’t really explain but it’s like I can see it, but not see it visually, but can see it??‍♂️. Ah well ey it is what it is just crack on now and live the dream out. See what comes of it hahaha. Take care all ??

@allislove I’ve had a thought about this. No insight here just a thought. If other beings are like dream characters from a dream, and I have to go through every incarnation of these characters in so called real life, then wouldn’t it be accurate to assume that at some point on some different level type thing that you would also have to be and have the POV of each and every dream character you’ve ever dreamt up in every single dream whilst a sleep you’ve ever had? Sounds stupid in one sense but almost like it would have to be inevitable in another. Which would be absolutely ludicrous to say the least as we’ve all dreamt up no doubt millions of dream characters in our time. I’ve never heard anyone suggest this it’s just popped in my mind. That would be fucking nuts

@Leo Gura ??? fucks sake u humour me ?

@acidgoofy no mate neither did I as personally I’ve not come across any better and more in depth teachings to help me along with this work than what we get here on actualized.org. Just thought it interesting to hear a seemingly enlightened persons view. And thought was an interesting listen as a whole anyway. I’m not quite sure if yang is totally awake or not I wouldn’t have a clue I’m no expert. But he seems to think he is. I’ve no doubt Leo could probably pick some holes in to some of his claims if he wanted to

I’m not sure if this podcast has been shared before on the forum but it’s an interesting one with frank Yang who seems to be as enlightened as anyone I’ve come across the way he talks about it. It’s a good listen all the way through, a bit strange at times though mind. He gives a short but interesting view on Leo at 43.45 in. Leo crops up the odd occasion and there’s a bit more chat on Leo at some point towards the end. This Carl guy whoever he is, I’ve no idea ? wants Leo on the show though that’s for sure

@Itsokimok I don’t really see the problem in this if is truly the case. Because if you look around you, at all the people and whatever other sentient things are knocking around, it’s not a problem to them. So if that for instance is you your looking at sat on a bench on the other side of the road reading the newspaper, and your gonna experience being that, where’s the problem? Because the guy over ther road doesn’t seem to be having a problem with it he’s just cracking on with his life with likely no idea what your on about here. So in other words this issue you have isn’t really an issue, because look at yourself across the road, or as any other person or animal or whatever, it’s working perfectly. 100% perfectly in the only way that I can work

This isn’t so much of a question but more of a statement. I was tripping hard on lsd and was in no doubt at the time I was experiencing infinity. It was surrounding me 360 like spaghetti or noodles or something like that. I can’t explain I could just see it, I was it. Now when I look back I wonder was this really the case. Maybe that’s my ego, I don’t know. But I remember so clearly, in the moment, how clear this was, that I was all of it. And my amazement about it all was that this was the greatest love of all. Infinity. How could it not be. The opportunity to be anything and everything possible. To run through every possible life and go through every possible experience, just everything that could ever be. And still be there at the end of it all. Infinite lives infinite deaths, but yet you, i, the real you, is still just there. This to me felt like seems I’m the only thing that exists, then to do this was the ultimate gift of love to myself. And not the small me, the individual human I am at this time, but to the full me, the only me, the only thing in existence. Why not just be everyone and everything possible. But simultaneously it was the greatest gift to the small me, the little human I am now at present, to realise I was all, I was the lot. Just somehow presently being conscious of this one life. It was incredible. That to me, was the greatest act of love to myself, to enable myself to experience everything. But like I say looking back, I still just don’t feel I’ve got it. I havnt got this stuff sussed. It’s like I’ve had it, but I just ain’t got it. I still can’t see how I’m doing it. And that is what I want to know, or understand, or however ya want to put it. Never mind. But that’s what I felt about love

I’m walking along, walking along the promenade where I live, listening again to Leo’s what is reality video. I’ve realised I’m god on lsd, but for some reason I just still can’t get it. I feel I’ve worked it all out but then I walk along and think Jesus Christ how can I be doing thins. I thought I had it, but I clearly havnt. Leo can u please give us another reality video mate cus as much as I think I get it, I obviously don’t. I try. But I’m still imagining that shits real?.

Fuckin hell lad I’m from the UK just trying to work our reality? I have no idea what the fuck that means what you’ve just said? but I do appreciate your response haha. Bollocks to it ey. I know I’ll get this shit in the end because it’s all I’m interested in. Understanding reality. I want to know what the fuck it is I’m up to?. What I’m doing, why I’m doing it. Just what it is. I’ll get there, I will get there. Good night people haha. May as well lock this thread leo. Nothing in it I’m just chatting shite? I will get this eventually I know I will ??

I’ve tried and I’ve tried and and tried. One minute I think I’ve got it. The next, I’m like I havnt? if I did, I would know. But I obviously havnt. I don’t think I can get the whole way on lsd. Because if I could, I’d just know. And I don’t. Thank you anyway leo am trying me best haha and appreciate everything u do, all the content everything. I’ll get there in the end I know I will. Just understanding of reality mate. That’s alls I’m after. God I’ve been after that for my whole life time I know eventually I’ll get it??. One day hahahahaha ??

Beautiful place I live. But how am I actually imagining it? Ah well fuck it ey????

I enjoy a good bevvy. Imagine the modern world with no pubs. How many great new friends and social interactions have most people made via a few bevvies in the pub. And needless to say how many new lives have been created because of a few too many?. So long as you don’t take drinking alcohol to the extremes and moderate how much you have on a regular basis I see no harm in it what so ever. I’m not convinced of its spiritual benefits mind, but then again it is an altered state of consciousness, although an ego enhancer rather than an ego dissolver. Then again, I every now and then enjoy just taking a wander around a few pubs on my own during an afternoon and just observing the behaviours of the public and seeing how people go abouts their lives whilst having meself a few pints. Can gain some interesting insights whilst just taking in the world as it plods along in front of you. Not that alcohol is at all needed to do that, but is just something I’ll do from time to time. But In general I think alcohol is much more of a social aspect of life and won’t do much at all, if anything in ones pursuit of realising God. But then again there may be people who can suggest otherwise ??‍♂️

No idea where to write this so just going to throw it in here, am not after any responses. But spent the afternoon nipping around a few pubs just on my own having a few pints. Whilst listening to Leo’s latest video, through the podcast, just watching people knock about do their thing as they do. And listening to Leo’s no bullshit way of putting things whilst just taking in everyday life at the same time was so very eye opening. Top top listen that one??

I remember leo in one of his more recent videos saying that there was a 2nd dimension to awakening. I can’t remember the exact way he framed it. But he said basically there’s just no way of explaining it in any way so he just can’t go there, can’t even try to even remotely put it into words. So he’s just not. And had realised there was basically gonna be a 3rd and 4th and so on to infinity. Which obviously adds up because infinity is infinity so I guess it should really be of no surprise. Anybody have any idea what so ever? Or experienced what they think would be this? I’m just curious as to whether anyone out there related to what he said and thought along the lines of ‘yes I know exactly what he’s on about’. Or is he totally on his own with that? And I wonder if a point will come where he may find some way to try relate to us just what it is. As it’s clearly difficult enough to relate to most people the basics of awakening

@traveler I get ya point ??

Of course it’s a critique?. I’d have to say that you yourself are lacking the ‘nuance’ that you yourself are trying to talk about. I wonder where you picked up the word ‘nuance’?. Very likely from the man your criticising?. I’m not here to back up Leo’s ways anyway tbh I’m not even sure why I’m bothering. He’s more than capable of doing that himself. I think I’ll zip it ? on here for a while and just observe. I certainly respect all views and opinions, your one included??

Straight to the point, no beating about the bush, no dicking about. Someone before me there pointed out his crying at times. If that’s not showing compassion I don’t know what is, crying publicly in front of millions. Well I don’t know actually if it’s millions that watch his stuff, but you know what I mean. I don’t know what people want, if he was sobbing about and speaking as though he was in la la land to satisfy the soft ollies of the world I’ve no doubt he’d lose the core of his audience. Have to be genuine. And genuine in my opinion is what you get. The ones who arnt keen on it will switch off I’m sure. I’m also of absolute certainty that this would not bother the guy in the slightest if some people do. You really can’t knock anyone for being genuine. But then again, we all have different ways. I criticise other ways and methods. You are absolutely free too to criticise his one

I’ve got a slightly different view on this. He seems to have had an awakening to some degree and has a sort of clear view on awakening. How deep this goes I’m not to sure I havnt seen enough of him, neither to be honest can I be arsed watching too much of him. But what I have seen in a few videos is that I get the general feeling his ego is co-opting his awakening. Although he seems to have a bit of knowledge as such, maybe the wrong word to use, his delivery is atrocious. He’s obviously a highly viewed youtuber and I’m not convinced he’s teaching anybody anything at all, due to the way he’s delivering this stuff. Infact im seeing quite the opposite, he’s making himself look like a fool. And by that I mean to people like the mental health service and just the public in general. Although it’s pretty amusing to people who know what he’s talking about, those he’s actually trying to get his message out too are either really concerned or just taking in his antics for comedic value. Basically watching him for a laugh because to an ordinary minded person he’s probably looking like an absolute dick head. Excuse my language. Maybe more making a spiritual path look like nonsense, therefore not helping anyone to awaken, infact quite the opposite. I’ve no doubt he’s a spot on guy and nice enough, he comes across that way. But he’s making it all look like a it’s a joke, and your average person would no doubt feel they certainly do not want to follow in his footsteps. I saw one video of him explaining the Jesus story. Now there’s no doubt we all know Jesus, if there actually was a Jesus, was just an enlightened human being and not the son of god an all that, but this murphey lad stretches things too far by claiming Jesus pretended to die and then arose to make it look like he came back from the dead. I’m not saying that wasn’t the case, I don’t know. But neither does he, and the mere fact he claims to 100% know this is the case, well, that’s absolute shite and no wonder people think he’s mad. I’m not after any arguments with anyone on here about this I’ve go no interest or time to bother my ass arguing or debating it. As I did find the video pretty funny I laughed and it amused me. The guy can do what he wants but I won’t be keeping too many tabs on him. I’m just putting across a point from how I see it looking at the bigger picture

I’ve watched a fair bit of this bloke and I think it’s difficult to deny he’s on the ball with this stuff. Clearly a different personality type to most awakened people ya tend to come across. But listen to the the things he says and how he talks about it. For me he’s clearly where he claims to be. Gifted I don’t know, as he’s put in a lot of work. Personally I’d say his works paid off more than just being outright gifted. But unless being around the guy and actually getting to know him a bit, then it’s all a bit of guess work I suppose

This is probably the most comical nonsensical title of a post I’ve come across yet? but I love a bit of humour and this done the trick??

Bollocks to this lad? I’m more interested in awakening and living this life knowing it rather than awakening and finding out I’ve just drowned in the bath???

Was a good watch this. Funny to see sort of 2 ends of the spectrum discussing the topic. Credit to the scientist fella at least he’s listening and trying to take on board guru’s views. But it’s clear he just doesn’t get it, at least he can admit that. Most scientists just write these things off in an instant. I’m not convinced about this karmic bubble type thing he’s on about though that’s something that would need validation from myself, like all things I guess. At the moment I just don’t see that, maybe though, but for now I ain’t got that. I couldn’t help but laugh at the blokes reactions though, and could only imagine what it would have been like if it was leo on the other end of that call instead, let the scientist babble on about the brain and then see his mystified dumbstruck reaction if leo just then turned round to him and said you don’t have a brain’? and proceeded to rattle off his why you don’t have a brain episode to him. I think I’d probably collapse and cry with laughter at the science guys mortified reactions. Would be humorous to say the least

I think it’s just a state of confusion. I’ve no doubt it’s possible in altered states to tap into other lives, past ones future ones. But only because you have been, will be, are all of them. Every single last one of them down to the finest detail. I think confusion arises from these people tapping into 1 in particular, then/or 2, 3, 4, 5 and so on to however many they become aware of in this past life regression field that people do by altering their state. But not being conscious that they’re actually God, and all lives, they interpret it as they have only experienced a particular number of lives however many they come across. I think this creates all sorts of belief systems too, beliefs that will stem from this one particular belief of past lives. This is just my own particular angle on what might be going on here