Kshantivadin

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  1. You can become whatever you want to be ❤️ the most loveable angel-like human here on this planet, for example.
  2. Hot take (Leo will roll his eyes ): ejaculating as a man
  3. In most cases it's unloving to oneself. One traumatises oneself out of lack, not out of love. ❤️
  4. @Leo Gura Yes!!! Ban everybody!!!
  5. That's pretty metal bro and sometimes I think like this hahahhahahahahaha
  6. @Shawn Philips The more schizo you get, the more you understand that everything is a psyop because physical wounds heal
  7. Hey. I think I have an idea. Personally, I feel like I've dropped most of that rough discipline, for better or worse. What it looks like me for now is applied wisdom - knowledge that life is made out of days, and that every day counts. Raising your life-force you begin to learn to engage with every moment in such a way that you apply yourself. This discipline cannot be too tense because every new moment is fresh. Picture a samurai drawing his sword in front of him, eyes being set on the blade but in fact not having his gaze set upon anything, but instead seeing everything around him. It's driven by honoring each moment as sacred, by compassion, by love. It's sharp but gentle at the same time. It's penetrating every moment with your presence. A well-trained mind can easily rest in the present moment, for it understands the nature of phenomena and the nature of suffering. This makes it easy to make love to whatever arises. Do you get it?
  8. Feeling deeply does not have to include being a bitch. And counterintuitively, feeling deeply is the way to go through life. Examine whether you have a fear of compassion - because often times it dissolves you and your agenda.
  9. that's metal bro. i once had an idea to put a timebomb on a relationship and make it count. like 6 months for example.
  10. Dear, the body heals itself in ways you cannot imagine. It's an amazingly intelligent system. You will recover swiftly. The brain is incredibly plastic. ?
  11. Dunno why this triggered you so much.
  12. I'll give you a counterexample. It has indeed been like this for me in the first year or two of retention (I could do 90 day retention max back then). Nowadays after 5+ years of energy cultivation I counterintuitively have more trouble with women. The energy is too strong which is in turn feeding my neuroses. I think your argument applies to "casual" retention ie nofap. When the energy builds up you're swimming in stormy waters. This can hinder game. I wouldn't trade it for anything though. Fuck that.
  13. @Simple Success Making super funny artistic videos with a shredded body can be very impactful and also secure your finances. Think of being the successor of Frank Yang. Check out his videos. Fitness needs more guys like him.
  14. What scares me about experience is that I can only experience one thing at a time, and not the other. So when I'm experiencing a nightmare, or something painful, it feels so narrow, humid, tight, inescapable. There is no hole to hide in, a comfort zone where you can take solace or refresh then come back. There is no self to be found in such experience, no reference point, yet it is so painful. It starkly becomes the whole of reality at that moment in consciousness. Nothing to lean on, nowhere to hide.
  15. Tbh I don't think Tate is redpill. Remember how the term was only regarding dating and sexual strategy (originated from PUA forums)? Now it's been appropriated IMO and any anti-whatever idiot who thinks they're smart will call himself redpilled.
  16. with the state of the forum it's hard not to
  17. @acidgoofy
  18. https://youtube.com/watch?v=5rey8B-yu5Y
  19. defeated? If you wanna succeed online, you must change your attitude. You're overinvesting in the matches and thats also partly (or mostly) the reason why you're bombing it. Practice zero investment until you meet up. Better yet, practice minimal investment until sex. I'm not invalidating your feelings btw, but your feelings are a clear sign of overinvestment and lack of abundance. Mind sharing me your profile in DMs? I could give you some advice.
  20. There is almost never a perfect signal. Fuck em. Both in attitude and literally