EddieEddie1995

@wesyasz Okaay! Im excited for sharing! Tomorrow I will create a YT channel where I will spontaneously share my insights on the journey, and also interact with Actualized.org community! ? I will also have another channel that is called "ArtOnSpiral", where we are going to combine Art and Spiral Dynamics Integral so we could attain maximal human potential, and more! heheheh (here I em in a role of a crazy artist) AlchemyNow "In this Eternal Alchemical Process, Eddie combine's Spirituality, Philosophy and Psychology so he could open people's minds for the Ultimate Vision - Selfactualization"! or whatever... Im still working on it (In this channel, I em a student and a teacher of life at the same time xd) See you tommorow my friend, I will link the video around here probably... Here it is my friend! I will share more clear episodes in the future about my routines and process of transformation. Right now Im very glad that I just started sharing. Also, I will get down to earth with the whole enlightenment/god thing. I have much more to learn... and what you are going to see anyway, is what you want to see.So here is an idea. Eddie is an Artist! Creator! Wise Fool! Eddie is a Student of LIFE! <3 See you soon with more Entertainment

In last 2 months I had more then 10 mystical experiences (Eddie is doing the work baby! Or the work is doing Eddie? xD), and in last two days my head and chest is on firee! I meditated on some osho kudaliny song and it triggered something in me. I love it heheh I cried for 5 hours in Joy! If someone wants to talk with me (I don't like writing) and shere some ideas, I would love to... but think fast, don't miss your limited chance to connect with the one and only EDDIE! Lol Is this something that is going to stay? Did some of you had similar experiences? Im planning to get some books on khundalini, but right now hippster Eddie cannot aford them... so if you have any suggestions on what I should do? Maybe you can borrow me a few thousand, and god will give back to you? Or.... Yes! It came to me! God is sending me messages all day baby! I will start a YT channel and fuck around with people. I can use SD to do some crazy shit! Because why not? If everything is perfect, why not fuck around? Just kidding, just kidding...! Why so serious? From what I know it is called top to down awakening, and in my mystical exp. i always see this dense energy, like a ball, in my root chakra, soo...? Money and Sex? Hell yeah baby! See you soon! ?

It is always there, and its not going away. ?

I meditate with a mirror in front of me hehe Nice hack for realising that no one is staring back heheh Also, it helps you make a clearer distinction between how you create the illusion of your face, and how the face doesn't exist. (This makes sesne for me) hahah? Mirror is amazing for consciousness work! Try out "Do nothing technique" in front of a mirror for a month and see what happens. Im sure you will have very interesting shifts of consciousness ? Freaky one's for sure! ?

I usually sabotage myseelf with weed hahaahah The feeling is Amazing. I usually get it with combination of meditation music and gratitude. Can you describe the experience and how long does it last?

I em having defferent flavours only on weed. It is Amazing! I can't wait to dive deeper with psychedelics

Wow, nice! I em watching the movie today! This is the Greatest Show!

@BlackMaze @Nahm Thank you ?

That one helped me clear a lot of delusions. OMG! We are beautiful ? We are talking to ourselves hahahaa

I would write so much more... becaouse I feel like I know you. Like im talking to myself. Im sure you feel this way also hehe It is hard emotional work trying to save the world. It keeps failing you, rejecting you, it doesn't want your love, becaouse your love is not strong enough. The world tests you. And it hurts. And you fight. You grow. You work at it. You don't give up. You keep opening your heart... until you find out that evrything you fought for is already here. You are the world my friend. Infinite Love comin at Ya! Type "Yes" if you are ready for it! Heheheh Best of wishes to you my friend ??

I was at stage red in my teens. And integration of it led to my awakening. (If someone wants a streeght fight, im ready baby xD) This is what you need. To go all in baby! Burn the boats. Going to rob a bank and taking psychedelics is the same thing

I agree. You should never trust them. It is your mistake if you do. Edit: I mean, you should expect evrything and be on a look out, but trust them. This is what they need. Trust and Love. This is what grows them. Im speaking from exp. ofcourse.

Im trying to point out that they are people. That they are perfect, and they are doing their best. Just like you are ?

Here is one more. Its positive when they are not in jail hahahah!

I agree. Most all of them are abused and misunderstood. They are not as bad as most of you think they are. But that depends by what good and bad means for you. At what stage you are. When you get to Yellow, you will understand. They are loyal to their family and friends. They are ready do fight and die for them if necessary. They east, shit, work, play video games, take drugs... just like evry human being ?

@DIDego Hello my friend! ? Oh... I feel what you are saying... But don't you agree that all the mistakes we made has grown us the most? And thank you for the kind words. I will watch the movies for sure My life has always been the "front line" my friend. My life has always forced me to be a fighter. To be a worrior. And I did that until the end. Eddie is in a really Lovely place right now. Im upgraded. Im not fighting for love. I em mastering it. I em Love ❤ Ehehhe, I was there last year. I developed very big spiritual ego, but I realized it very quickly(very tricky trap, especially when you are constantly growing and your ego is venerable, it forces its attention outward so it would protect itself, comfort itself). You don't want to save the world, you want to save yourself. Balance is the shit! Pragmatism and Intuition is the best combo! If I would tell you what I had to go through in last 2-3 years, and what I did (how my days were structured), and what Im doing right now, you would not believe me ? I have my LP my friend. I em the LP. I live it. ? Enjoy the Process my friend! Lets Dream big! Lets Dream with our eyes wide open! ?

Haahhaha! You are so low, and I em so high! Tralalala!

@RedLine Yes. I relex and focus on the energy in my head (buzzing sound) and the music at the same time. And all happens by itself. You just observe in awe hehe ? My meditation exp. are different with different music. I usually meditate without. In the future I will share the distinctions I discovered and how they can help us.

Misunderstood, scared, demonized, insecured, shady, spontaneous, arrogant jurk, who is doing everything that he needs and can so he could get some Love ? Red has a large spectrum. I have stage red/blue friends. They are awesome!

@Raptorsin7 Hello! Well it took a lot of suffering first hehe I have many perspectives on why and how I started having mistical exp. but I will share this ideas on my YT channel... Im almost ready to lunch...! Its kinda hard to work on practical stuff because my consciousness is shifting constantly. I em having mystical exp almost every day, few times a day actually. Its crazy! But it is becoming normal in a way hehe I cannot say which one is more important than the other. But my whole life became a practice. I was in it evry day. But lets say the most important ones are meditation, shadowork, contemplation, gratitude etc. and ofcourse not to take life seriously. To be a child! To be playful! You will see that in me! I em a playful child! But I also think that I have a spiritual gift becaouse after few months of meditation I activated my khundalini etc. (energy and buzzing in my head or whatever) I also think that I em very very wise! Evrything comes easy. I just get things. I think that it took me about 7-8 months as I stared my journey 2-3 years ago (before that I had no idea that "self-help" existed). Shadow-work was the most important for me I think. Right after I completed the course with @Emerald I got outside of the box! Thanks Emma ❤ We can talk if you want ? If you are not scared hahaha ? The best lazy advice I can give right now is Love! ?

Yeah! Those can get really funny hahaha I will use this trick in my videos ? Its called a hook ? You have conscious hook and unconscious hook haha

@kag101 Mania is a good way of describing what Awakening feels like! Be careful with your labels my friend! Old imaginary Eddie would get worried ?

@7thLetter What I hear here is that he is saying to all the empaths/light workers to love themselfs as an ego, to set up boundaries etc. to not live in the idea/belief that everything is one, when in the back of their mainds they fear that the world is chaos etc(shadow work)... He is saying that it is okay to be selfish sometimes, and that selfishness is a fiture. Empaths need to embrace it. Love it. so thay could straighten their ego before they can drop it. I think that this guy has green and maybe a little yellow in him. Even though it screems orange.

Enjoy the process my friend! I plan to read most of he's books, but right now I am only watching he's videos. It is amazing the way he communicates he's ideas... I am aspired to become a master like him! (And Leo) A lot of people will hear about Ken in the future... I plan to talk about him on my YouTube channel (I will be a promoter, a messenger hehe). Im getting ready to lunch it soon! It is called "Art on Spiral"

@Elevated Nice! Im getting into Ken Wilber's work! Its pretty fascinating!