TripleFly

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  1. Posted

    Gratitude will take you 'all the way' whereas motivation reliant on your will...

    Inspiration is a beautiful remembrance of what you have always been, if you will.. :$

    And I feel that it's completely subjective and yet there's a thing that talks to you about beyond all that. What the heck's that!

  6. Posted

    LSD.

    I used to be afraid and paranoid about people figuring out that I am tripping, but actually I found out that LSD helps me navigate and socialize so much better. It's like I am one with the moment, and so I see every possible outcome. Just don't do too much.

    So yeah I am sure LSD can help you just understand better what is happening around you, and so navigate it much better. 

  7. Posted · Edited by TripleFly

    It cannot be like anything at all because it is not a thing at all! It's completely nothing at all. And it can seem like some kind of awakening because there is the experience of someone awakening. EVEN a realization that is happening, without any drugs at all. Is not IT. But it can SEEM LIKE IT. 100% For SURE. But it can never be it

    For who could grasp the wind? 

  9. Posted

    NoFap works great!

    Masturbation is a normal habit for the human robot, once you discover you can please yourself at command, who wouldn't be masturbating?

    Ahh, but this is the age old secret. 

    Doing NoFap gives you: First you eliminate a distraction from your life. Masturbation is simply an exhaustion of energy, and some of us fool ourselves a long the process that they like it. Many will be outraged by NoFap's existence. Not all of us are ready for it.

    So you eliminated a (great) distraction from your life, besides the added mental-emotional strength that you gain by simply not fapping, you will get power, or energy. You're not wasting your time masturbating, so there is more energy for you to go inside. Eventually awakening requires you to break out of your own self-built mental-emotional prison, the energy your reserve will help that process.

    Second you're not watching porn. All the dopamine imbalances, all the cravings you have after porn and before porn. All of that is out of the window. You're not watching porn anymore!! This is a celebration everyday! Who wants to be watching porn?! Who would tell their kids, "Hey, I am watching porn, and I am proud of it, and you should do it too!", you already know how ridicules that sounds. You don't need No Fap, this knowledge comes before porn was invented.

    Third, Brahamacharya. Nikola tesla did it. And that one famous indian mathematician, that invented a lot of the stuff we use today used it too. If you're interested google it, brahamacharya is great, and no-fap is only at its doorstep but it's there for you if you want it.

     

    I hope this helps anyone who is doubting himself.

    You already know what is natural and what is for you and what isn't. No fap is a plea to your deep inside innocence, to stop making excuses. Nobody is openly declaring to the public, "I WATCH PORN!!!" , because we all already deeply know how awful that habit is. How dreadful it feels after you finish.

     

    Continue trying! I am on day 103 or something. I stopped counting because it's not in my habit to masturbate anymore.

    You do become stronger. You do appreciate women better. You do have more energy. It's not placebo. Meditation and Yoga for me do a lot of internal energetic work. I have no idea what's happening, but it feels good, and it feels right. And I am not watching porn, I thank god for that.

     

    TL:DR; you already know what is natural for you. you can quit it today if you desire. It's 100% in your control.

  11. Posted

    11 hours ago, Nahm said:

    Reacting would be in kind, name calling, assuming, blaming, writing off, projecting, etc. Responding does not equate to reacting. That is one of the nuances I became aware of in what I shared in the last post. When I slowed down and was honest with my self that those behaviors didn’t feel good, it was readily seen and naturally concluded. 

    Theories can be not believed also. Especially in cases where they don’t feel good. 

    The suffering is in the misunderstanding, misinterpretation, and misidentification. Essentially, thoughts which don’t feel good, but are believed in spite of feeling.

    The misunderstanding is due to believing assumptions in lieu of direct experience. You’ve not experienced God, so you believe God is separate from you, and like you, can choose to create dualities - suffering - or anything other than or ‘over’ infinite goodness. God never suffers. God does not know suffering. God is only knowing of infinite goodness, because that is all there is. Your suffering is released either by the recognition & relinquishing of presently held assumptions & beliefs, or the direct experience of God. These are actually the same, but as a course of action either would suffice. 

    The misinterpretation persists only in reinstating & affirming it, in spite of how it feels. The trouble with assumptions and beliefs is one believes their belief is true. One then see’s no reason to inspect, because they are already ‘right’, in spite of how being ‘right’ feels. These assumptions are at the most fundamental level, and all experience is tainted as such. It is not easy to see, because it effects the whole of experience. There is never a shortage of how it feels though. Feeling is always decisive & clear. To remain believing the assumption, requires one to avoid feeling. To avoid feeling, is to avoid the goodness, the truth. 

    The misidentification is derived only of thought attachment. The belief you are Redline, a person, a human, form, separate, physical, etc, and that there is a God which is separate of you. Meditation is great for detaching from thoughts & getting some ‘space’ for inspection of thoughts. Inspection is great for releasing beliefs & assumptions which don’t feel good, and realizing truth which feels amazing & inspiring. Writing about feelings clarifies misunderstandings, and understanding arises. Then there can be open mindedness. With open mindedness, a fresh approach can be undertaken to contemplate new perspectives, and ‘listen’ to feeling going forward, as not to create more assumptions & beiefs. 

    Stuff you might contemplate or consider if & when...

    God doesn’t make choices. There is nothing to choose from. God is unconditional.

    God forgets God is God, by appearing as Redline. 

    God does not experience suffering, or unconsciousness, because God is infinite consciousness.  

    Death is an assumption, a belief. 

    Thank you.

  12. Posted

    That's fun. In my experience I don't know what love is. But it's recognized immediately even faster than the ego can understand what just happened!

    There is goodness, and there is also badness.

    They're both forms of love, but one form allows for the flowering of being. Whereas the other is 'imbalanced' or evil as in, denying it's own conscious.

    They're both love because they're both allowed equal expression

  14. Posted · Edited by TripleFly

    21 hours ago, r0ckyreed said:

    I resonate with that. When I try to become the Witness of thoughts, there is a moment where it is completely still. I am trying to observe the thought, but it is still, then I eventually realize that I have been gone or lost in my thoughts for a while. Kind of like in a dream.

     

    Interesting! Thank you for sharing! However, I disagree that “thinking is a disease.” I think that unconscious thinking is disease, but if you are using your mind in a conscious way, such as contemplation then thinking can be good.
     

    One thing I’ve noticed when doing a lot of meditation is that my memory about things has gotten worse after sitting still for a long time. Our memory is about repitition of our imagination. Suppressing thoughts can be dangerous. But maybe I am misinterpreting it.
     

    My thinking has been a huge ally in my life. I have used critical thinking to help resolve some of my emotions. I have made thinking into my ally, and I notice that many people use their thinking in distorting and limiting ways. Meditation has helped me think more clearly in a way because I feel like I am more aware of when my thinking can be dysfunctional. 
     

    But I don’t know, what do you think? I am more of a conceptual/philosophical person in nature. So maybe thinking is used to ground my reality and is the tool of the Devil. I think I may see it now.

    Man at this point I think that all my thinking is not going to lead me anywhere. I have seen myself going through these genius states and deep understandings and realizations. And I have also seen myself abuse those to get what I want. My thinking mind, is my emotional-thinking matrix, my ego, my self, whatever you want to call it. 

    It's really hard to trust that, and I hope I have learned my lesson by this point. I know a thing or two, but my own arrogance really sucked.

    For me it's about going, finding that deep deep sense of love inside. And being whole with that. And reality just spontaneously summons up whatever you need at that point. And I can choose it, safely, because I am coming from love. I think we can be all most vulnerable to love. But we have to be able to tell what it is.

  17. Posted

    20 hours ago, r0ckyreed said:

    I resonate with that. When I try to become the Witness of thoughts, there is a moment where it is completely still. I am trying to observe the thought, but it is still, then I eventually realize that I have been gone or lost in my thoughts for a while. Kind of like in a dream.

     

    Interesting! Thank you for sharing! However, I disagree that “thinking is a disease.” I think that unconscious thinking is disease, but if you are using your mind in a conscious way, such as contemplation then thinking can be good.
     

    One thing I’ve noticed when doing a lot of meditation is that my memory about things has gotten worse after sitting still for a long time. Our memory is about repitition of our imagination. Suppressing thoughts can be dangerous. But maybe I am misinterpreting it.
     

    My thinking has been a huge ally in my life. I have used critical thinking to help resolve some of my emotions. I have made thinking into my ally, and I notice that many people use their thinking in distorting and limiting ways. Meditation has helped me think more clearly in a way because I feel like I am more aware of when my thinking can be dysfunctional. 
     

    But I don’t know, what do you think? I am more of a conceptual/philosophical person in nature. So maybe thinking is used to ground my reality and is the tool of the Devil. I think I may see it now.

    Thinking is a disease? Where did you bring that from?

  23. Posted

    14 hours ago, Cosmin_Visan said:

    So based on your post, animals are more evolved than philosophers, since they don't use words.

    Animals are one with life. Philosophers create a perspective from which they can philosophize about life, otherwise what would they philosophize? How can you speak about something without something: You create it, so you can talk about it. That's duality. And that's not really life because there duality is generated by us, it's in our minds and in the collective psyche. 

    Don't get it wrong. Humans are the peak of evolution, but we can indulge in philosophy, more often than not as mental masturbation. Animals are simple, they are one with life. 

  25. Posted · Edited by TripleFly

    That's deep. Good on you!

    Practical advice-

    Breathword, Look up Leo's Shamanic breathwork, and do it!!! There's someone on this forum that has done it for 60 days in a row. He had some massive experiences. But thing is, holotropic(or shamanic, same thing) breathwork is to release and confront traumas head on. It's known to have great benefit!

    Vipassana, it's a free 10 day meditation course. It's very intense, it gave me the tools to deal with whatever comes to my life.

    DMT. You smoke it. Changa is my favorite, alongside Ayahuasca. It might be hard to believe, but that shit is intelligence in smokable form and if your heart is pure then you will find what you are looking for, and if not then you will find what you were looking for and didn't know. 

    Yoga, find a proper traditional Hatha Yoga teacher, that will teach you the eastern style of Yoga. You can look up Ty Landrum on youtube, find a teacher that talks like him. He speaks about the spiralization of energy through your spine while doing the Yoga, he talks a lot about energy during the session. Do Not Do Yoga In the western, physical, workout way. Ask your teacher why you're going to do yoga, and his answer should be "For enlightenment of course". In the end the movements you make are all just circus, it's serious! but it's also just body movements. I hope you understand what I mean, look up Ty Landrum he has stuff on youtube that will blow your mind.

    Look up at other breathworks too. Wim hoff has an online course for it. Troy casey does some small ones on his youtube channel. All very strong, all very helpful to heal.

     

    Regarding sex. I suggest to leave sex out of your life. Make love! Here is an explaination

    Look him up! Barry long is one of the only spiritual masters that will talk about love making and sex. He has a whole book on it :)