Loving Radiance

Lol, it was a sex-positive environment maybe they would allow that. Gotta bring a syringe next time and ask. @Verg0 Thank you for sharing your experience.

@Natasha There is sympathy. When the feeling has been felt before it can be constructed how they feel with the context they provide. @cetus It is truly devine. A blessing. @VeganAwake I am not there. However what feels good is to see these dynamics unfolding. I am free, I am love and I claim to be that. I claim to be the radiating sun, to be intuition.

@mandyjw Yes, I take a quarantine now. It feels good to get the exposing insights in how I am creating what I think I am. "Nah, you are just playing games. Which is fine of course. Children have to learn." This desire is innocent (being of a child) and not directed as it feels destructive at the moment. I want destruction (it feels like I want to overcompensate here again with burning habitual structures to offset years of prior repression, see the shit-loat of anger). One can call out narcassistic tendencies in a loving way without the label of bad you know. It feels not healthy.

@Yuliya Do you feel good (resting, peaceful) in meditation? Therapists are different. If you really feel called to get into therapy, then drop judging therapists by the previous ones you had. On a side note, was your anxiety completely unchanged (as to them being "useless")?

@LfcCharlie4 There are no compounds containing mercury in the vaccine developed by Pfizer and Moderna. However till you become eligible for vaccination there is a good chance other companies developed other forms of vaccines which require preservatives. What have you thought of to detox from after vaccination?

Waking up after 5h, drinking something and meditating when laying down. Being super conscious of the movie (river of thoughts) while noticing gradual "shutting down" of the mind during meditation. The mind's shutdown process is faster when your mind is still sleepy while you get something to drink. Awareness notices that things are still sleepy when you can't really make sense of the world or the body is uncoordinated in movement.

Dear @seeking_brilliance WBTB seems to be my best method for becoming (semi-) lucid. Today I had 3 lucid dreams after I woke up. I now recognize the theme of me knowing the dream and letting it run its course just out of curiosity It is just beautiful to enjoy the dream unfolding. Gotta bring this attitude too into daytime. I feel that being aware 24/7 will make me fully lucid, but that's just a future dream You have received a message from LR. Subject: Thanks! Incoming payment: Blessed loving rays filling your heart with warm fluffy feelings.

Essentially he's saying that the systems already in place show that the show is over no matter how we feel about it. Feels to me like he has integrity by faith in the constitutional system.

@diamondpenguin How sure are you of having them in your system? If you aren't entirely sure, do a hair test. It's book no. 3. Detox has to be designed to you personally, so have a good look into it.

@nicolasns96 @blackchair Watched it just now. What a beautiful story & powerful message. Thanks for the recommendation.

@Craigxt22 In addition to Nahm's comment look here. I feel that @Malekakisioannis meant it in an ironic way. Not him explicitly saying that is his situation but yours. "hello, I have been consuming mind altering substances recklessly for more than a month, daily, and now i feel weird. Is it normal?"

Get that out of your system. The earlier the better. Though talk with a dentist about removal (have you read the first page of this thread?) and options of fillings. Do a detox after the removal & inform yourself about your options of detox through Cutler's books or facebook groups (e.g. Andy Cutler Chelation: Safe Mercury and Heavy Metal Detox).

At least green again.

Denial of corruption.

@SirVladimir I appreciate you. ?

You are less attached to thoughts. Less of believing them to be true. You temporarily loose a sense of what a thing/sensation is: You recognize its being but cannot put a label on it. However you can put a label on it that it has no label compared to before (comparison with memory feels like deja vu, you cannot put your finger on it because it is still fluid, still a wave). You feel your emotions more fully. There are less layers to feeling your emotions. Highs and lows are amplified. (this is also maybe bc of spiritual practice, dunno about that one) Childlike curiosity. Wanting to play & explore the world, to appreciate the glory of this thing called earth.

@Forestluv @neutralempty That cleared things up. Thanks.

Is misconstruing nuance through binary thinking the same as strawmanning (strawmanning being like a form of self-deception)? Or aren't you self-deceiving yourself here because binary thinking is the only thinking you are currently capable of?

Gonna try that out. Thanks!

At least green.

Do I understand you correctly that for you the lessons from doing & researching spirituality are not linked to humor? Balancing is easy, I just remember what I want in my life and it automatically sorts itself out. It's like manifesting the stones in front of you and wherever you go the stone automatically build the road in front of you. By remembering what you want & by being conscious of what feels good for you right now you don't have to think about balance. You feel it intuitively. Let go of resistant thoughts, you automatically move in the direction of "balance" aka what you want and what feels aligned.

I thought the same while reading op @EmptyInside I had the same view as you till I searched on facebook and meetup for groups. Topics like meditation, yoga, vegan, cacao ceremony, ecstatic dance, moon ritual, sound journey, authentiv relating, circling...

Agreed. Cyberpunk was just another contemporary shooter with just another appearance.

Yes, as soon as you sense unreceptiveness you can just leave without a word if it fels right. Mindful connecting with people makes it much more flowing and with less resistance from you & others. Just saying hi is success. And I feel that is exactly what @Striving for more needs in his current circumstance. @Keyhole Feel free to give your pov on this. Your perspective is very much appreciated.