Loving Radiance

@Yuliya Do you feel good (resting, peaceful) in meditation? Therapists are different. If you really feel called to get into therapy, then drop judging therapists by the previous ones you had. On a side note, was your anxiety completely unchanged (as to them being "useless")?

@LfcCharlie4 There are no compounds containing mercury in the vaccine developed by Pfizer and Moderna. However till you become eligible for vaccination there is a good chance other companies developed other forms of vaccines which require preservatives. What have you thought of to detox from after vaccination?

Waking up after 5h, drinking something and meditating when laying down. Being super conscious of the movie (river of thoughts) while noticing gradual "shutting down" of the mind during meditation. The mind's shutdown process is faster when your mind is still sleepy while you get something to drink. Awareness notices that things are still sleepy when you can't really make sense of the world or the body is uncoordinated in movement.

Dear @seeking_brilliance WBTB seems to be my best method for becoming (semi-) lucid. Today I had 3 lucid dreams after I woke up. I now recognize the theme of me knowing the dream and letting it run its course just out of curiosity It is just beautiful to enjoy the dream unfolding. Gotta bring this attitude too into daytime. I feel that being aware 24/7 will make me fully lucid, but that's just a future dream You have received a message from LR. Subject: Thanks! Incoming payment: Blessed loving rays filling your heart with warm fluffy feelings.

Essentially he's saying that the systems already in place show that the show is over no matter how we feel about it. Feels to me like he has integrity by faith in the constitutional system.

@diamondpenguin How sure are you of having them in your system? If you aren't entirely sure, do a hair test. It's book no. 3. Detox has to be designed to you personally, so have a good look into it.

@nicolasns96 @blackchair Watched it just now. What a beautiful story & powerful message. Thanks for the recommendation.

@Craigxt22 In addition to Nahm's comment look here. I feel that @Malekakisioannis meant it in an ironic way. Not him explicitly saying that is his situation but yours. "hello, I have been consuming mind altering substances recklessly for more than a month, daily, and now i feel weird. Is it normal?"

Get that out of your system. The earlier the better. Though talk with a dentist about removal (have you read the first page of this thread?) and options of fillings. Do a detox after the removal & inform yourself about your options of detox through Cutler's books or facebook groups (e.g. Andy Cutler Chelation: Safe Mercury and Heavy Metal Detox).

At least green again.

Denial of corruption.

@SirVladimir I appreciate you. ?

You are less attached to thoughts. Less of believing them to be true. You temporarily loose a sense of what a thing/sensation is: You recognize its being but cannot put a label on it. However you can put a label on it that it has no label compared to before (comparison with memory feels like deja vu, you cannot put your finger on it because it is still fluid, still a wave). You feel your emotions more fully. There are less layers to feeling your emotions. Highs and lows are amplified. (this is also maybe bc of spiritual practice, dunno about that one) Childlike curiosity. Wanting to play & explore the world, to appreciate the glory of this thing called earth.

@Forestluv @neutralempty That cleared things up. Thanks.

Is misconstruing nuance through binary thinking the same as strawmanning (strawmanning being like a form of self-deception)? Or aren't you self-deceiving yourself here because binary thinking is the only thinking you are currently capable of?

Gonna try that out. Thanks!

At least green.

Do I understand you correctly that for you the lessons from doing & researching spirituality are not linked to humor? Balancing is easy, I just remember what I want in my life and it automatically sorts itself out. It's like manifesting the stones in front of you and wherever you go the stone automatically build the road in front of you. By remembering what you want & by being conscious of what feels good for you right now you don't have to think about balance. You feel it intuitively. Let go of resistant thoughts, you automatically move in the direction of "balance" aka what you want and what feels aligned.

I thought the same while reading op @EmptyInside I had the same view as you till I searched on facebook and meetup for groups. Topics like meditation, yoga, vegan, cacao ceremony, ecstatic dance, moon ritual, sound journey, authentiv relating, circling...

Agreed. Cyberpunk was just another contemporary shooter with just another appearance.

Yes, as soon as you sense unreceptiveness you can just leave without a word if it fels right. Mindful connecting with people makes it much more flowing and with less resistance from you & others. Just saying hi is success. And I feel that is exactly what @Striving for more needs in his current circumstance. @Keyhole Feel free to give your pov on this. Your perspective is very much appreciated.

@Keyhole @Javfly33 We can reason all we want, what it comes down to is your willingness to meet a new person & to potentially annoy a random stranger for 15 seconds. It's a matter of selfishness: Do I value it more to meet a new person (to potentially enjoy life together in any shape/form) than to potentially disturb a person & to not connect, to not share your being?

Pulling up orange.

@Striving for more Asking "Should I have approached here ?" is your answer. The fact that you thought about it and now ask the question is evident. You don't know how receptive she is till you try it. Sure, headphones are one signal not to be approached, but apparently she gave him signs of interest, so go figure.

@Yuliya I feel with you and I'm sending lots of love to you. ? Her love is the most precious, keep that in your heart. Out of curiosity, if you don't mind me asking: Do you have a meditation practice?