Loving Radiance

@Someone here Brilliant answer. Thank you.

My psilocybin trips seemed to get me closer to my emotions. There is less in between of feeling emotions and expressing them. Less layers & more acceptance, love and feeling. In daily life I am "closer" to the being that I feel in "others" and closer to a connection their being. "My" being feels more grounded. In general I am more playful and childlike. Deeper felt curiousity. In terms of extroverted intuition (Ne - cognitive function) thoughts are more all over the place: Less structural separation in thinking results in more thoughts with the structure of "this is like that". Better perspective taking skills which are coming from a compassionate place - you are (like) me.

@PurpleTree You create the story. Everything is a pointer. You can spin everything for the story. If you believe it is, then it is. You are free. What kind of story do you want to create? What story do you want to live?

Loving myself to love you. Free flowing in any area of life. Embodying intuition, cutting through lies and focus on what I what without any bs. Embodying sexuality, being free sharing. Shame free. Radiant. Irresistibly polarizing. Flowing into friendships & relationships no matter the "ships" to sail. Tapping into the connection and being flowing. "Full" understanding of this child's soul: what do I want; what do I desire? That is most precious. So innocent, so strong. Being connected to you, seeing your being and being razor-sharp attentive in tapping into that state of being. Flowing. Want to work in a mindblowingly competent neuroscience team and being challenged to the bones. Set me on fire to reveal the bedrock underneath. Slap me real hard for a wakeup call. Thinking real good with journaling and what not. Knowing real good that thinking is here to enable & not to limit. To build the best sandcastle possible.

Excess orange illuminated by green.

At which level is it taught to do "distance" reiki?

@herghly I already made it in order. Start with no. 1. I dunno about fasting. Read the book first, join a Cutler detox group on facebook and ask every question you can think of. Get real clear about what you do.

@herghly Not yet finished.

@Muhammad Jawad The last tea trip for me started at the 20min mark while I was laying in bed eyes closed (no food intake for prior 15 hours).

Lol, just try out creating your Tulpae for months on end and then you see. I agree it's a story - for me it's in the land of it-happened-and-it-hasn't-happened. Like superposition, "before" the wave collapses by observation.

What else brings the team in harmony besides humbling the intellectual one in the group? Maybe getting the intellectual mind some rest while focusing exclusively on intuition & feeling? That is kinda self-deceptive. Has intuition the capability to do that too?

@arlin Search for "shrooms" & "trauma healing" or "healing" in general.

Not even, "This is something that isn't aligned in my life. I don't even know what to do to align it."? Is that wrong per se? I kinda get that the magic gets lost like a joke isn't funny anymore after analysing it

@Moon I would also go with this for a first timer. You don't want yourself tripping on a trip thru IKEA Let all go and flow with the current of inspiration. Or not. It's up to you.

Lol, in the first 15sec I thought he'd warn people of Trump till he mentioned Biden. I thought he's a republican supporting the Lincoln Project. Note that I am not too familiar with all the politicians on the other side of the ocean.

@SirVladimir I read out The Atlantis to my high friend (he wasn't listening but he also isn't a dreamy idealist). Reading it out I felt so touched, getting to tears. It felt like reading a trip report in which some acid-dropping dude talks about airy-fairy love. God's Love. I know my gratitude will not feed your body but I sure want you to know that you are eternally loved. Thank you for this creation. Truly beyond mind.

@allislove There's something in your eyes. It's love.

@Vadiminator hasn't been online since Nov. 6th However I read in older threads (2016) about you having pressure in 3rd eye and maybe you are now more experienced about that energy-wise. What is it when you feel pain in a chakra? Stinging pain like a dagger being in there.

Oh yeah boi, I felt that. (Secretly waiting for another slap of light.) The non-resonance is felt. The light shines unconditionally on it till it's inspected.

You mean to labeling formless as being this or that?

Have "you" experienced that? This is beyond grasp & trying to fit it into a castle. Go for direct experience. It is right here. You don't even have to do anything.

IQ is nothing without EQ. And even this perspective is limited. Intelligence is much more than these 2 Q's.

@Nahm Can formless be "sharing the important things that are holding you back from feeling connected to the other person [...] even if those important things stem from identification with thought"? @Farnaby I like to share vulnerability to connect on an authentic emotional level of being that is recognized straight away.

I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me Me, me [Now I get why all songs are about love.]