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You might not listen to this if you have panic attack right now or whatever else, but try to calm yourself down. Sit down and let the train of thoughts go on without any judgment. Let the energy flow, just observe. If 'they' try to kill you, let them and see what happens. You need to surrender. Might sound not easy but at least try. If you need to talk drop me a message.

Yes, but something creates this now.

I would challange that assumption, taken as fact. In my direct experience of now, even if I do not engage with thoughts completely, both past and future create present moment. ∞

Guys can you explain what are you talking about?

"People are not gods. They are not even whole selves, as you now see."

Have you attacked anyone? Have you abused anyone? I mean, have you done any harm to anyone? To me it only shows how weird is the world we are leaving in. You have been just spreading love and you have been put in a handcuffs.

What exactly is "them" that you are describing here?

How was it Preety? Your Ayahuasca trip?

So two days ago, two of my good friends but who are not related and don't know each other have texted me on messenger. Both of them. And within ten seconds. One of them asked me for help with finding some ebook and the other one has been recommending me and offering ebook to send me! Guess this... They both have been talking about the same book It's been Joseph Campbell "The hero with a Thousand faces" And yesterday one of my other friends has told me that she had a dream at night about the boat with the house on it. And today my best friend has told me about her big dream and about the fact that she might try to fulfill it, which is buying and living on the boat.

I'm sorry I didn't met your expectations . Maybe somebody will join with different point of view! And just do what you feel is best for you!

Yes I did, but only a few times and I feel resistance too, that's why I decided to engage in this topic. And I feel my resistance is telling me that it leads nowhere. I also think that desire to change something and melt all the blockages is a trap to imagined moment, "when I go through my blockages then I will be happy with the present moment". But if there is infinite number of blockages and things to heal, that may never happen, until we finally realize that the present moment is already here and all we need to do is to accept it and love it and ourselves unconditionally.

What if there is no end to the blockages?

If you didn't brake your blockages in 50 trips why do you think more trips will do anything? Isn't resistance a feeling already that it is not the way? How would you describe the highest path?

"Realization that there is no enlightenment to achieve is enlightenment itself. There is nothing we could do to get there. It would never end. There is nothing to be found. Whatever we do is within the dream. Chasing enlightenment is within the dream. The more we are pulled into finding and chasing anything, the further away from the truth we get. Any concept about enlightenment is not it. Just being. The truth is right here." That's my note in the moment of seeing, during my month-long stay for Satsangs with Mooji and others in Rishikesh.

If you doesn't feel to do it, why do you force it?

So I have been explaining my friend yesterday about how amazingly perilla leaves are and taste. This morning I went for a walk to the shop in the morning on on the way I have seen such a beautiful plant growing on somebodys garden that I even took a picture, just for pure beauty of it. Then once I cam back home I looked at this picture again and I was like... wait a minute. Doesn't it actually look like.... Perilla?! So I thought... let's google it. And I found it, obviously, as perilla on the picture with all-following-me spirals and a sign - dreamstime Both pics attached with this post

Been a while... I've stopped writing all of that. It's been too much. But why not come back into it these days . I have been just reading blog of one of my friends I met in the winter. She has been describing her oobe, LD and dreams in general. I became very fascinated with dreams and deja vu recently. Particularly I would like to go back into exploring dreams deeper. But I have a real trouble remembering dreams. Then my hands switched facebook on and right first thing on the page have been saying; Hi guys, what can I do to avoid forgetting my dreams once I wake up. All this "thoughts to reality" pattern has became so ordinary with all it's extraordinarness that I am off for the next step about what is this pointing to exactly and where is it going to take me. Including appearance of it itself.

I think it goes down to the choices you make. There is not much choice you have, but you always have a choice to make every decision based on fear or based on love. And your life is sum of it's decisions.

It kind of does. You realize that there was never you and nothing ever happened.

So I've spent a month on Satsang with Mooji in Rishikesh. One day there was girl who clearly attacked him, saying he doesn't want anyone to wake up and claimed she is awakened. Despite all this story and what is true or what is not, I thought she made an interesting point and I've said to my friend that I would like to hear her story to the end. Next morning I left early for a walk along Ganga in the morning and I've seen her. Just looked at her and apparently made an instant connection as she approached me and said... I will walk for a while with you. Yesterday I've had a very interesting thing happening. There are lines before entrance based on lottery so it's fair for people and before I left home I have said to my friend, see you in the first line! Then once I arrived I was trying to make sense of the lines and feel which one should I go to so it's first one (there was 9 lines). And then I literally felt it. I went to the line and I felt, oh no, this one on the right next to me will be 1st. I just knew. Also I looked at my line and I felt that it is ok as mine will be 2nd, maximally 3rd. As the lottery began I just watched as my line gets stone with 2 on it, and the line on the right gets 1. Then I thought that it's weird as I couldn't see my friend in that 1st line, but after a while she passed me as she came late and was at the back of that number 1 line. It was amazingly strong intuition... trying to make sense of it now, yet I guess I shouldn't and probably just will stay silent to keep mind away from it.

I've had a panic attack in the afternoon after my 2nd grade reiki attunment. Then a few more times after self-reiki practice there was something stirring up inside me. 2 people I know who tried reiki also got some serious life-changing effects. It's powerful even though I didn't believe in it when I did my 1st grade attunment. The reiki master who was leading the course said that reiki works on people even if they don't believe it and it gives you what you need, not what you want. You can try for a few times and write what your insights and finds are.

This is one of the best books I have seen in my life.

I'm not sure if I understand your comment, but I do pay attention, that's for sure. Thank you.