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I microdosed lsd for a month and had no urge at to take it. However psychedelics can be addictive, I've seen it.

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look for what is hurt in you and observe your mind you did the right thing blocking them imo ? do you have some way to release your rage and anger like sports or can you talk to a friend about it?

Yeah sounds like you are ready!? If you have access to Ketamine, it's also a very good tool to heal trauma. You will have a different perspective as in your lsd trips and they don't have cross tolerance like most psychedelics. But you have to be careful with it because it's addictive, not like heroin more like alcohol addiction. Also I would recommend to get some trip killers, especially if you don't have a trip sitter. It will give you some peace of mind when you know that you have benzos to end the trip, just in case. I didn't mean that it will take a long time for you to heal your history of serious abuse. Most people have incredible changes after a few sessions but this is just the surface, the deeper you go the more you will find. Basically I meant if you want to become more conscious you also have to face more shit.

@StarStruck You are welcome! Taking out the garbage as Bache calls it is key to this work and very rewarding in the long run. Facing this stuff is very uncomfortable thats why many people skip it, I think. Keep in mind that you want to take this as an Marathon rather then a race. You are not gonna clean it out in 3 months for example so always be patient and gentle with yourself because there is a risk to become even more traumatized. And to really open up most people have to do at least a few trips with high doses like 400ug+. Having professional therapy in combination is as good as it gets, I wish you the best!?

Stan Grof is probably the one with the deepest understanding and the most practical experience. He has lots of great books like: The Way of the Psychonaut and LSD Doorway to the Numinous. Ralph Metzner also has lots of experience with psychedelic therapy and a great summarizing book: ALLIES for AWAKENING Guidelines for productive and safe experiences with entheogens LSD and the Mind of the Universe by Christopher M. Bache is not particularly about therapy but he uses Stan Grof's methode to explore the mind and you will learn lots of useful stuff in this book. Entheogenic Liberation: Unraveling the Enigma of Nonduality with 5-MeO-DMT Energetic Therapy by Martin Ball is also helpful even if you don't use 5-MeO-DMT. Also you should check out Marin Balls podcast there are a few episodes where he talks with psychedelic therapists. You can go down the rabbit hole and find endless stuff and also lots of bad information's so be careful.. If you dive into Stan Grof's work you can't go wrong but as you probably know reading about it and doing it is a totally different thing. Of course it's good to study the literature but this work is highly individual and your experience will most likely be very different from what you have read. I would suggest to start with long lasting psychedelics in moderate doses like 100ug lsd and then slowly increase the dose over your sessions. The psychedelic will basically teach you everything you have to know but you have to experiment a bit and find whats the best methode for you.

I think you like that one @Leo Gura

it worked ?❤

love all your points ? to add: good friends, walks in natures and good audio/books or tv serie

My reaction to the shot was very bad. The first night and the day after were horrible, never felt so bad. Yesterday I was still feeling weak, today I feel fine but everything I eat comes out 10 min later. Felt like my body tried to fight against the vaccine as hard as it could..

so sorry for his family and friends... you can still die consciously in old age

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holy shit that dose fucked me up hardcore I had chills the whole night and I couldn't move for hours.. still feeling very weak with slight headache never been so fucked up my whole life, don't plan anything for the next day when you get your shot

Just got my AstraZeneca shot. . Im feeling dizzy but I think it's the acid and weed form yesterday

@OBEler you have to slowly increase your dose and play the long game No, in my experience it's not possible. The lsd experience is very different for me once I go above 400ug, almost like a different drug. Maybe it will work for her, I don't know. Also maybe your girlfriend is much more sensitive then I am and she only needs 200ug to go that deep. You have to take some risks and experiment on your own since it's not legal in germany and I doubt it will be legal in the near future.

@OBEler Yeah once you recognize the root, work trough it and accept everything as it is, healing takes place. In my case I didn't have severe trauma, more like standard stuff that everyone has and facing this already was utterly terrifying. So keep in mind when someone has some heavy trauma like being abused as a child or something, it's going to be rough but it's worth it for sure. Stan Grof did lsd therapy with around 2000 patients and if I remember correctly, I think he said that there was not one case they couldn't resolve. But as I already said he worked with high doses around 500ug.

The best would be to go to a psychotherapist and in combination do psychedelics at home. The hard part is to really go into your nightmares when you do psychedelics at home, as I said, your intention has to be very clear. My perfect dose for LSD is around 200ug but sometimes I do 400-500ug. And I noticed that only on those high doses, the deep unconscious trauma will come to surface. If she is ready to go there, then she should slowly up her dose. So if she did 100ug last trip, do 150ug next trip until it shows. Set and setting is key so as I already said, get the intention very clear and create an environment with as little distractions as possible. So just lay down in darkness accompanied by music.

Have you tried exercise? I sleep best when I worked out hard if it's an option for you, cannabis is amazing for sleep but also very addictive..

@Mu_ I already kind of knew that but still the video really hit home... thanks man ?

We need a book on psychedelics, please ?

we all just stardust? this is amazing leo you could blow joe rogans mind e: now my mind is blown lol

Classic always go straight into to the light if you see it

@Preety_India You could practice self-acceptance. What I mean by that is that when you read a comment that hurts you or affects you in any other negative way, you recognize the part in yourself which is hurt and you give it your unconditional love. Once you accept and love that part in you, it will disappear.