BipolarGrowth

@RMQualtrough You’ve gotta point out some important posts here if you want my feedback. I can’t go through reading all of this currently.

@RMQualtrough I’ll check it out.

Everybody having their own ideas of what my identity should be based on my past and the western medical view has become suffocating to my soul. I’ll be living with one of my best friends and his family who I’ve met and visited with before. What I’ve learned: If you feel trapped, maybe you should listen to your heart and free yourself.

Awakening is a simple as drying into your authentic self every moment by trusting your heart to guide you. IMO. Whether it takes a NDE/NS crashing into a tree at 60-80 mph head on to find that out depends, but your journey is likely to be much less high stakes.

@RMQualtrough Wrecked cars, psych ward medical fees not covered by predatory insurance companies, lost reputation, business relationships changing, giving thousands to the homeless, random people, or coworkers in need. Frivolous spending when you realize money is just a tool.

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Not a single one of us here is ready for the full love... beyond words I love you guys. Thanks for being part of such an unimaginable journey with me. All defenses have been eradicated by the Love ❤️

If I wanted to believe it was him even in a different body with a different mind and he was full Russian instead of a mixed breed, it would still be the Truth within my subjective experience if I believed it to the degree of any other convincing illusion. Meaning + imagination + illogical faith = a change in subject reality which reflects that which is fantasized.

Then what makes you anything but a reincarnation of Shiva? Your belief surrounding it. I had to accept that I was an incarnation of this being and then surrender my entire Being to the guidance of this being while encompassed in crown chakra bliss (I prefer Holy Spirit as a term for this, but it’s not very active here) to experience my deepest awakening. I gave the most intense form of Bhakti in that moment.

Bipolar disorder is a genetic catalyst for enlightenment, if used properly, which is incredibly hard to do. I can say that much from experience. A bipolar person with a weak orange or lower foundation who is missing a strong family, friend, & coworker support system is possibly better off to avoid spirituality for some time unless they are ready to kill themselves in which case a formless insight producing treatment (psychedelics are the go-to of course) might be all that keeps them alive. I can’t say much for the rest, but karma determines everything.

If you’re not 100% certain you’re 3rd path or higher, just sit down man. When I talk to Frank Yang now about NS, we understand each other quite well. He’s never made one claim against my claim of attainment and has actually done much more to the opposite effect. I thought Frank was exaggerating or just wrong and deluded about the power of psychedelics. Then I attained NS, twice in a row within the span of two minutes... I’m probably not an Arahant yet by the TB definition.

Gabor is a great gift to humanity. He’s a favorite of mine. Edit: the quote in your signature is great btw lol

I am the Fall, the Falsehood, and the Death of Deaths. If that isn’t something you want, pour your dedication, love, attention, and devotional service to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ while following the guidance of the Holy Spirit and your Heart of Hearts rather than paying any attention to my version of Dharma.

Vishnu is a good example. Krishna is the eighth incarnation of Vishnu. Some say Buddha was the ninth. If you find some signs that seem to point to you being something else in the past, they can be a really important thing to follow. I found a unique connection with a specific spiritual being, and it was one of the biggest keys to creating my deepest awakening ever.

When the question about the ignorant people is sounding kinda ignorant... ?

Weed has been quite good for kundalini work for me too. Eventually God will turn the weed off 100% and make you start doing it without substances or even meditation.

The condescending tone in your initial sentence is what led me to say “come in arms.” I only claim enlightenment because the experience I had is directly discussed in Theravada Buddhism as only happening to someone on the 3rd path or higher (of 4) after stream entry. I add this to the various in-depth experiences I have with God Consciousness, Infinity, and many other facets I’ve experienced to make that designation. Nirodha samapatti is seen as the highest meditative attainment by many. Enlightenment is just a word and means nothing really. It is clear dharma that Nirodha Samapatti is where Nirvana is “experienced.” I was speeding lol. Your view of quaint, tranquil enlightenment is quite a limited way to contain the activity of one who has become death.

My friend, why do you come in arms when a fellow seeker expresses the beauty they have been shown? I claim to have become enlightened because I saw Nirvana during nirodha samapatti. If I didn’t have that direct experience, I wouldn’t be crying so deeply or making such claims.

Daaji otherwise known as Kamlesh Patel His whole tradition is now called Heartfulness or Heartfulness meditation.

Very nice. Just don’t forget that they are no more or less imaginary than you are.

The most foolish thing to do is toil away trying to be wise. Unless you can’t handle the tough love that is.

@Preety_India it’s my nature. Don’t thank me for love if you won’t thank a thief for stealing your purse ? But without Leo’s sacrifice and dedication, I’d be nowhere near this. I now know bipolar disorder can be brought into complete order through full enlightenment.

There’s a lot more to this Leo. You are correct though.

What you’re talking about and Nothingness had a certain phenomenological difference. You already have oneness for what you’re saying

This song describes approaching the event horizon in cessation. Infinite Everything... fuck this killed my soul... https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=3RN3Z0exZP8&feature=share