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When I was 12 I failed 6th grade with a lot of bad grades, during this time I felt absolutely worthless because In my family your sense of worth was largely determined by what you achieve. One day my mom told me that she is very sorry for me that I failed my class and that this must be a very challenging experience for me, because of this she gifted me two music CDs to cheer me up. This is deeply stuck in my memory because for the first time in my life I felt seen and emphasized. Furthermore, I was shocked in a positive way that my mom was caring for me despite me not fulfilling her expectations. I was 9 or so when one day me, and my dad were driving to France. On the highway, he needed to do something in the car and asked me to hold the steeringwheel while he was doing it. I was super afraid but my dad said that I don't need to be and that he knows that I can do it. Afterward, it felt great because I recognized my dad trusted me with his life and he truly believed in my ability.

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Frank Yang is one of the most amazing Teachers for a modern generation of Spiritual Seekers and deeply realized. I was very skeptical about Frank, especially about his claims on psychedelics. Furthermore, how can some young, former Fitness influencer teach this stuff? For some reason, I kept on watching and it became more and more obvious that Frank is beyond all spiritual stuff including I am god.

I'm not sure how to make sense of it, but It is the case for me that the more conscious I become the more I see synchronicities including angel numbers.

Ayahuasca is without a doubt a powerful tool for healing. Truth = Healing, and you can experience some profound psychological and even spiritual truths about yourself. It's great that you did not give up yet and consider every possible way to truth, but doing ayahuasca alone for the first time is a bad idea. You could seriously harm yourself and complicate your journey to the truth. Consider if you want to attain truth and healing to do Ayahuasca, but to do it with Shamans. From my perspective, it is not wise to separate Ayahuasca from the ceremony and the professional guides there. The ceremonies can change your life, as they did for me. So if you want to attain truth consider saving up some money for a ceremony this will help you to come closer to who you are.

Try a lucid dream you understand

In my opinion, things will get much worse but eventually, the population will naturally decrease and then stabilize.

Exactly what Gili said, develop a strong intention that you hold deep in your heart but at the moment when mother Aya is showing drop all expectations, intentions and desires on how the trip should develop. Don't write during the trip

I told my girlfriend about this aspect of myself. She was very accepting and even interested in how it works, was not a problem for her and it deepened our communication since I don't have to hide a big part of myself from her.

If you want to do it you gotta really believe its worthwhile for you now. You will eventually realize the limits of it and quit if you are self-reflective.

It is impossible to stay in infinite love forever because it would be selfish of 'it' to not create you and share that with you

Something so incredibly, powerful and beautiful about the Ayahuasca songs

Your writing is absolutely incredible. Never did I read something that came so close to capturing this profoundness and beauty of such an experience. God bless you, sir.

Got Laid about 25 times in one year with Bumble and Tinder combined. Got probably 10*Times the amount of flakes and self-esteem issues along the way but also very good experiences. While traveling Dating apps are really good, and I was constantly improving my Profile and learned the basics of setting up a date online effectively for about two weeks. Bumble seems to work way better for me, I feel like the girls there are more interested in actually meeting up.

Great Movie, very entertaining and a great example of what Leo spoke about in his episode about the avoidance of truth. I suspected he shot this episode after watching the movie

Actually, I am losing respect for a girl if there is clear chemistry and she withholds for no reasons

I heard pulling with coconut oil in the morning will whiten your teeth but I'm not sure how true it is

Let her make an STD test or she can test herself at her woman doctor.

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You don't have to be ashamed if you are fantasizing about other girls or masturbate to them. This is very normal and human. Most people naturally want to experience a lot of persons sexually and accepting that this is a part of you is ok. I can totally relate to your girlfriend for her It must feel like she is not enough. But you have to be honest with yourself and with her and communicate that your sexual desire is not taking away from the love you feel for her. you can also add that you are not planning to cheat on her but only to satisfy a part of yourself. For me, this is not cheating and I know a lot of people who would never associate masturbating and watching porn with cheating. Compassion for her is important, but also be compassionate towards yourself. Godspeed

Can you please not lock this thread, I learn so much from you both sharing your perspectives. Frank's way of teaching is perfectly complementary to yours and he helped me so much can not describe it (Much Love to both of you). It would be a shame if he would not be contributing on this forum.

Could be a taste conditioning thing. I have the same. When I have every taste in my meal, sweet, sour, salty, umami I do not crave sweets afterward. But usually eating a piece of fruit or dark chocolate after my meal does the trick for me.

Psychiatrist Dr.K talks about this tendency with someone on his show and explores the underlying psychological mechanisms that keep the person stuck in this pattern. Hope this helps, Btw I also had this thinking about age 21. I am sure you will conquer it!

Yes, me !