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so nihilistic!

You don't have a freewill as a separate body but you have a freewill as a GOD, see?

My Third eye is open

It's completely clear from his backside that he's dumb The irony is that he's not even present while watching leo, lost in thought. He both misses the sex with woman and leo

Enlightenment by dying!

You're dead wrong, Shin

Texting is also important but I can't say that it's merely everything but through texting you could exhibit some behaviors that the girl would pick up your personality subconsciously, that's why you wind up being in the friendzone or labeled as korky dorky or weirdo and most likely girls would do the same thing with you in reality just like what they've done in chat platform. begin to learn the strategies of being a seductive and charismatic man. there are some courses online and some free videos on youtube that give you such instructions.

Well, interesting fetish Your body has some pain and your pain body is associated with sexual pleasure, so for your mind, having pain equals having pleasure in sexual activity. so start doing some consciousness practices and some shadow work to resolve the complex.

I don't even use music while meditating, because I consider that being calm is better than music, let alone while watching video hahaha

@7thLetter you're welcome! well, removing yourself from certain hood means literally expanding your limitations! thinking about how to get away from the certain neighborhood > town > city > country subsequently is also expanding your restrictions and for abstract term I'm using EXPANDING YOUR BOX. if something stops you to move away from hood, like being dependent to your family members psychologically, not having enough budget to rent another home in a better city or having inner fears to be in uncertainty are also restrictions per se and they could be the root of the surface restriction ( why don't you just walk away from that environment!! ). simply you should trace back by asking questions.

YUP!

I totally understand you... with lower emotions you're doing the self-sabotage and self-sabotage is also a kind of an action which is in opposition with the direction of self-actualization! try to do things more passive-aggressively or be manipulative towards your family members in a very softer manner. try to push them little by little everytime softly not being angry toward them or... and then ultimately, think about moving away from there and try to learn things to make you independent financially or psychologically. ( I know it's way hard to start to think about it but start the process anyway ) self-actualize yourself in this tight situation, you know psychological growth happens right in the harsh moments.

I don't know what definition gives another guy talking about the box. Maybe different definition. but anyways, simply, my meaning from box is something that puts restrictions and limitations for you and it has imposed directly from your EGO. for example, imagine an old-timer unpretentious guy from a small town who hasn't seen anywhere other than his own small town, he has always commuted to work and has run errands only in his town. his box is so limited to his own town. but imagine a tourist lady who has just traveled across Europe and hasn't gone so far to ASIA or MIDDLE EAST, although her box is more expanded compared to the previous example, again, she has her certain expanded "BOX". the box I'm talking about could include anything: from the behaviors that you're demonstrating in certain places or with certain people and could be also places. The "BOX" is my personal abstract term for any limitations and restrictions you see anywhere! Hope you understand!

well, everything has double use, majority of people use it for their negative reason ( 4 example :escaping from the reality of their status quo and etc) and they act out like dumbs, that's why it's illegal... speaking about sugar beverages and cigarettes, do you think any government in the world including first and third world shut down these companies and factories which are lucrative businesses and they get advantages and their own cut from these businesses? BTW, psychedelics and beverages are categorized differently and the policy of countries exhibit different behaviors for every topic...

But not impossible. practice makes prefect!

Sometimes you should break out of limited box, in order to change your life, the box could also be a repetitive place!

You're welcome pouya wish you the best

Hahaha, Sounds so familiar to me :)) I was in the same path when I was in your phase that you are right now. do you know what makes me regret every time when I look back at the earlier times of my life? listening to my unconscious parents and relatives! I don't wanna say, you should go and wage a war against them or..., No. later on, I thought that I could be manipulative and do my own passions passive aggressively without listening to them. I completely understand you that you're in the phase of prior to entrance exam and everybody can get on your case easily when they think they have no other things to do and getting on your case would be something like the reaction of parents towards mediation: what the heck are you doin' in this important phase of your life? I completely understand your situation because I've been through the same phase as you are. and one key thing that you should consider: be aware on a second by second basis what decisions you make or what makes you limited and rubs your freedom of your choice so on and so forth don't contemplate on enlightenment, for now, contemplate on how you're going to roll out your life in the near and far future, focus on your needs, passions, what excites you, what you type of life you want, what standards you want and the list could go on forever...

@Pouya even increasing your awareness won't be a bad thing to go about your life and make some good changes in your life, sometimes being extra conscious means that you get so selfish and you get so immersed in the following your own goals that it hurts the feeling of your parents and their culture, but you don't give a damn because the passions you want is your own passion ( even the passions that your surroundings would consider it an absolute insanity), the important point is that being spiritual doesn't mean, you always should be selfless, so from now on, bust your self limiting beliefs (with the tool of consciousness)

P.S: if you think that doing spiritual practices are somehow hindrance to your survival needs, even reducing the amount of practices isn't that bad for making initial progresses in the material life.

@Pouya There are no shoulds and shouldn'ts in this universe, right now I could go and jump off the cliff and terminate my life, but hey, Reality doesn't give two shits about me either being alive or dead! so keep this one in mind that all roads wind up in the same place from the infinite intelligence POV! ( and also this doesn't mean you can't get help from that source in tight life and death situations!! ) sometimes we get in the way of survival needs to take control of them because if the controller slips down from our hands, soon after, it will backfire on us and again our survival will be against our survival, see the irony? but that doesn't mean being involved in the game of survival is a good or bad thing per se, it's our own preference that how we're goin' to play the game.

iT'S ALL THOUGHT AND DON'T TRY TO STOP AND PUT UP RESISTANCE, JUST OBSERVE IT AN LET IT GO by the way, if you're feeling truly overwhelmed, seeking medical advice would be rather beneficial!

Simply every kind of lie!

without energy you can't do anything, energy is in the first priority.

Stress hormones should be decreased to zero with rigorous meditation practice, Coffee makes you more stressful, Conversely Green Tea makes you more relaxed and calm ( Adrenaline and Cortisol ) Secretion of Dopamine, which plays an important role in the sense of motivation and has direct relation with rewarding center of the brain, should be taken control of through the practices of delayed gratification Melatonin hormone plays a key role in Sleep Cycles, Regulating the secretion of this hormone helps the person to wake up refreshed in the morning so Caffeinated beverages suppress the Melatonin release just prior to going to bed. Serotonin aka Happy hormone is released during exercise or eating dark chocolate Endrophine also is released in physical activities and is more similar to Serotonin Those are all hormones you should consider for your own personal development, the others are more for medical studies and of course for that reason, I'm not going to mention Erythropoietin here :))