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I didn't do anything. She activated kundalini (creative/sexual force) in me which did all the work. Only thing I had to do is letting go and letting it happen.

You are projecting

Not all people are the same, man. Some of you are a special breed who don't feel exhausted after busting nuts.

I asked this myself too but she is really a 10/10. Better looking than most Victoria Secret models. But she has the body and the personality so she is probably a 12/10. I’m not a 10 but I’m tall and somewhat fit. I think she was drawn to my energy: I was non needy and funny. I’m not a good looking guy, if I was my Tinder game would be successful. But she was already drawn to me the moment I walked into the room. I think sexual transmutation caused this. I have been told I have a very masculine energy when I do sexual transmutation. Thanks. I will focus fixing my life style and inner game so I feel worthy. My game is not the best but I did escalate successfully but this is not a girl I want to pump and dump so I didn’t do it. Currently I’m working only part time so I can focus on self help and spirituality so I don’t have a lot of money and time to do stuff with her. I’m in a different gear right now: focused on myself. I don’t have the lifestyle to entertain a high quality girlfriend right now. No amount of game will fix a shitty life style. With game you can attract a girl, but is the life style that will keep the girl. This girl gave me motivation to work harder to improve my life style, fix my inner and outer issues. I think that is the bottom line.

Ouch but true. I have to work on some deeper emotional stuff. Game can't fix issues.

12/40 But that graph was so confronting. I'm not going to post it lol.

Dude, stop fucking up your brain. After 35 you start to lose brain elasticity and then you are stuck with that porn induced brain of yours. This is a wake up call if you want healthy relationships. Can't you see you are treating sex with your gf like a porn session behind your PC? After sex you shouldn't want to leave her immediately.

Almost all healthy human relationships are transactional (something of value exchanged for something else of value). The problem is when you focus on the transaction and not on the dignity and humanity of the person. This happens when you treat the other person or yourself as tool. If we use a person as we would use a thing, instead of extending our being, we degrade that person and ourselves.

There is a difference between understanding your wasting in an intellectual sense(from the head) and an intuitive sense (from the heart). A lot of people screw up and then indulge in addictions and other distractions to just not feel the pain/suffering. That is probably n1 why a lot of people don’t enjoy life: escapism. It is painful to meditate on it but it is the only way to get direct experience to the suffering/pain. Intellectualizing your escapism won’t do anything because it not direct experience.

Between friendships even age gap relationship there is some transactionality. If you I can pick apart one of your relationships.

So what changed in your 30’ies? Did you libido change or your recovery period?

No human is super human. Everybody has a ball sack. Some bigger than others and this will give the person more kundalini/sexual/creative energy. I hope you guys excuse my French but my balls are huge and even I need recovery time simply because it is a huge tax on the body to make semen. There is no short cuts and cheats to this. If you live in 3D world you are bound to the same rules. A spiritual or health shortcut always end as a deal with the devil with the metaphorical dick up your own ass.

You don't stand above it though, would you accept a 60 year old as your life partner?

I never saw the point of pickup boot camps.. 2-3 k for a lousy boot camp seems like a crazy price point

There is order in chaos and chaos in order. It is the eternal dance between shiva and shakti.

You can do tantra, having sex without reaching the animal orgasm, tantra is a much deeper and satisfying experience which will build deeper relationship with your partner. If you orgasm all the time, you will lose your spark very quick unless you are a teen and horny as fuck. Tantra provides a solution but a sacrifice is needed: having sex from your higher being instead from your animal self. Also cutting out porn will help. Porn and such are programming your mind to desire variability. Because of porn you become like an animal wanting to spread your seed. Back in the day (ask old people) they didn't have porn and they would just do it with one partner their whole lives. I know old people who only had 1 sex partner and when I ask them if they feel like they missed out on something they will say no.

Ramen is bad for you anyway Fire is needed (and valuable for certain things) but that doesn’t mean you should put your ass on fire and value your ass on fire. It is semantics. In the gym: weight is good but that doesn’t mean you should drop a dumbbell on your feet or do exercises the wrong way injuring yourself. Dumbbell weight is only valuable for your body if you do it consciously and with good execution. Suffering is the effect, not the cause of things.

Does anybody hav experience with this? I think I fell in love with a girl and I know she just exposed a part of me. I can only see her over two weeks. So now I’m thinking, perhaps I could use the love I have for her as a gate way for divine love. Anybody have exp with this?

This lawyer guy says the Romanian authority will make an example out of Andrew Tate according to his sources in Romania. Andrew has been insulting Romania a lot, making it look bad. Living in a corrupt country is a double edged sword; it can work in your favor but also against you.

Wis-dom comes from wis (vision) and dom (ability): ability to see. So in that sense it is true what you say: ability to see what you don't know. Wisdom is the light of your soul.

Who am I to judge

Go to the root of your jealousy. You need to meditate on the ego and comprehend this emotion instead of trying to cure the symptoms. Emotions are trying to tell you something.

They look shook and non confident I think they know they are fucked judging from their vibe

Pff, I have to admit I did fantasize about it but I don't want it. I'm nowhere close to settling down right now. I don't even know her enough; just met her once. That is not a good test for love, dude.

It feels like a disease. The thing is that I can only see her two weeks from now. So I’m stuck with my feelings.