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Thanks for the input, guys.

From your point of view that is the case. For my point of view it is not boring. Nothing is more fun and sexy as a respectful, submissive and feminine girl. Not everybody has to date his own ego-development stage type of person. I love to date a SD yellow girl but those are a dime a dozen. Most SD yellow people are guys. One can lean on SD blue girls. They are loyal and have a good heart. That is the most important for a lot of guys when push comes to shove. There is a reason why a lot of guys don't want to marry anymore. Have you thought about that?

This forum has become a cesspool of toxic SD green with drug abuse as the pinnacle. Luckily Leo has revised his position on psychedelics but the problems of toxic green is much bigger than substance abuse. Why do you want this forum to become an echo chamber of Leo? I never defended Andrew Tate. I'm just studying him from a neutral position. When you reach SD yellow you will understand what I mean. You are projecting here. You can go for a SD green, girl if you want. But for me, that is not a good deal. A lot of guys are not marrying because they see that marrying a SD green girl is NOT a good deal: as a guy you are in disadvantage, and she will dominate over you (because the poles reverse at SD green). You can call all those guys some names and shame them but that is just your soy boy bias. These are statistics. I'm obviously not fully SD yellow. Actually I'm working on SD blue because the values of this stage is so crucial for the whole spiral. It is a stabilizing force for integration of the lower stages and good foundation to build the progressive stages on.

@ivankiss most valuable thing in this whole ordeal is self knowledge. Be mindful from moment to moment while you are doing it. Eventually you will get answers and that will cut the Gordian knot. That whole “it will exhaust itself” bullshit is a half truth. The ego will never be exhausted. And eventually it will replace sex with something else.

Yea, I need to be less judgemental. I'm working on it. Most of the time I'm succesful at hiding my judgementalism but girls are good at sniffing it out. No I'm not. It is a stereotype. This forum is a SD green bubble and most of you guys are just droning on about what Leo says. Not everybody is seeking for a SD stage green relationships. I don't want to be a cuck and I'm not going to process all the trauma and dick she went through. That doesn't mean I won't date them, I just won't settle down with SD stage green girl. http://i.pinimg.com/236x/05/db/ed/05dbedd4a936901d34214084d1efc2ca--population.jpg I'm SD yellow and I'm seeking a SD blue girl. It is the ideal girl to start a family with. I'm entitled to this opinion and you talking down on lower SD stages only exposes your own level of development.

Your seeking answers about your sexuality. That is something good. Don't let others tell you there is nothing wrong. If you think there is something wrong, you need to psycho-analyse that to gain self-knowledge. I have some a good guess where it comes from but you should seek your answers for yourself.

@something_else there are exceptions to the rule. Nowhere did he say that it is a universal law in the universe.

@Nabd without Russian support Assad would fall. Turkish army has a lot of drones and with help of Syrian people, Assad could be replaced. Only obstacle is Putin and his power is fading very quickly.

Being too open minded doesn't give you time to integrate. In my opinion open mindedness should be complimented with being close minded in an intelligent way. Being close minded to stupidity especially from others (or yourself) is a big virtue. As virtuous as being open-minded. Being close minded to egoism gives rise to transcendence aka open mindedness. Close mindedness = confidence Look at Mike Tyson or anybody who is great in anything. They are the most close minded people around. If they would be open minded and doubt themselves all the times they would second guess themselves and be impotent in what they do. Both open-mindedness and close-mindedness have to do with the third eye (mind's eye) and just like a real eye it has to be intelligent to regulate the right amount of light to enter the iris. Championing open-mindedness is one of the stupidest things you can do. In any realm. I see a lot of toxic SD green people do this and they suffer for it. It is one of the biggest obstacles to move from green to yellow. This trickles down to work and private life, in relationships and spirituality.

Don't make it obvious. Social game works fine.

I guess I understand it better now. So karmic debt dissolves at SD stage yellow. So you are not there fully I guess. But telling me karma doesn't exist, I don't know how useful that is. I guess I know what you mean, it is just a layer of maya but still. If I decide at this moment that karma doesn't exist, it doesn't mean it will disappear. What about that sadhguru quote. I don't get how that fits into your story.

Wait. So what is your definition of karma? You say karma doesn't exist and after that you say you want as much karma as you want. That sounds like a contradiction. From what I understand this is karma: Karma is energy stored matter in your body. So if you had traumas, those trauma energy is stored in your body as matter. This is what science subscribes to. This is also the case from my exp. But you say karma doesn't exist? So why do psychologist exist that help patients to let go of their karmic debt (traumas)? They just need a dude like that says "there is nothing to solve".. Fighting against somebody stronger is very humbling. Especially if they are younger. I'm training for 3 months now and I'm able to beat the most of the guys in the beginners groups but there are some guys who are younger and stronger.. but that is not weird, they have been training for years. What people told me is that I'm a strong guy but I need to dose my punches better, develop steady volume of punches instead doing power punches all the time. I have hard time doing this. Going to boxing classes is like doing psycho therapy on myself. I discovered I lack a lot of self-knowledge/awareness/mindfulness. Agreed

@The Mystical Man being so obsessed with the topic of no fap is not healthy

Last night I had an astral projection and I came across something similar to what he is saying.

Two weeks ago I found a 10/10 and I had that light-hearted passionate experience with her but during our second meeting she rejected me when I turned clingy, needy and desperate lol, now I'm in depression ? My theory is that my ego sabotaged me. It was too beautiful to become the truth. All my years of failure with women surfaced and I became heavy hearted. From karmic point of view it is good this happened I guess, if I didn't steam ahead. I wouldn't have this experience and I would still have the karmic debt of the incel which would be unfortunate.

Allignment with what? I don't have passion to be honest. My only drive is ego desires. Just being honest here.

Really? You solved all of your karma?

Dating apps are skewed against men if you aren't in the top 20%. I just go out and there are tons of hot girls out there in the club and outside of the club. If you are ok looking and talkative without any weird quirks, it is not that bad out here. There are shit tons of hot girls but not that many quality men because you have to work on yourself to become one. To be a hot girl, you don't have to do anything.

It is projection You are still identified with the animal ego.

I feel like I held myself back for years on end. If I continue to tread softly I will be wasting a lot of potential. Perhaps I should just let go ego go wild and crash and burn. The worst that can happen is death.

@Swarnim What is AP? If you have questions about sexual transmutation you can DM me or open a separate thread, this is not the topic to discuss that.

I’m diving in deep waters. Doing astral projection entering my astral and causal bodies in combination with sexual transmutation If you do spirituality the right way it is very practical. I don’t agree that life is the same after enlightenment. You are not doing spirituality the right way. Spirituality changes everything. Especially sexual transmutation is explosive. This is a spiritual technology as potent as psychedelics but in a different way. The thing is that nobody in my surrounding understands these topics. And I do feel the need to share my discoveries because if you discover a new continent so to speak why wouldn’t you want to share it? This urge is eating a lot of my energy. It is a healthy urge I think but it is not effective because of the catch 22 problem. How do I get rid of this urge to be understood? It has a childish feel to it. I don’t like it and it sucks my energy.

Yea, it is all the fault of men..

@Inliytened1 @Eternal Unity @gettoefl if I let my ego run wild I'm afraid I will beat people. I was beaten as a kid so that karma is inside of me. I had therapy for this but it is still in me. That is a good one. But my ego doesn't want to do creative stuff. It is not getting enjoyment from it. I like boxing because it is so competitive, and when you beat the other it feels crazy good. Dancing is creative but it is not as fun. I really have to be in the mood to dance (and be creative) but that doesn't happen often.

Her panties will drop to the merits of your masculinity/funniness. If you are just a clown and lose the masculine frame, you are not getting any fun. With girls you get back what you give, so if are fun you get fun back, if you are serious you get seriousness back.