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@Moksha infinity is freedom but total freedom is not freedom. To be free we need to be defined.

I only meditate for 14 minutes per day but I really need to get into that shit and meditate. I’m not doing anything fancy. Just basic pranayama.

“Life is difficult or life sucks”

I don't get enough carbs so I eat rice twice a week. Some people say it is unhealthy but is it? I'm eating mostly veggies and different kinds of fresh cut meats. They go great with such diet.

I just got an epiphany. What we really desire is desire for the self, not the other person or thing. And because of ignorance we project our desire onto others and things. But this will never fulfill us on the soul level. Only on the body level. For example if you are addicted to a certain food and your body craves it all the time, there is probably some lack you have on the soul level and that is why you are using this coping mechanism to fill that hole in your soul. But it will never happen unless you find a way to feed the soul instead of the body.

Nicely put. It seems that my salvation is in spirituality. I feel stupid. Especially after today I hugged a girl too fast after day game and it was kind of uncalibrated and needy. Still got her phone number but I’m afraid I messed up while she was the girl I was looking for. Same fuck ups happened in my business because of neediness.

@LSD-Rumi true. There are higher and lower desires. I want to let go of lower desires.

I explained that in detail in my post. Buddhism evolves around letting go of desire so obviously there are ways. Desire comes from identity so letting go of identity means letting go of desire.

Very SD turquoise of you but I don’t think most people will grasp it because people are barely SD yellow here.

I have been experimenting with micro doses of magic mushrooms while practising my fields of choice and wow. It is insane how quick you learn if you use it in the right way but I'm considered magic mushrooms are not that healthy with a lot of toxins in it. What do you guys use? Don't recommend me modafinil or something. I'm looking for a substance that will give me brain elasticity.

So this girl asked me mine so asked her body count and I was kind of shocked because she seems so innocent and pure. She asked me opinion and I tried to brush it off but from my energy it was clear I was flabbergasted. I mean every healthy guy would be considering all the diseases that go around. I still wanted her around so I didn’t give me true opinion plus I didn’t want to hurt her feelings. No way I’m going to marry a woman with a high count but I’m ok with dating her but I think I screwed up my chances with her. Vibe is so important. That is all they look for. I just don’t know how to respond to it. Especially when she was trying to justify her count with some feminist arguments.

I got a warning for this thread so I’m not going to participate in this thread anymore.

I didn’t ask the question. She asked me so I had to ask it back. You seem emotional about this topic. Well well. We are judgmental aren’t we? You are entitled to your opinion just like me. I’m trying to be accepting but I’m struggling with it as I explained. Try using that argument during a job application ? True

To be totally free is to not be free

@Yimpa dunno man. I’m not feeling that love.

@Yimpa I don’t think contradictions exist. It is just that our mind doesn’t understand it.

Judgement goes two ways. It is like talking to yourself in the mirror without noticing that and giving the other a hard time.

I do

Can somebody explain to me why non duality and solipsism is into contradiction to each other? To me it seems compatible. Non duality says there is only one, and solipsism says that too.

I’m so confused right now. I need some time. ?

Why would you need custom software on your phone? They are filled with security holes. Android is customizable. Every phone company has its own version of the software. That is why the security on those phones is as reliable as the titanic. No high profile person uses android for a reason. If I buy an iPhone I can use it for 8-12 years in terms of software and security updates. For android that is 2-4 years.

@Rishabh R @Sincerity Yea good points. I thought about it and nature has to be both selfish and not selfish at the same time to maintain the symbiotic relationship. For example all the cells in our bodies lives in symbiosis. If a cell becomes to selfish it becomes a cancer. If it is not selfish the cell doesn’t have will to survive. I’m still not convinced Mother Nature or god loves us. It loves the whole. And we as individual beings aren’t that important. That is why god won’t stop you if you want to commit suicide. It cares about the whole. Not about one part of reality which is the ego.

@Arthogaan if you don’t conform to nature’s laws you will die. I don’t see the love in that. Nature is very harsh. Just look an animal documentary.

@Sincerity ok. I get what you mean about unconditional love. But organisms have to be selfish to survive. There is a thing called the selfish Gene so I don’t blame myself for being selfish since I was programmed this way by nature itself.

You are making the mistake that spirituality is isolated from life. While in reality you can’t be good without having the ability to be bad. Jordan Peterson explains this very well in his books.