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Outside doesn’t exist.

@Thought Art it was cynical ? There are so many overarching topics to cover.

Ironic how infinity can be exhausted so quick.

So do you believe god is having one dream at a time, finishing one dream and hopping to another … or having simultaneous dreams at the same time in infinitude ?

Worldly things don’t make me happy.

Just treat it as a bad dream. Wake up from it and stay alert but relaxed at the same time. Staying mindful to be awake will prevent you falling asleep into the bad dream (aka falling back to a bad habit), same can be used to do the opposite too: create dreams you want to fall into. Preferable stay lucid while being at it.

I wanted to do DMT but now I’m doubting if I should. I have expensive carpets in my house. ?

Just imagine Leo Gura truly being what he says and that he changes the trajectory of mankind. Alien humanoid children on school pulling up these quotes and laughing at each other at the founding father of alien consciousness.

It is so sad. Most movies I’m just not interested in. Watching more YouTube videos than movies. But I just watched a movie Otto by Tom Hanks and it was lovely.

Sounds to me like she figured it all out ?

Staying clean while still actively keeping the identity of an addict is similar to keeping your car stationary while thrusting your gas pedal to the fullest. And that is exactly how these NA people look like. Some people have used this unhealthy way to stay clean for years, and you can see how it breaks their soul. They think they accomplished something big while the only thing they achieved is wear themselves down like a worn down car. It is a sad state of affairs. The saddest part of it all is that they take pride that they worn themselves down. It is the blind leading the blind.

NA = narcotics anonymous It is a group formed to help ex addicts and addicts. Last week I attended one and my jaw just dropped. It was so cultish that it was hard not to judge. It still helped me though. If I look past the weird shenanigans they go it is really helpful to have a support group. Now I’m already clean from addictions for more than a half year so I don’t really need help. For me it is more to help others and to cement my new identity as a no addict and here comes the problem: if you want to share something in the group you have to say you name (my name is X and I’m an addict) and I’m against this because I don’t resonate with being an addict anymore. To me it feels like a past life. I told this to NA meeting instructor and he didn’t take it in kind. To be honest most people at these NA groups are broken people. Some fall back every couple of weeks. Others are clean for years but you can clearly see they are forcing themselves to stay clean. They haven’t let go of their identity of being an addict and accepted a new identity. I’m not captain save a hoe so I will not actively crusade for my view but I’m in conflict about staying true to myself. I don’t want to introduce myself as “Hi I’m x and I’m addict” although they forced me to do so and secondly NA doesn’t understand true healing so should I go there and drop truth bombs and that they are full of shit? Or should I just go there for myself, keep the peace and just get mine which is getting emotional support and people who are willing to listen to my story? To be honest I do have this snubbed attitude about knowing everything better and most of the time I do because my progress and results are speaking for themselves but at the same time I don’t want to be a crusader for the truth. It is usually not taken for kindness and people are just too dumb most of the time to get my points. Even talking about letting go of old identity and taking new identity is something very hard to grasp for the average Joe.

Thought (knowledge/logic) + emotion (experience) = wisdom Both knowledge and exp is needed in chess. It is not either or.

Kasparov wrote a book about the parallels between life and chess. Other people have compared life to game. There is even game theory which is a science and an art but could life be reduced to a game. A game that god plays with itself or a chess game it plays with itself? In chess feelings don’t matter. If you want to win you need to make quality decisions. In life it is no different. Since I have been following this mindset I solved multiple problems in my life including addictions and started a business and making progress in other parts of my life. Principles of gaming can be applied across the board which I discovered and I won’t mention here. These are overarching principles of mastery that can be applied to any realm. I’ve used these principles to climb the upper echelons of several sports and hobbies and now I’m using this in business and it is very promising.

Is this even possible? Especially if you are a guy you are subjected to so many conditions. I’m starting to meet these conditions but I have a double feeling about it because these females didn’t accept me when I was a rough crystal and the more I’m getting refined the more they show interest but I don’t want it anymore.

I would be afraid if somebody gave me crazy alien eyes ?

So lately I have been opening my heart chakra and I’m having puppy eyes and I hate it. It makes me so vulnerable but at the same time it opens up pandoras box which means I’m making leaps ?

How do people react to that ?

Becoming Supernatural by Joe Dispenza

@Princess Arabia my heart felt condolences to you and your family. Breathe deeply and remember the good times.

This is not only with women but also with money or with anything else.

Yesterday I had the insight that inner sovereignty is like a spine. A country with no spine has no sovereignty. Countries that are invaded have their spine broken and some countries can’t even recover from that like India who got fucked over for centuries. For inner sovereignty of a person it is no different. You have to train your actual and spiritual spine and it is no easy job, especially if your “spine” received trauma. But even if you had no trauma it is just a tedious job to train yourself to develop a strong spine. If you have a spine you don’t need something external to keep yourself upright which is the definition of independence and freedom.

Jung is the founding father of modern psychology. It is unfair to compare him to his modern counterparts.

@Leo Gura I shouldn’t have used the word creeps. I met some lovely people there too but there are some weirdos there who tried to forced me to adapt their views. They were good natured though but totally misguided.

@integral I know enough about psychology to know that but after this thread I think I’m just going to play along with their stupidity. I’m learning so much by psycho analyzing those NA creeps. And to earn their trust I have to play their social games and adapt their social patterns in my persona. It is so sad and creepy how rigid these people are about their understanding of addictions but I don’t even blame them. It is just the sad state of mental health care. Even most professionals are clueless and they are falling in the same pitfalls that I mentioned.