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I hate caring about low conscious people but I do lol... it wastes a lot of my time and energy.. I wish I could focus on my shit and not be a captain save a hoe or mister nice guy all around..

Luckily Germany refuses to be a cuck of US interests unlike Sweden.

Being nice only caused people to take advantage of me and treat me like shit. I’m busy developing my personal borders and demanding respect so being an air head and loving everybody is not really in store for me at this moment. ?

My grandmother gives shit tones of money to poor people and charity. She is a religious women and my heart says "it is good that does that", but my head says "fuck those scoundrelous dogs and perfidious rabble". I rather have her give me that money so I can use it for self-actualizing but I feel bad about it. How does I fix this split? It starting to annoy me. ?

Charity is a natural expression once you reach a certain state of abundance. Currently I feel like people are taking advantage of my niceness by disrespecting me and forgetting my appointment with me like my therapist did. I don’t need more niceness in my personality. I need to learn to set boundaries. I don’t want to become like one of those air heads on this forum who are hollow shells of their past self. I don’t think they really enjoy life. They just developed a spiritual spiritual ego and they are just show offs.

Learn the difference between intentions and expectations. Have 0 expectations and do have calibrated intentions.

Sometimes I give some spare money to homeless people. It feels ok doing so but it doesn't feel as good as being selfish. Nowhere near.

I know what you mean, but I'm just doing my best, man. As long as in the 3d world I'm just a human, not a God. I can't defy physics and human nature. If I was god what would I do? God is already everything and does everything it wants. That is the whole point of god: doing everything it wants.

Greatest investment one can make is an investment in oneself. Doing charity is bonus points.

@WelcometoReality @Cathal @tuku747 I found this which helped me

@Danioover9000 it is so sad, let's wait until society is at stage yellow so we can enjoy a good movie time.

It is on Amazon prime. I was a big fan of the LOTR series but after that I was not feeling it. I didn’t like the Hobit series which was made after the LOTR series. I thought it was childish. And now they have made Rings of Power which is a mix bag of the Hobit series with SJW sauce on top of it. So disappointing but I can’t help but to watch it. It is like an awful car crash. You know you shouldn’t stop and look but one can’t help oneself to stop and look. They screwed LOTR harder than StarWars.

What struck me in Leo’s latest video is that he said that how you view females will be reflected by females. I asked myself how I view females and this was the answer: I find them highly unreliable because of their flakey nature. I don’t hate them for it but I do see it as a handicap and something to calculate into things. Females are just more emotional than males so it makes sense they flake. It is not only with dating I noticed but across the board (for example in business) females are more unreliable than males … in my experience. That is why they say “give a man’s word” and not “give a females word”. And this is not only my experience. Any honest man will admit the same thing. Perhaps there are exceptions but not a lot. Even on this “high consciousness forum” we can search on the word “flake” in the engine and you will see which gender pops up. Just viewing females in a positive light doesn’t make them more reliable. It is just the nature of the beast because they are emotional creatures. They compensate in other ways but that doesn’t change this trait.

Psychology tries to explain why people and animals do what they want to do. It is good to know some psychology though. But I’m definitely overinvesting in mental models. It is better to invest that energy in getting flow to learn through direct experience.

@mr_engineer yesterday I was very angry so what I said yesterday should be taken with a grain of salt. I think Lyubov gave some good advice and which direction I should focus my attention.

I’m just back from a night out. You are so right. I’m wasting my energy by wanting to mentally understand the world. My energy should go towards observing my inner world and understanding myself.

Educated women need men less (in their own eyes) Only way a woman won't flake on you for sure is if you have overcompensating power. For example if you havehigh social profile, physical strength, or make good money, or some other kind of symbol of power. In that case she will move the world to not flake on you. Women are actually very simple if you stop listening to them and just look at what they are attracted to. These therapist bitch has a tons of clients, so I'm just a number for her (i.e I don't have power over her) so she treated me like shit. Only when I used my power and stopped my therapy contract with her she waked up and started respecting me. I learned more from this bitch from this ordeal than being 2 months with her.

Educated women flake more than uneducated women. I noticed this both in private and business. This is even the case with female therapists who suppose to be reliable and semi sane.

Omg, that is so true: women don't like pressure. I did expect a lot from my therapist according to her. I just wanted to meet her once a week though which is a reasonable demand in my eyes.

I hate to break it to ya

They want a dick. Not a pussy. So be a dick.

Yesterday I fired her.. She didn’t understand me which proved my point. She treated me like shit for weeks and when I fired her she softened up on me listening to my demands. Too late bitch I trust myself in every aspect of my life but that doesn’t change the flakey nature of women. That is on them, not on me. if any factor, that might contribute to flakey behavior by women, is that I’m a nice guy. Im treated as shit if I’m nice …. and every time I act like a dick I’m treated as a king. I’m slowly losing my patience.

My female therapist is continually flaking on me and last week she forgot her appointment with me. How is trust in myself a factor in this ordeal? With my male therapists I never experienced any problems like this.

I want to have sex with a female business client that is 40 year older than me? I didn’t know that. Thanks.

Andrew Tate knows what a 15 year old knows. He just doesn't care.