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Imo Daniel Ingram hasn't attained the highest spiritual insight possible. He's likely deluded himself if he thinks he's finished with the path

@The Mystical Man Amen

I've lasted through November and December. Don't intend to masterbate moving forward.

I would give up mortality for a heavenly existence that only got better and better each day to infinity

I have autistic tendencies as well, and I've experienced dramatic changes in my brain and autistic traits on some break through psychidelic trips. I'm still working out how to truly resolve this, but don't give up hope I know it's possible to reverse what you're describing. I had an incredible experience of healing and purification on a 10 day vipassana retreat so I'm exploring that right now. Good luck ?

"Out beyond ideas of right doing and wrong doing there is a field. I'll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about" Rumi

What's clear is I function better in a community setting. It was really nice the first day of being alone, but I can feel my resolve to be healthy slipping, and all my addictions and cravings are coming in. If I were to spend a month on my own like this I would degenerate. Hanging with my friend for the next 2 days which will be fun, then I will likely start staying in hostels and periodically get my own room

It's awesome bro. I'm going to be in the UK during mid Jan you are welcome to come chill at my places.

Chilling in my airbnb in stockholm listening to some music. Man my life is really incredible.

I will be getting my laptop from my cousin in Manchester in a few weeks, then I can write long form posts about my journey. I'm headed to Stockholm now. I am one lucky sob to be on the journey I'm on. It's like I'm walking the same path as Christ or the Buddha

Well I ended up spending 1 month at the vipassana center in Sweden ?? It's been an awesome experience volunteering, and I'm really motivated to go deep with meditation. I'm going on a 26 day silent retreat with Beth Upton in Latvia and then I believe I will be heads to ?? to reconnect with my punjabi roots. I'm hoping to get my laptop from my cousin in London in the next few weeks, so I will do long posts about my journey then

Okay will do. I'm serving a vipassana course now, but I'm heading back there at some point so I should see him

I am living in a stage green hippy community called Angsbaka for the next 2 weeks volunteering in the kitchen. I thought it would be cool to do an AMA because I believe I stumbled into the type of energy and vibe that many on this forum could really use to propel themselves forward. Feel free to ask anything, and I'll answer to the best of my ability

Haha yeah man it's the same guy. Aanton. That's so cool you met him too, what a small world. Thanks bro appreciate the perspective?

Just finished my two weeks of volunteering. Now I'm headed to volunteer for 12 days at a Vipassana center in Sweden. I wish I brought my laptop, I could write so much about my experience. Maybe i will ask to borrow a laptop and just spend a full day writing out all my insights and thoughts. I feel really happy about where I'm at. I am being guided and I am blessed. I gave my roomate $150 usd, I had an intuition to give her money because she was saying how broke she was, and when I gave it to her she was so happy. She said she had been working on cultivating receiving and the joy she had in reviewing it was incredible to witness. I've felt this call for sometime, but I want to raise money through twitch for poor seekers to go on their own soul journey like i am doing

Dude I wish I could enter into a wild romance with an older women. You can process emotions related to your mom and grandma lol. You're likely giving off a boyish energy that attracts cougars who are into that

Sweet Are you willing to share the name of the community?

@Oeaohoo What is your approach to cleaning the mud from consciousness? And what resources do you use to study the conspiracies you've made reference to?

I made it the whole month. I think travelling made it easy, I've had 0 desire to masterbate. I'm going to continue indefinitely until I get into a relationship. Seems pretty obvious that masterbating and watching porn isn't a healthy or wise thing to do.

When you experience competent and quality teachers you may feel the bitter taste I feel when reading Nahm’s posts. My main point is to clarify his dishonesty in response to him calling me dishonest. Everything else i don't care about

My overall point is a criticsm of Nahm and a pointing out of his dishonesty, lack of integrity, and general incompetence as a teacher/communicator. Especially, when said person tries to gaslight and project that back on me. I think at this point, most people on the forum get what Nahm is about, but for the few remaining who are unsure I want to clearly express the truth about what happened and his conduct. Whether he agrees to a refund or not is irrelevant to his conduct, Dishonesty, incompetence, and lack of integrity. And I acknowledge that the correct course of action should have been to stop speaking with him after a few sessions where I wasn't seeing any progress. But once again that doesn't negate any of the things I'm pointing out

It's not about deserving, I'm just calling out the hypocrisy of him calling me dishonest. He said after a few months he told me this wouldn't work for me, and that I should see a therapist, so the question is why would an honest person with integrity continue to speak with said person and then accept money if they believed they couldn't help them

I was expecting to learn how to be happy and alleviate my suffering. And to be able to understand how to create my dream life. It was never explicitly stated, but I assumed he was an enlightened wise man who understood how to help people. I remember I had a pua mentor for a few months, and within 2 days the shit he had me doing made me feel like a different person. I assumed Nahm had that kind of ability to help people

No, I don't want my money back. I'm mostly over the situation, but when I saw he recently called me dishonest I felt the urge to call out his own dishonesty.

I acknowledge that i was very ruthless and vicious in my posts about Nahm, and i see that everyone is always doing their best and i believe Nahm did his best. That being said, I felt the desire to respond to Nahm calling me a liar about what i said about our calls, and im calling it out for transparency sake. He said he told me after months of free calls that this won't work and that i should seek out therapy. But according to his own logic, he then went on to accept thousands of dollars in donations from someone who he believed he was unable to help. Im not sure how anyone can look at that logic and conclude that Nahm is a fully honest person who acted with complete integrity and honor in our interaction. It should also cast into doubt the validity of whats being shared on his forum, and the wisdom and integrity of the core community who stand by him. one “user” who did experience sessions, who claims I am a charlatan, taking advantage, “unenlightened”, etc, and outright lies about what transpired, is experiencing the same trauma, the same suppression, the same denial, and the same deflection & projection, as Leo. This is why Leo not only allows, but subtly supports the lies and claims by making threads about, “Nahm”, and”Nahm’s Neo-Advaita teachings”, etc, etc. Making a dreamboard, understanding the emotions experienced, inspecting thoughts & beliefs - this is obviously not neo advaita, and aside, there is no such thing as neo advaita or neo advaitan teachings. That, is actually, Leoism, or… basic, obvious, trauma, emotional suppression, deflection & projection. The one “user”, after months of twice a week sessions for free, was told this isn’t going to work for him because there are no enlightened selves, and no one can enlighten someone else. He was told to seek out psychoanalytical therapy specifically. To this day, this “user” continues to project, and the chief complaint - that Nahm promised him enlightenment - which is an outright lie, persists and is supported by, one purporting to be, a teacher of nonduality, in that separate selves become enlightened.