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@SirVladimir Oh really? Enlightenment me. What did you find that ended the questioning? Are you still there now? Have you ventured all the way, did it stick?

@SirVladimir He's not a slave. He's the only one questioning the paradigm that's been created. It's all of you against him. Who's the slave?

https://www.theminimalists.com/blog/ Any thoughts on this advice? Seems like a complete guide to getting started. But maybe there's something important they are missing.

@Sahil Pandit I can share my experience. So 4 months ago i started law school. I was unhappy and lost in life, and I thought Law school would be an enjoyable experience, and give me time to grow and find myself. Towards the end of last semester about 3-4 weeks ago I was really unhappy and frustrated. I did a lot of practices but nothing really worked. Then i started working with @Nahm and started using LSD for self help reasons, and I transformed my life and now I feel incredible. I also have a clear life purpose sort of related to yours. I'm going to play League Of Legends and start a mental health website, designed to teach gamers how to enjoy the game more, and use league of legends as a meditation to object to find greater meaning and happiness in their lives. Most gamers, like i used to be, are miserable people who use games as an escape to pacify feelings of boredom and sadness. My point of this story is that I found my life purpose through self actualization. Once I found myself everything clicked and my purpose became so clear. I have never been more driven in my entire life. It's honestly a miracle how much my life has changed. My advice is to keep doing what you're doing. And devote yourself to spiritual pursuits until you find yourself, and know the purpose of the game of life. If i had no found myself, and was still a seeker trying to do life purpose course, it would be way harder and I honestly don't think it would work the way it's working for me now. There's a pyramid of needs for a reason, maslow's hierarchy. Don't rush life purpose. It sounds like you're on the right track though so maybe you understand exactly what i'm saying and this warning isn't for you lol.

@Chumbimba You can learn math. The limits of the human are limitless. Set an intention to learn math, and learn to be aware of resistance thoughts and you will get there. Basics i mentioned above will be important.

@Chumbimba That's awesome. Mastering the basics like meditation, yoga, diet, affirmations, etc will bring greater clarity and focus. This will free up more attention to pursue programming to your highest potential.

Life is growing rapidly. Incredible progress recently. Almost doesn't feel real how well my life is coming together.

@Chumbimba Sweet. It's an incredible book. Very practical. Highly recommend you read @Nahm's thread on using a dream board. Buy a big white board and put it in your room, or somewhere you will see it everyday. The board is one of the best things I did to improve my life. It's a must imo.

@Chumbimba Okay. My point here is that you have that vision of your life because it feels good to you. The radical truth is you need nothing to feel good. Society, friends, family, all this stuff is limiting beliefs we tell ourselves that blocks our natural goodness. The core of each human being is good feeling. You literally are good. You are in the right place to pursue your goals. Start with the basics. Diet, exercise, meditation, yoga. If you can handle psycidelics i recommend those too but they require a certain degree of mental grounding and clarity so you can handle trips etc. I highly recommend you start listening to positive affirmations about self love/confidence all the time. You will re-program your mind to think positive thoughts, which will in turn lead you to feel better. Learn about emotional regulation too. I want you to read Ask And It Is Given By Abraham Hicks. It will teach you about goal setting/achievement and emotional regulation. Feel free to pm me anytime for advice.

@Chumbimba Why do you want that life? My guess is you want the feeling associated with that life. You imagine if you live on a farm with an RV THEN you will feel good and finally be happy?

@Chumbimba Great start. Focus on basics moving forward. Diet. Exercise. Start using positive affirmations too. Reprograms your mind for happiness.

@Harikrishnan Played them virtually all day for like a week.Now i feel like a different person

Affirmations are game changers. Can't recommend them enough. Literally reprograms your mind.

@Chumbimba How are your basics? Diet. Exercise. Meditation practice. Relationship types(friends/Significant Other/Relatives) As far school's concerned. Focus on finding employment that pays enough to support loans. Don't go to school, for school's sake. Focus on minimizing your life. Save money like a Mother Fucker. You are in the right place to improve your life. You don't have to worry about wasting your life. If you follow advice from this forum properly won't have that problem.

@Sombra That's why i mentioned you lmao. Some people just have a mark of greatness/quality. You got it in bunches.

@LfcCharlie4 Lol sorry man I mean't he could give you more insight. Not me asking for insight

@LfcCharlie4 I recommend you message @Sombra He seems like he's mastered stage orange resource accumulation. Could you give you more insight.

@Raphael I have no experience. I've heard word press is very good. @Pallero Thanks for the insight. @LfcCharlie4 Eventually yes. At first it will just be a blog/website so I can write articles and do coaching. But eventually I'll start doing twitch, and then take content from twitch and put it on my youtube channel. @LfcCharlie4 Actually not sure about youtube/twitch. I prefer keeping a low profile. Fame is toxic. Website and playing should be enough to get attention and money etc. The content will speak for itself. The website and gaming are a must. But youtube/twitch and actually opening myself to the world like that is a maybe.

@Average Investor If you use the drugs with wisdom they can enhance your life in every aspect. So you can still get a benefit if you're not depressed. But you need to be smart and wise with the insights. They have tremendous potential for improvement. But they can also wreak havoc on your life if you're not smart.

@Average Investor I had a peak experience through LSD. Completely changed my outlook and the drugs have effectively killed my depression. Feel free to pm if you are planning on using them for self help reasons.

@VeganAwake You don't really know what you're talking about. You say the right words but you are deluded by spiritual concepts. Enlightenment will improve the individual condition. Spiritual practices work. They will make you a better a person, and make you feel good (god). But talking on forum at ego's is not spiritual practice. This is not giving back. For those seeking enlightenment, inspect beliefs and figure out why you want it. There is a real path, but delusion is difficult to overcome early on the path.

PSA: Get a dream board and put it in your living room. Then write what you want to have in the present tense. Anything you want, literally. You want good feeling. Write "I feel good" or "I am good" etc. You want to be high level gamer. Write "I am a challenger level league of legends player". Writing in the present tense our goals, with continual reminders is very effective.

@Proactive No sorry man. I'm playing with the sole intention of getting really good so I can advertise my website. Not playing for fun, or to make friends etc.

@VeganAwake What practices do you do? You are not done on the path, yet you act like you have hit max level. What exactly do you do all day?

I learned an important lesson. Yesterday i went on a tear. I had the energy and creative power of a manic depressive. But because of the meditation and work I do I was very grounded and did not do anything destructive. I had long conversations with my parents and my uncles. My uncle was very concerned that I was just manic, because i have been depressed before and he classified me as a manic depressive. It was an interesting conversation. I was feeling very good and elated so i sent him an honest list of my plans and what's going on. At first he was shocked, and I could tell by the tone of the texts he thought I was manic depressive. But over time in the conversation I was making so much sense that eventually he just admitted that he no longer thinks i'm manic and he's not concerned. This was an incredible feat. I trust his opinion, and i'm at a point in my life where I can only trust people who see my own greatness. My uncle sees it. It's a great resource because he's very reasonable, and he can help shine light on issues that i'm not considering. As for my parents, i need to just start lying to them and telling them what they want to hear. They think LSD is addictive and bad, even though these drugs have been the biggest reason for my growth. They are basically super strong anti-depressants that work well. But my parents equate all drugs, so it's like if i told them i'm doing pain killers and my life is way better. They don't like it or trust it. I am in full on survival mode now. I have found a new job, and i'm going to get as many shifts as I possibly can. I'm going to stay in law school for as long as possible because my parents will continue to support me in the meantime, and I can use this time to plan my next move and start saving money. My plan moving forward is to save money, start writing content for my website, and practice getting good at league of legends.