Malekakisioannis

@Franz_ universe and God are identical. They are eternal and infinite.

@Yeah Yeah brother I fucking exist. I am sitting here in my room contemplating what to do with my life too.

I would walk down the streets seeing others as myself in the form of other. The other me wasn't the source of me but I was the source of it in its form (I hope you understand what I am saying). I would walk through patios where people were eating food and enjoying themselves seeing myself the way I see myself in the mirror in a regular state of consciousness but in this case the image of me were the people, the patio and the entire scene where experience was happening. I could see myself beyond all the otherness that was appearing to me through different forms. Why was that terrifying? It seems a beautiful experience to me.

@TheGod why would you question the experiences? What makes you question them? i mean if it was direct experience and you were absolutely sure as you say then you cant turn to anyone and question them... 🤷 do you feel that something is missing? And what might be that?

@samijiben 😂

@samijiben it seems that what you say is grounded on the presumably uncognized assumption that psychedelics are not immanent to you.

@Yeah Yeah it seems that you are preoccupied with some thoughts about yourself as a human being. These thoughts present yourself as a horrible being whose only condemnation is decay and death. I don't know you as you do, but I know myself and because of that I know what effects thoughts, let alone thoughts of this kind, have on my life. I haven't had the misfortune to feel that way about my life, I admit it, and I could never imagine talking about myself that way. It makes me feel bad to see someone talking about their life and themselves that way. I can't believe what you must have experienced to perceive your existence like this. No, existence is not only light and I know that, but at the end of the day I experience love, if the price is eternal torture, then love is worth it. I hope that someday you feel that way too. We don't know each other but I want you to know that I love you, not as the person you are because I have no idea what kind of person you are, but because you exist like me, you are ignorant like me, you are suffering like me. love yourself a little too, you deserve it.

@Someone here i ve taken dmt several times. I haven't had the insight that I am imagining reality though. Okay my pov is like a hallucination and everything i think is a hallucination too which means that I don't know shit about anything, but the fact that I create everything, that has never shown up.

@Salvijus high doses of psychedelics it is then

I have no access to psychedelics. Are there any books that talk about reality as my imagination?

@Leo Gura thats a new one from leo the solipsist. "Animals have experience" -Leo Gura I will make this into a quote and post it on my wall.

@Leo Gura what about those mathematical demons you ve been talking about?

And what was your experience with it? @Leo Gura

@Leo Gura Why horrifying? Was it an insight about reality or the experience was distressing in itself? Like the demons coming out of the wall...

@Jannes yes there is hella wakeness there, I do not deny that. He is also a masterful examiner of consciousness, one of a kind. I only compare him to what is beyond, be it "leo" or whichever conscious mind that has gone to those lenghts the leo body mind has gone. Leo for what I can say, has gone to some extremities that require a certain kind of dedication that is found only in one of several billion individuals.