Malekakisioannis

1. There is no such thing as "at the beginning of time". 2. God is also absolute nothingness 3. Will to die and will to live are both alive in us because we are both nothing and something

@Ishanga the only reason no one of us is enlightened is because there is only one.

@Chadders there is no other life. There is no death. You are in the middle of eternity. This right now is enlightenment.

@Franz_ universe and God are identical. They are eternal and infinite.

@Yeah Yeah brother I fucking exist. I am sitting here in my room contemplating what to do with my life too.

I would walk down the streets seeing others as myself in the form of other. The other me wasn't the source of me but I was the source of it in its form (I hope you understand what I am saying). I would walk through patios where people were eating food and enjoying themselves seeing myself the way I see myself in the mirror in a regular state of consciousness but in this case the image of me were the people, the patio and the entire scene where experience was happening. I could see myself beyond all the otherness that was appearing to me through different forms. Why was that terrifying? It seems a beautiful experience to me.

@TheGod why would you question the experiences? What makes you question them? i mean if it was direct experience and you were absolutely sure as you say then you cant turn to anyone and question them... 🤷 do you feel that something is missing? And what might be that?

@samijiben 😂

@samijiben it seems that what you say is grounded on the presumably uncognized assumption that psychedelics are not immanent to you.

@Yeah Yeah it seems that you are preoccupied with some thoughts about yourself as a human being. These thoughts present yourself as a horrible being whose only condemnation is decay and death. I don't know you as you do, but I know myself and because of that I know what effects thoughts, let alone thoughts of this kind, have on my life. I haven't had the misfortune to feel that way about my life, I admit it, and I could never imagine talking about myself that way. It makes me feel bad to see someone talking about their life and themselves that way. I can't believe what you must have experienced to perceive your existence like this. No, existence is not only light and I know that, but at the end of the day I experience love, if the price is eternal torture, then love is worth it. I hope that someday you feel that way too. We don't know each other but I want you to know that I love you, not as the person you are because I have no idea what kind of person you are, but because you exist like me, you are ignorant like me, you are suffering like me. love yourself a little too, you deserve it.

@Someone here i ve taken dmt several times. I haven't had the insight that I am imagining reality though. Okay my pov is like a hallucination and everything i think is a hallucination too which means that I don't know shit about anything, but the fact that I create everything, that has never shown up.

@Salvijus high doses of psychedelics it is then

I have no access to psychedelics. Are there any books that talk about reality as my imagination?

@Leo Gura thats a new one from leo the solipsist. "Animals have experience" -Leo Gura I will make this into a quote and post it on my wall.

@Leo Gura what about those mathematical demons you ve been talking about?