Ataraxia

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  1. Arcangelo... you beat me to the punch. smh lol... yep it's fine if you're almost yellow and understand SD and deal with blues or oranges, that's easy... if you want happiness be prepared to sleep under the stars lol.... be prepared to lose everything really but i digress. oh my order is: smoke weed, move out, get a job lol
  2. lol... I've been diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder I, autism spectrum, and add. i have an extensive mental health history. clinical depression means what? just that it's observable, right? from my experience, most of the time what people think is depression isn't purely biologically or physiologically driven. yes, there is a biological baseline for happiness... but only about 45-50% of your happiness level is biology... and that means u can pump the non-baseline components that contribute to happiness. your happiness is at least 50% in your control. lol. happiness occurs naturally when u "get your shit" together (and I mean enlightened) and your issues are all resolved. watch "Happy" by filmmaker Roko Belic... or read about positive psychology research. it talks about "flow" and i find this really in the Tao... so back to psychiatry. i suspect the biologically depressed person is exceedingly rare and the medication doesn't work in most cases... antidepressants may be the biggest scam ever pulled lol... wait, religion, no sorry... moving on in reality, depressive symptoms are caused by shitty thinking and fucked up negativistic psychology. one day people will realize that psychiatry was a scam... at least 90% of it or whatever. i've known many mentally ill people.... real ones. my uncle thought he was elvis for years, but some drugs helped him reign in his dopamine system... so im not saying monolithically, psychiatry is bad. i just think shrinks should stick with real diseases. like schizophrenia, bipolar (sometimes), real depression. disorders that must be treated with drugs. p.s. I created a model for bipolar disorder based on my integration that says it's somewhat curable. If anyone is interested... lol. Came up with it in a mental hospital in upstate NY 3 years ago. Dr. Munoz walked right past it. haha one love y'all!
  3. @cetus56 lol "gunga gu lunga... " "on your deathbed u will recieve total conciousness" i love this so much!! ❤❤❤
  4. mmm... my suggestion is to keep doing the good work. mind open as the sky. you'll fall from enlightenment and it's not what you expect, so dont think it's ever "done." you've merely hit the tip of the iceberg. if ur asking this question about whether to go or stay ur gonna be the best person to answer it. r u god yet? this realization should have been achieved maybe for enlightenment lol idk. ... so keep going. youll fall. maybe hard af... but eventually youll figure out how to grow wings on the way down, as you plummet back towards earth... the work doesn't end... anyhow congrats. but if ur enlightened u dont need my congratulations either. u have everything. game over. ?
  5. @Inliytened1.... @Truth Addict beautiful. much love. ? great responses... video game... been on this forum one day. having a blast. I'm definitely not alone and that's a relief lol... had no idea
  6. Saying that Leo is the only person that can help is an issue. That sounds like religion to me. He is not your God. You are. Keep your head up.
  7. Shin. Very nice work you've done. Very impressed. I agree 100%. Every word.
  8. @Shin haha yes shin, exactly
  9. As you cross into a Yellow majority, low-devs will label you insane. For all intents and purposes u r. Can we objectively distinguish high conciousness from mental illness?
  10. After my initial enlightening event I had major problems detecting the passing of time. At it's worst I could not drive, because I would miss every turn and end up lost. I knew to turn, but didn't know when. I drove 60 on 25 mph roads with ease. I walked thru fully moving traffic, only feet between cars....I knew motion but not space-time lol.... i don't understand it myself...but that's a story for another time really. Ego death/full regression... Mmm. I recovered, but still lose time in thought. 1 minute and 6 hours feel the same... I can meditate a long time lol...
  11. lol hahaha hilarious... ur dope leo, but i suspect u had to be extremely fucked up get where u r. without pain, ud be nothing lol. god pfft haha. love it man
  12. lol... yes. letting go and cleaning up your mental messes. ????? it's so simple it's hard to believe lol... but belief is crap anyway... it's not belief, but something u prove thru execution. haha smh
  13. Lol... what would be cool is tindering for the increasingly aware... I got very few swipes... I'm attaching my useless profile. Hilarious ?
  14. lol.... I think it's actually possible ? excellent topic!
  15. A breakdown of Las Vegas life (as per SD) and how to shift the city further green. What are the inherent limitations of our city? How might enlightened beings take meaningful actions in this bowl of oranges?