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It depends, everyone is different. If i don't ejaculate for a week, ill loss all interest in sex and ejaculation, i wont notice attractive women around me. The switch is completely turned off. It does the opposite of anxiety and stress, it gives mental clarity and high focus/motivation, deeper sleep, colors are brighter. Sex is just another object in awareness, give it less attention and its forgotten. For other men it spikes their sexual desire to an unlivable tortuous degree. Its really an issue of not being able to just let it go. They are stuck in a mind loop of sex or it could be a build up of zinc in the body, the body is trying to get rid of it.

At around the 6-7 time ill be shooting blanks. No fluids, just pulsing. Did you experience this?

INTJ and INFJ are often misdiagnosed with autism. They are also most likely type to have child hood mystical experiences. Ni dominant.

Jesus buy me a private jet. A large portion of Low Orange is religious, Bro culture is a good example, fast cars and gold crosses.

High intensity Exercise. 3-6 hours a day. Will flush out toxins in the brain that build up during waking hours + increased blood flow.

In my early 20s i dated someone that i really connected with, it was a very strong romance, a beautiful experience. She was a foreign exchange student and had to leave the country, so the relationship ended during the strong romance phase with out any chance of seeing her again. The issue is there was no closure and the connection was very strong. So 10 years later i still think about her and having occasional imaginary conversations with her. Its not major just a casual thought on occasion. The feelings for her are still there, unresolved. It doesn't matter if im in another relationships, ill just love multiple people at the same time. Its the same with every relationship ive been in, ill keep loving all of them, but in this one unresolved case its stronger then the others. Speaking of relative love, not absolute. How do i resolve this? What is the need for closure, what is it a reflection of and how do we get over it?

Found these videos very helpful, thank you. It re-contextualize things, see it with better clarity now. Yes, definitely happened. Thanks, loved it. How to connect with love itself? Any tips?

Use sex toys like sleeves or strap-ons, this will numb or remove all sensation so you can last forever. Also it will spice the sex life back up.

Start with introducing her to the concept of self-development.

Most spiritual gurus don't age much, might want to look into that magic formula. If it makes you feel any better, im 31 and slept with much older women past 65. It made no difference.

She would listen and apply everything that i would say, like a mentor, student role. She was attracted to me for being a mentor to her, never had this with any other partner, so its what made the relationship more valuable to me. She fully could receive my love language. teaching, while other partners and most people cannot. Never had a partner after this that wanted the love i wanted to give them. I always have to adapt my love expression to a partners needs, blocking deeper connection. What does this reveal about myself? Why is being valued as a teacher by others so important?

Looking for insight into why i reacted in a specific way in this scenario and what it is a reflection of (shadow). Someone asked me "what company do you work for?" i responded, "why ask someone what company they work for?", my thought process was that they wouldn't know the company anyways, its a redundant question, i also dont care about the details of my characters story. A argument continued from here where they pushed to get me to just answer the question and couldn't understand why i was being "difficult" about it. In the end i never gave them an answer because I just don't care and id like to talk about the deeper meaning behind the question. They took offense that i "attacked" them, that's how they experienced it. Of course this was a communication error on my part but what im asking is why did i refuse to just answer the question? What kind of survival agenda is this? Why did i stand my ground and refuse to have small talk?

Why is green so serious? lol

What's the issue in role playing? Its a game?

Yes the motivation. A "i don't care" boredom attack. At the same time, its not useful information to them. Its hard giving people information that will be deleted from there memory, that will have no impact, that carries no journey. I want to plant a seed. That's motivating, ill get all enthusiastic about it. But again, this path trampled on someone's emotions. Im trying to find a deeper shadow here that I'm missing. Is boredom induced conflict a shadow? lmao Ive yelled "i don't care" while laughing, in front of people multiple times now. Got to be something here im doing wrong? lol What model is your car? What foods do you like to eat? When is your birth day?: I don't know, I don't remember and i don't care.

@realized That seems accurate. but is this all shadow? What did i not integrate?

@Blackhawk As a "what if" thought experiment. Hold a belief like "what if pigs could fly", explore that kind of world in your mind, there would be pigs chilling on roofs and a major pig shitting problem, new jobs would open up to manage them, also pigs are pretty smart with that increase in mobility alot of new behavior would open up, pig coordinated crime, pig stalking... We just explored an imaginary world, maybe we learned something from it.

Why must there be evidence for something to explore it? Imagine if Columbus refused to sail with out evidence that there was land on the other side of the ocean, he never would of left.

I imagine it went something like this?

He might have erectile disfunction problems is embarrassed and doesn't want to talk about it. A possibility.

@Username Looks like the documentary was censored/suppressed by the dental community, they got it removed from Netflix. "Root Cause" should be able to find it somewhere

@EmptyVase WaS going to post that one, ya need to be a skater to really appreciate how good he is.

Root cause documentary. Puling out wisdom teeth can cause systemic issues from bacteria buildup that can lead to a infection.

Recently something has lifted away and i feel less resistance. In my early years i would have identified as a heterosexual male (born that way by genetics). The porn i watch has always been male with female. But after this resistance fell away i feel attraction to some men, mostly submissive men. I've never in the past had sex with a man or watched gay porn, but it is now a part of my taste unexpectedly. Has anyone experienced something like this? I'm sure people will think "you where always bisexual", i guaranty with 100% certainty that i was not. I have never had any attraction by looking at a mans body and i have never desired a man, until now. What is this?

"If you can't forget, you can't forgive"