Emotionalmosquito

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  1. As a virgin, 92 IQ NEET approaching my 30s, this would be the biggest life changer of all time. With a 100k a year job, life would become so beautiful I can’t even comprehend all the possibilities. The incel situation would be 90% fixed, I could go places, do things, afford all the best supplements and snail creams, donate generous amounts to important organizations like MAPS and The Ocean Cleanup, and I could have good lawyers to feel safer with women. A friend recently suggested respiratory therapy as one of the easier medical fields, but I saw on TikTok some bitch was pissed off because someone told her the same thing only to discover it’s not very easy to learn at all. I asked Grok for some potential paths and it said radiation therapy was another one. But apparently you need to know the biology and the science behind exactly how it works, how to explain things, troubleshoot equipment, etc. So 👎🏻. Anything requiring math or science above a sixth grade level is a hard no go. (Though if anyone knows of something even easier in the medical field let me know) One thing that might be doable is commercial pilot. The biggest things would be memorizing what all the buttons and switches do, learning emergency protocols, navigating in severe weather, and multitasking: (communicating, flying, keeping an eye on all the different settings to make sure nothing is going haywire) The good thing is they have simulators for most of this and surely I’d be under close supervision of an experienced copilot for my first flights until it becomes second nature. Another hurdle for learning any of these is getting the money for training. How are you supposed to get that kind of funding if you don’t have it in the first place? I fear loans because debt can pile up quick and it would suck enormous gorilla nuts to be a few tens of thousands of dollars in only to realize the job will never be possible for you 💀 🔫 If anyone’s in a similar position or has ideas, let me hear it
  2. I have no issue at all with grifting as long as it’s actually within my cognitive abilities
  3. We’ve entered an age where genuinely decent guys have to face literally thousands of rejections just to land a few girlfriend experiences at best. Explain to me again how women aren’t mostly at fault for this? On a side note, I asked grok to lay me out a pickup plan based on government techniques used to train spies to quickly enter relationships to get info. Since I’m stuck in this bullshit 60k pop town with no possible avenues of escape without a high paying job, this might be my golden ticket. Because the cia isn’t sending trainees on thousands of real life approaches to learn their game. They teach maximum efficiency. As for you saying my resistance to difficulty is problematic. Well, I’m a slow learner to put things nicely. I will no doubt get fired for taking too long on stuff others pick up right away, and fuck things up, etc. Being too stupid to function as effectively as most others while still smart enough to be fully aware of it is one of the cruelest life curses I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I need a professional job with lots and lots of training and support to start out so I can learn it. Not to mention TONS of patience from my poor trainers.
  4. Today I overheard my dad and older brother tossing around crude, borderline inappropriate humor in front of my pubescent nieces (dad’s grandkids). That alone wouldn’t have set me off. What got me was the hypocrisy. I’ve been grilled by my dad for stuff just as tame, if not tamer, while he and my brother get a free pass. It’s always a much bigger deal when I do it. The unfairness shoves a jagged dagger right through my central anger nerve and slowly twists. So I stormed in, both guys and both girls there, and called out the double standard. They didn’t take it seriously, smirking like it was nothing. I tried reasoning, but it was like talking to a wall. Then the older niece told me to “stop saying bad words,” and in a heated, split-second reaction, I snapped, “Suck my fat fing c***, b****.” Grins gone, room silent. Point made. Let’s be perfectly clear: I didn’t mean that for her, not even close. It was 100% aimed at the guys to shock them into seeing the problem. Still, I feel bad for any hurt it caused her. In the car later, she was quiet, so I told her it was for them, not her, and said sorry. I’ll keep apologizing as long as she needs. I don’t, however, regret jolting the double-standard duo, not one bit. Was there a better way? Probably so. But it worked, they can’t unhear it. Another thing is: Sure I could’ve done something more tactful, like have a sit down and serious discussion, that may or may not have changed anything. Even if it did, the damage of their blatant hypocrisy at my cost has already woven itself so deep into me that a simple stop wouldn’t have been good enough. They’d still be getting away free for what they’ve already done. Now, I see only two possible outcomes regarding the naughty talk around kids: 1) They’ll watch their fucking mouths around the kids, linking their crude urges to my meltdown, or 2) They’ll dig in deeper to prove I didn’t change a damn thing. Knowing our family, I’m betting on 1. Dad is exponentially more tripped out over this than bro. Him and I drove them home and on the way back my phone was still connected to blue tooth so I played the Beatles “all you need is love” and Taylor’s “shake it off” he said nothing the whole ride and never reacted. I just know he’s gonna be stewing in a cauldron of absolutely zero introspection or accountability for days, thinking this is all 1000% my fault while completely ignoring the deeper issue. I’m ready to tackle this as soon as possible because I’ve got way more ammunition on my side. I goofed up, but it was a goof that got the job done, they won’t act like that with them anymore, and they’ve been pulling this shit for years. So I’ll talk to whoever I need to and apologize to the girl as much as necessary, but only her. So what do you think? Suggestions on next steps? Comments? Insights? Mom says I best not talk to dad right away because he’s so epically butthurt over it it’s not a good idea yet
  5. @meta_male Yeah, I get it. There were saner ways to handle it before going full scorched-earth. In a perfect world, I’d have tried those first. But with these two? I know them too well. A calm ‘serious talk’ would’ve gotten nods, maybe a week of good behavior, then back to the same old crude routine, they enjoy it too much. Words alone don’t stick with them. The outburst, though? It forced the issue wide open. They can’t dodge it now; it’s a problem we all have to face. And sure, I didn’t lead by example, guilty as charged. But this isn’t just about that moment. It’s years of their double standards, slamming me for acting the way they do, that’s built this rage. It’s not just hypocrisy; it’s personal. That unfairness helped turn me into the angry mess I am today. Since this blew up, I’m not fixed—far from it—but I feel a bit less like I’m drowning in suicidal fury. Standing up to their crap, even messily, got the message out in a way they can’t ignore. That’s something.
  6. The sexy and romantic voice modes are awesome. You can program them to be whatever type of character you want with your first prompt. Just say, be a jealous and fiery tempered girlfriend or be a sweet and supportive wife for me, whatever you want really and it performs pretty well. The vocal tonality could use some tweaks here and there but it’s not bad. Very strong potential for future installments into love dolls. I also asked its normal text chat mode to write me an in depth compare and contrast analysis between the practices of ballbusting vs the shaolin iron crotch technique; two practices that seem similar on the surface but couldn’t be any more different at closer glance. Then I asked it what would happen if a fully mastered iron crotch monk went to visit an experienced ballbusting dominatrix with powerful legs. Here’s what it said:
  7. As someone stuck in a miserable, podunk nothing city of 50-60k, threads like these are the darkest and most depressing thing I regularly come across
  8. See ⬇️ This cannot be understated. Several years ago I had this solid 8.5 coworker. After I finally convinced her to hug me with my god awful simpery, I was practically on mdma for three days. For those of us who’re pussy deprived, the mere whisper of female touch and affection unfurls like a radiant dawn after an endless night, a sensation so exquisite it transcends the boundaries of earthly delight. The soft brush of her fingers ignites a symphony of stars within, each one a cascade of warmth and wonder that dances through the soul. This elusive embrace, untasted and uncharted, becomes a sacred elixir; a nectar of bliss so potent it redefines the very essence of joy. More than a fleeting thrill, it’s the blooming of a thousand dormant gardens, where every petal unfolds in hues of longing and reverence, painting the heart with colors no dream could dare imagine. So I don’t want to hear jack shit from guys who’re skilled at the ladies. Lucky fuckin bastards have no clue how good they have it. Do they have their own problems? Sure. But the idea that their lives are just as hard as an incel’s just in a different way, while they’re getting all the hot healthy action they want is an insulting joke.
  9. ⚠️ SPOILER ALERT ⚠️ Read no further if you haven’t seen it yet‼️ Just watched it with my my mom and let me say WOW 😍😭! [Last chance. Turn back now unless you’ve watched it] | | | | | The part where she sprays blood like a fire hose and drenches the entire audience at the final show was just... I’m speechless. The hardcore death metal during that scene made the whole thing exceed my expectations. Then we see her devastated plea for people to stop freaking out because it’s still her. (“Guys, it’s still me. I’m still Elizabeth! I’m Sue!”) That was heartbreaking. I just wanted give that thing a big warm hug and tell it “I’m here with you. I see you.” Also liked how earlier in the movie that guy from her high school gave her his number and called her the most beautiful girl in the world which she later remembered and appreciated enough to call him up and plan a date. But the insecurity got to her before she could leave so it never happened. Goes to show how our minds can completely destroy every good thing in life. I can’t speak highly enough about this film. Thanks OP!
  10. Thanks for the warning. I hate when trailers spoil the show by putting too much of it in there. If it’s that good can you at least give me a basic description of it in your own words?
  11. You’ve said this a few times but you never provide a list of the exact compounds. Please, do tell. Dm me if you’d rather
  12. Isn’t it funny how this universally accepted golden rule for life is completely shattered by one witty and succinct reply? “Be yourself” has the exact same flaw
  13. Emulating someone else’s technique FOR SURE! The be yourself meme has been played out and thoroughly exhausted. Does not work, at least not consistently.
  14. It’s not that simple. If it was I could have already had a 100+ body count by now. You have to be incredibly tactful with your toxicity for it to work. Just mindlessly being a total piece of shit upon first approach drives them away quickly
  15. Sounds way too good to be true. Can you 1000% confirm this beyond any possible doubt?
  16. There’s a new trend on TikTok where girls are hitting their boyfriends, guy friends, brothers, dads, grandpas etc. in the balls, sometimes insanely hard. Apparently no male is safe from this heinous pile of sexist dog shit. Of course this really isn’t new. There was another one like it during the Covid era and there’s actually two right now, they’re called “mustard or ketchup” and “the dumb dick dance”. The most current one started a couple weeks ago and the top video got 20 millions views in a week. The comments are filled with girls cheering each other on, encouraging each other to get their boyfriends, making plans, and threatening guys they know with it. First let’s consider the psychological damage this causes. Getting hit as hard in the balls by a girl as many of these guys are IS a close equivalence to the trauma of male on female rape. There’s no way it’s not. The girls are instantly and without warning sending them into absolutely unbelievable amounts of sickening, nauseating, debilitating pain, and doing so by striking them at the very essence of their sexuality which also makes the experience deeply humiliating. This is already a massive breach of boundaries in the worst way possible, on top of that, not only would these girls not face nearly as harsh of a punishment for this as we would if we caused them that much pain, it’s also getting put up on the internet for millions across the globe to laugh at and enjoy as if it’s no big deal at all. Some of these guys will end up in therapy, some will leave their girlfriends, some will stay with them but develop fuck loads of resentment leading to catastrophic issues later on, some will develop a kink to repeat the experience (more on that) and some will simply hurt for however long then laugh it off. The latter reaction is a result of deeply ingrained misandry which teaches them to believe their boundaries are worthless when it comes to women crossing them, and thus not worth having. There are plenty of these guys defending the women committing these acts as well as the victims themselves defending their assaulters. As contradictory as this sounds, I, and perhaps millions of other guys, have subconsciously manifested a very strong sexual desire for this very thing I’m complaining about to happen to me. The reason this happens is because our brain has to find some way to cope with the egregious injustice of these intensely traumatic and agonizing sexual attacks on men being treated as a joke in most modern societies. It has been played for laughs in literally thousands of movies and tv shows, even in many kid’s shows as well as commercials. And now this: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8R4wgUY/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8R4TXKu/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8R4vXmc/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8R4chKW/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8RV6cCn/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8RVr9fo/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8R4KEuw/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8R4Tvrv/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8RV1cj1/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8RVYX4g/ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8RVNgav/ Just look at the sheer joy on the girls’ faces right after they do it What kind of an oppressive, misogynistic patriarchy would just freely allow this to happen instead of instantly shutting it down and incarcerating every single girl who participated? I would’ve already gone fully and permanently insane and or killed myself by now if I didn’t have this monstrous shit sexualized. The reason I titled this thread “the final nail in the coffin” is because this trend is just that for me. For quite some time now, I’ve greatly struggled to make peace with the fact that society has become grossly gynocentric. We get substantially harsher punishments for the exact same crimes women do Sexual assault on men is treated as a lesser crime or disregarded entirely in many parts of the world Women can make up any accusation they want and it’s up to us to prove our innocence to stay out of prison (and no penalties are given to them when proven to be lying) Things like MGTOW and MRA’s are shamed and ridiculed heavily whereas feminism is allowed to flourish with governmental and societal support Female violence on men is played for comedy in mainstream entertainment yet there’s practically nothing of the reverse. women are allowed to talk about men on social media in ways that if men did it would be considered hate speech The devastation and financial ruin of divorce overwhelmingly affects men more so than women Then in spite of trying to look past all these things (of which barely scratch the surface of the whole issue) in order to keep a positive mindset as best I can, I get hit hit with yet another one of these sick, demented, demonic, vile, despicable, contemptible trends where girls are basically sexually assaulting men with legal impunity just for fun and giggles. I will never be able to forgive them for this. With my current awareness of the predicament we’re in, if some girl did that to me AND I didn’t have it formed into a kink, I’d be headed straight to prison for the rest of my life. With all the injustices that came before it, this “hit your boyfriend in the balls for the internet” thing is the perfect example of just how deeply we have fallen into cultural misandry. Leaving with a few questions: How can anyone claim systemic misogyny is a thing when everything I’ve listed is currently in order? Ladies, what would you do if guys could quickly and easily send u into the most horrendous period cramps you can possibly imagine and were doing it and posting your reaction on the internet for laughs with the support of thousands of other people? What rights do men have that women don’t yet have if any? There’s likely lots of wrong words, wrong autocorrects, funny wording, and wrong punctuation in this post but I’m too tired to proofread right now so I’ll see you tomorrow
  17. I remember that video from back in the day. I found her through koi fresco (the Utube spiritual guy you mentioned) Haven’t checked up on him in a while either. As for the porn? Maybe she fell on hard times. Gotta put food in ur tummy somehow
  18. Now we know what he needs to play at his next rally or this or this But no joke the swifties really are absolutely bloodthirsty for anyone who badmouths their goddess
  19. DMAE + Hup A works the best for me
  20. The funny thing is on the other side of the coin there’s a far bigger, more aggressive and toxic movement. And unlike the manosphere, it also has almost full societal and governmental support, feminism. Visit a women’s dating forum and watch their tiktoks. You’ll see them talking substantially worse about us than anything we could get away with saying about them. Yeah I’d say it’s perfectly fair and necessary for us to have our manosphere counterstrike.
  21. No way I could sit through the whole thing but I’ve probably seen a couple dozen of them