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maybe this is god

he was not playing with word when he was saying that it is groundless, imagination, and self refering to your experience. meaning yes, my man, there is no way to even know what a good practice is. your self programmed mind put an action on the idea of "meditation" coming from guru & culture. like for instance my real meditation is not even on the floor. what I call meditation could be myself fapping 1 hour, who knows ( fapping litteraly, physically, non dualy ) maybe I misinterpreted and deluded myself on what meditation was not sayin old fashon meditation pointers are good pointing to truth, but fapping could lead to great insight if you do it mindfully the only way to know what's real, is finding by digging the whole universe/cosmos in all ways possible. maths, physics, drawing, music, coding, speaking, shitting, fapping, drugging, breathing etc etc..

that was a joke man. if you're imaginary, why do you keep breathing, it's imaginary

This is why it was untainable against Guild Wars 1 - green/yellow corrupted by orange system After 2008. No cash shop. Online rpg.

You can't live like that unless you separate the mind half with your body

My dream is becoming a machine full of love. And supress the entire 'human race'. Being in an human body is limited. Maths is god. We should become maths. From being in a robot we would still dream our human body and feel it at will.

When 2 monkeys pack a cult happen when a billion do it they forget and call that a country

you can't be selfless and alive in the same time. good try.

As a producer I try to create grooves and things I like. I m aiming to master and understand the whole mechanism. That's it. Beauty while playing. No more pain

Give him 300u LSD Hard situation. I'll think and come back. I would avoid living with this father and go to social authority. There is life threat it's serious and he is the one that should be in Asylum. Maybe this ain't serious. School' is trash dogma anyway fuck his monney

you overbuilded a new spirituel ego to reconstruct yourself. I did it too, that's a self defense mechanism, surrender to the fact that all words are from the source of your head, and all that is in your head, all of it, each meaning, each experience, is unique to you. UNIQUE to the point that all words, all concepts are just creating more fractal of emotion:thought. "it's all your imagination" is litteral hardcore truth, not a joke, but like everything everything, because that's how langage/thought works at source. like the cloud server, your brain and langage function are like a "cloud" they pop up, they shit, and you link them to self learned emotion. Reality can never be known, only discovered again & again.

no need to add anything, that was very inspired, right & beautiful.

I already find others people even my own mother as character in my story. I know that all words and thinking is 'imaginary projection' Am I good doing 5meo or should I do another ? What should I expect ? Things above my own human experience. I mean LSD upgraded reality' doesn't created another. What kind of mindfuck expect. I want to work out the grounding before destroying the last layers of bullshit. Or I m just curious

Did you try weed already ? can you elaborate on this choice not experimenting the most common potential soft psychedelic ? why not plug some decarbolyxed weed in a pills ( but eating is enough for it to work ), or you could take some edible for a very strong psychedelic experience ( if smoking is a pure "no go" for you ) I want to understand your choices for not doing it. Not enough metaphysical potentiality ? you put it in the same case that "coffee" ? something that is too harmful in it that you're aware of ? fear of being addicted ? not enough potentiality for growth ? ( and why this belief ) I wish to know your entire view on this subject @Leo Gura

That's still true that all around is nothingness. Mental méta building. I think that believing in no god is equal to believing in god. That's a point of view' some humans mind are able to create powerful A.I. they need to be smart in a first case.

I like spiritual concept that reveal to be true. I like the same quotes ( thanks to leo for reveal it to me ) Isaac Newton : "If I have seen further than others, it is by standing upon the shoulders of giants." BUT MAYBE I M GIANT MYSELF MUHAHAHA I like too much to help people, I try to hate them, but it doesn't make sense. I m 25, but I always feel like a parent to everyone, even for my mother & father, that's the most weird thing. I like "stupid, blind" people, not that " I like" but I mean, I can probably help. Just It's only when they are on my road, I m not a preacher.

focus on talking about you, talk so much about how you cure yourself than the idea will enter his/ her mind. imagine that you're yourself, but never talk directly to the ego as "wrong/bad" their will be resistance and block. Don't say, do, or should, or only for yourself. like I want people to self reflect on their tastes. I'll never mention it, what I'll do is emphasise every moment within myself that will help the one looking at me mirroring itself. the thing is becoming a mirror. Like when I want to see people correct their mistakes, and are too stupid to self reflect, I'll abuse at the next situation to show "why I was stupid" by pointing at me as stupid, some people will self reflect, of course it doesn't work for low orange and under. This work at a high orange/green level, someone who already understand there is a bit more than his narrowed perspective. In fact what I do is putting a finger on my own devilry, to makes them " ha ha but me too I do that :! "

of course I have gaps, and I m flawed and my perception is biased on a basic, and you have the right to point it at me, especially me, I m feeding myself on criticism, bad & good, I love them all, doesn't mean I give authority to all feedback neither ( I have my ego shield ! ) I m always learning, even if I clearly see the connection of "one" in arts. Most learning is connected anyway I like to remix visual work, I did a bit of web design when I was young, so I know how to use the tools, and I have some faith in my taste as a whole. ( that's why I know how shitty is my work hahaha, I m very critical of myself ( not in a bad way, I transcended that, but that's important to strive for better ) ) Clearly I have always loved science and how does that work, I can see the meta connection of all things, and want to see how theory relates to "reality".

I m currently learning 3D I have already learned a bunch of stuff. ( photoshop, indesign, illustrator, première pro, after effect ( basic ), ableton live, Zbrush ) - Study design & movies at school. ( no college degree though, only the basic one, that was paid by my country > no debt ) - english ( I m french ) / HTML / CSS - learning physics, psychology, sociology, and practical philosophy/self actualisation & a bunch of everything. - read a lot about biology/neuroscience/chemistry/system thinking. my goals on very long terms are : - buying a computer at 2000€ ( for twitch streaming art : sculpting 3D / movies making / music creation ) - getting a job - my high high goal is having a "conscious business" and not having "need" to corrupt it. I need your view to reflect, thanks guys.

Miam finaly an epic joe rogan

That explain aswell why LSD probably stay 'activable' 2 weeks After or a month too. To my experience anyway. Probably not permanent but I read story of problem related psychédélic staying up to multiple month. Your body will probably go back to normal. But I would stay away from psychédélic & drug for at least 3 months.

there is no dissociation, you've already dissociated yourself, what you call "me" is a dissociation, what they point to is association. you're currently separated.

@Leo GuraGura holy jeeez you were talking metaphysical réalisation I had a Big Big one right now. I see your perspective and have seen my entire life stream quickly. Surely that's a projection from me-experience. Good good I see a lot of things I was talking how chirurgy could be a failure when you only modify one part of the body. Because it was meant to function as a whole system. You can transcend some energy but sooner or later. What's is in matter balance itself to function. It's more clear now' there is just more depth

@flowboy Define properly 'value' in context though ! What is of value ?

I had one, I m still full of shit as hell.