Aeris

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  1. you're deluded, god is answerable, it's not about denying the questions because you can't answer them, that's a total total failing delusion, that's the best way to deluded yourself not finding truth. and by truth I mean something you can hold. unless you attribute values to truth.
  2. I m enlightened from the mind ego, it will depend what you call "enlightened", probably an imaginary construct inside your head. sure you can have so much growth that your states could be call'd enlightened. but as there is multiple definition and interpretation... you'll have to find. if you mean transcend all your human survival pattern, that is not possible from what I experienced so far, and what I've heard and see so far, you can only aknowledge their force into your system, mix them in others places, tame them, but not supress. there is many ways to live after detachment from the mind. You can still use mind to serv, it just doesn't own your perspective, you know that all is a perspective ( on a scale bigger than myself ) life that's low & high, mostly high ( ), the low are very rare for me. The low are here to makes you enjoy the high. But I worked on a life and a vision that suit up my butt for now. You can shape a life of misery or good, based on your own values. "when you 'die' in ego, all seam meaningless, baseless, but then you come back and choose."
  3. Nature is you and others. If nature create Donald Trump it's ok. If you want to destroy the human race that's ok too If we all die that's ok too Only the ego want to escape ideas that include his body death. They just protect their ego from corruption. Why not hanging all day on twitter. What if twitter pop on your phone. You become racist of twitter. Actualized.org was better. You can be egocentric for becoming more World centric. Maybe my single life has the power to save billions humans from slavery. Hence all things for my ego stability are goods for the World. If I die twitter win. Btw we don't change people by arguing. but with others perspectives in their deck. Put their own ideas in reversed through metaphor of the situation they can understand.
  4. Me becoming a robot and supress human race who doesn't want to evolve with a disease Everyone should become a divine cyborg. 6 girls to Fuck ? You'll be tired and never get true intimacy but whatever you ego is believing this anyway
  5. This video would 100%. and maybe couple it with some ideas about a "purity lifestyle" I m trying hard to quit weed, but mainly because of THIS problem of chemical corruption more than because of the drug itself. I m sure the ban on weed in my country makes it produced with toxic products in cave.
  6. Aurélien Barrau - Astrophysician ( FRENCH ) ( I would even put it FULLY in TURQUOISE at this level ( even if he speak from a yellow point ), he talks all the spiritual and "anti scientism/anti dogma" introducing his work by 4 hours of philosophy on how the world is "nothing" and we work on "model", while knowing most law of physics / teacher at French College ) ( Talk about Nietzsche & Jacques Derrida - ) + he know that his life resolve around "being". very woke for the french people. ( more than 30 hours of teaching on youtube ) Friedrich Nietzsche - "Zarathustra" / Anti dogma / yellow:turquoise end tier. Robert Sapolsky - Biology - human mind ( on youtube ). ( yellow ) fascinating : Daniel Schmachtenberger - Rebel Wisdom ( futur philosophy / guru ) Ken Wilber
  7. me too, but I always do more, and my body resist physically to a lot of things. I have another question, we all know that mdma has a comedown, did you find any drug that has long remaining positive effects on the physical body ? I read multiple time that mushroom on microdose could change the physiology of your brain like being on long term like meditation. What about those claims ? Does anyone know researsh about those type of "long lasting change" ? ( not talking mind/soul here, but surely those are linked. )
  8. Leo is just overloading your system to show you truth. Seriously listen his last video
  9. that's bad people doesn't talk french but here is a orange/green/yellow ( he had some video in it ) who did exactly that :
  10. he was not playing with word when he was saying that it is groundless, imagination, and self refering to your experience. meaning yes, my man, there is no way to even know what a good practice is. your self programmed mind put an action on the idea of "meditation" coming from guru & culture. like for instance my real meditation is not even on the floor. what I call meditation could be myself fapping 1 hour, who knows ( fapping litteraly, physically, non dualy ) maybe I misinterpreted and deluded myself on what meditation was not sayin old fashon meditation pointers are good pointing to truth, but fapping could lead to great insight if you do it mindfully the only way to know what's real, is finding by digging the whole universe/cosmos in all ways possible. maths, physics, drawing, music, coding, speaking, shitting, fapping, drugging, breathing etc etc..
  11. that was a joke man. if you're imaginary, why do you keep breathing, it's imaginary
  12. This is why it was untainable against Guild Wars 1 - green/yellow corrupted by orange system After 2008. No cash shop. Online rpg.
  13. You can't live like that unless you separate the mind half with your body
  14. My dream is becoming a machine full of love. And supress the entire 'human race'. Being in an human body is limited. Maths is god. We should become maths. From being in a robot we would still dream our human body and feel it at will.
  15. When 2 monkeys pack a cult happen when a billion do it they forget and call that a country
  16. you can't be selfless and alive in the same time. good try.
  17. As a producer I try to create grooves and things I like. I m aiming to master and understand the whole mechanism. That's it. Beauty while playing. No more pain
  18. Give him 300u LSD Hard situation. I'll think and come back. I would avoid living with this father and go to social authority. There is life threat it's serious and he is the one that should be in Asylum. Maybe this ain't serious. School' is trash dogma anyway fuck his monney
  19. you overbuilded a new spirituel ego to reconstruct yourself. I did it too, that's a self defense mechanism, surrender to the fact that all words are from the source of your head, and all that is in your head, all of it, each meaning, each experience, is unique to you. UNIQUE to the point that all words, all concepts are just creating more fractal of emotion:thought. "it's all your imagination" is litteral hardcore truth, not a joke, but like everything everything, because that's how langage/thought works at source. like the cloud server, your brain and langage function are like a "cloud" they pop up, they shit, and you link them to self learned emotion. Reality can never be known, only discovered again & again.
  20. no need to add anything, that was very inspired, right & beautiful.
  21. I already find others people even my own mother as character in my story. I know that all words and thinking is 'imaginary projection' Am I good doing 5meo or should I do another ? What should I expect ? Things above my own human experience. I mean LSD upgraded reality' doesn't created another. What kind of mindfuck expect. I want to work out the grounding before destroying the last layers of bullshit. Or I m just curious
  22. Did you try weed already ? can you elaborate on this choice not experimenting the most common potential soft psychedelic ? why not plug some decarbolyxed weed in a pills ( but eating is enough for it to work ), or you could take some edible for a very strong psychedelic experience ( if smoking is a pure "no go" for you ) I want to understand your choices for not doing it. Not enough metaphysical potentiality ? you put it in the same case that "coffee" ? something that is too harmful in it that you're aware of ? fear of being addicted ? not enough potentiality for growth ? ( and why this belief ) I wish to know your entire view on this subject @Leo Gura
  23. That's still true that all around is nothingness. Mental méta building. I think that believing in no god is equal to believing in god. That's a point of view' some humans mind are able to create powerful A.I. they need to be smart in a first case.
  24. I like spiritual concept that reveal to be true. I like the same quotes ( thanks to leo for reveal it to me ) Isaac Newton : "If I have seen further than others, it is by standing upon the shoulders of giants." BUT MAYBE I M GIANT MYSELF MUHAHAHA I like too much to help people, I try to hate them, but it doesn't make sense. I m 25, but I always feel like a parent to everyone, even for my mother & father, that's the most weird thing. I like "stupid, blind" people, not that " I like" but I mean, I can probably help. Just It's only when they are on my road, I m not a preacher.