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this. when you stop sleeping, you attract the same gold that is inside you, real light reflect real light and then your own gold shine even more on the path You discover something on the road, but you never was truly looking for, nothing, and she need nothing aswell, but still you would be glad to enjoy the road with someone some ways are better alone, others are better with companionship ( the natural and flowing ones )

I didn't sleep more than 5 hours in 3 days when I stopped weed. who said it's just "mental" easy, it's probably anxiety related, then connecting to your body to call for the habit ( drug need ) it's like sugar, nobody is addict, but when they get it out of their diet, everyone start being insanely subconsciouly looking for it. because you don't control yourself, become a king don't be a sheep, transcending your habits is not easy, it's like having a war with your body/mind. a litteral war Sheep do easy win, shitty battle, kings play long game term and suffer more but got the biggest rewards. ( in litteral ways ) it just takes more time and work, but the work always pay off

I have been totaly dropping on my load yesterday The best is when I was supposed to be at home, not being in her bed, life totaly unfolding on itself, or maybe unfolding somewhere else hehehehe I quitted 98% of my porn habit those last 6 months, and I have a legit gf currently, when I was single 25y of my life. stop jerking off, that's for sheep, go met people, and stop totaly watching porn, afters months your minds will cure from imagery and false way to be entirely with a girl. the first month is a fight, take the nofap community, but don't become over crazy about that, find a friend to work with, it's better to fight together.

INTP here, ( is this abstract thing really relevant ? is there someone here who truly believe MBTI isn't just astrology for the more advanced mind, but is "nothing" in the end ? ) pretend I m INTP / ADHD I think that's true, I tend to try to be more connected to people now with their emotion and knowing their background/pov perspective/tolerance, so I can better connect and lead them : adapted to their own understanding/behavior. I m very turbulent/chaotic

woaw he got beautiful hair, that's too sad he lost his wiggs

people who lives from drawing now, mostly they draw weirds cartoons porn fury for real weirdo masturbators. that's how a niche can goes

without a +5 degree you cannot work at something lower than the equivalent of a lower tier wallmart in France. You need +7 and having the talent to know people where to suck a job link from. welfare = 500€ a month + help on house ( like 150 ) working at stupid job = 35-40 hours / ~1100€ a month. ( and that's if you have been accepted after 60 CV / letter for a job ) I m absolutely not kidding. ( I got a friends who had an answer after 50 CV, she is working a washing dishes and is wasted everyday ) driving licence = 2500€, very hard to get here, a real scam. what is the good choice ?

gtfo I m the only one choosen by the devil

I don't believe in a system of vote. Plain. > opinion public control through media mind washing ( pushing energic mind to control the circle in the head, washing washing, until the only words/need for a candidat is their only shit left / the one who project the larger shadow ) > it's all bullshit, presidents are choosen by the higher class top 5% of a country, all others are followers, they means nothing, and their opinion is the one of a sheep. > I don't even believe in power from President, they follow their experiences of reality, mostly their own bs, and they are controled only by monney/real people in power > in the backstage. puppets don't choose, and 99% of people are puppets especially president in all top 10 country right now.

hard experience I can feel, thanks for the insight, I never did magic ritual

Maybe all of your ideas of 'projection relative abstract concepts' about how to up a spiral are hallucinated "See what happen'd here ?"

means when you're out of the paradigm of "I need this or that, I m this, I m that". is there any physical healing in using weed ? Would you still smoke it ? I would know, cause I took back the joint 2 weeks ago to smoke with my gf. ( and french joint are with tobacco btw ) Always I've seen leo advocate against weed. Should I believe the whole paradigm of weed exhaust dopamine cells ? What is your view on weed ?

I m french, I hope this doesn't answer your question, cause it probably won't. depends the foot that goes off the bed in the morning, I m honest and sincere if we can attribute the same meaning to those words. I m not a scam, tho, I just don't think I have no one to teach and if it makes people think more, be welcome to the realm of find your own truth

I did until I reach lvl 100. Now I do it sometimes when I feel for a game. I just let my body does his jobs, whatever the job seams to be. Thinking, believing it can shape reality to his will

send a pic of you sister here, I'll tell you what is it about

Hitler was stage coral for instance. he was too conscious for this world of sleeper he try is best to suppress low consciousness did I just rape the matrix ? no true Hitler wasn't stage coral, but he was some extremism of green 100% just by reading his biography.

no mental masturbation leads to physical masturbation. I worked on this sentence myself

to make it simple, my own understanding of ssri is that, it use your energic in advance, but you still needs more a true day of recovery, or mood swing and fucked up brain is on his way. sure it doesn't fucked up everything, brain is a good biologic thing, it can work even with a shit load of normal chemical that are out the maths. but I m sure your brain is fry after a year of use everyday, and total down happiness for a month ( I did used ritalin for a year in the past ) quitting was not so hard because I smoked a tons of weed, but I would not have legit quit without weed to step back. even on so call'd medical need, cause I never abused ritalin. every drug as pro/cons meditation, cold shower, physical training every 2 days ( minimal tho, nothing body building ) good natural start. awaken to your true self help with no having to put effort, or having energy for. and on rational lvl, being a lot pure, out of sugar and all the thing I listed, I was almost feeling the same as on some drugs after a while. ( you need a full month almost ) no smoking, no drug, only intake is purity in all aspects.

spartiate style always worked

a need to live is aswell at the core of the biologic, fucking designer. but it can probably be fucked yes.

logic doesn't exist, everything is explained or maybe nothing, y, everyone is of the same stupidity is of the same smartness all the mumble is a cloud of feeling translated to human tchacha waves, so call'd talking rational affair.

I'll do haki king I'll try harder and bend reality

define smartness, it's relative firstly one what you value as "intelligent". focus maybe more one people you can build or reflect something with, someone with inner system build upon the same degree of curiosity and love for life. by upgrading your self reflection power and knowing better yourself and what you want from a relation you will expand your life and by so, you'll have a better lense to direct your life and the people you met and can reflect with, girls, friends, life path will unfold on the own inner work you did, your way of interacting and acting will follow

This topic already show your own self doubt about you not being sure to be good with this relationship