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ho no, you can litteraly loose your mind, take a lot of drug until the brain doesn't work, and do the same thing you ever did. tada, not knowing. I mean, for me that was surely on some part of a trip, not always, didn't embody this everyday at every moment, doesn't believe you can do that. what you still know ? smoke and take more drugs, as long as you cling to an idea of you of an idea of knowing consciously what you do. did you ever experienced dementia ? I could have litteraly loose my minds months ago. not knowing can be known as the "flow" for artist, you can contemplate this more by drawing. if you 100% embody the idea that you are alone, no one exist, you're god and all that, you experience a litteral shift in brain/mind, whatever, you really don't know, it's like your all thinking crumble to ashes, your own brain looks like a total bs story of shit it doesn't make sense, litteraly, reality is a giant shit load, so then, you awake on the fact that everyone is living on a island of shit I m writting and still cling to the idea that things are, but in reality, writting, not writting, bvlablabalabalabala simple, in drawing, you have both side : one you try to do something you know, the others is you don't know, so you just draw. you can do that for everything I suppose, sort of

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/12_Angry_Men_(1997_film) when 20 idiots tell me I m wrong, I can still be right; that is the difference between knowing absolute and living through accumulating bs. this is why society never liked me, hot head cannot be handled, a king in his mind doesn't mix with mongs. a thousand lies doesn't create truth a king know more than 1 billion sheeps. but Joseph could be a deluded sheep, I m not advocating, but this forum is full of sheeper who needs a herd. who needs approval for anything is a sheep, doesn't mean what you or I do is without consequences. but following someone else than yourself, agony

sound like an onion, but instead it start with a "m"

no no, that's what most people operate from. there is really a place of "not knowing" as they say, I didn't embody always this tools, we tend to quickly accustom to everything that seams to make sense to upgrade the filter. you need to subconsciouly become aware of your filter

you are a zblerb zblerg splech

don't you think you can create deep connection ? maybe you didn't experience it, like so few people experience a "dysney love", rare things cannot be believed, doesn't make someone deluded to believe that wilson is there for real

we can be low consciousness but aware of it, that is a big difference between others types of material, everyone here try to upgrade understanding of life. it's not entertainment, it is for the lower mind at best, there is valuable practical physical knowledge to get there, only if you had hands to grasb something and use the abstract in the physical

Indeed but you can find value from all materials even crooked ideas. Dépend of YOU

No turquoise indeed. But coral tho is close to red. And don't Guess what teal is about. I m not sure myself and truly don't give a fuck

I could write my mind theory about reality. Leo is a contextual talker for all I see. You cannot read him in words really. Could be true that he believe in a solid méta belief. But this cannot be understand without an experience in the bones for yourself We can only project that he has a metaphysical story behind him. His words can guide at great values. You all need to stop to believe word all that pragmaticaly. From my point of view. Words are mostly meaningless. And all posts needs a tons of context/story to upload a very real concept in your mind. Don't study his words if you want to know. It could aswell be litteraly true. Who knows

Keep enjoying yourself. I m very close.

' Music moment opening ' attract 'Music moment looking for.' Were you an opening song on a spiritual and physical level ?

I can sleep joyful now

they lack pre-conceptual awareness of some theory to grasp the value they could get from such a tool. ( I suppose ) You wouldn't show SD to a children

Talking doesn't work with all stages lower than green. ( and even green they need a breakdown ) Don't talk to blue or orange, fuck them with your best resonating reversed story of their own bs, go put their trash view in front of their eyes, be mercyless with blue or orange, especially if they need it. And if they fight with you, a free lesson for yourself. I don't have time to wake up slaves, but when I do it, it's with full love, and my love is not a gentle update, it's a crack bot forcing update. a dog who shit everywhere in the house that his is, it is right to teach him to smell his own shit for him to stop doing it. Aside dog doesn't have the choice to upgrade. Be gentle with dog, and go out with him please. Anyway, context is key, don't act violent with gentle, be ultra violent with violent tho violence is the same than love depending the context, but violence can get your head off, so it is how I do it, don't do it at home.

as for the question : empower people that share the vision that you would like to see. most people are talking about a self point of view, but there is no problem in following people that embody and help you makes your vision a reality. Do you need a mastery for yourself ?

learn more and don't loose your time going in a brick house for what you could have done 100 times faster

this isn't a good exemple, cause having sex with everyone and everything doesn't fulfill anything, it spread disease and I could find 10 ways to tell why a solid relationship is probably better than a billion of short one. but in the meantime, not choose your relation and having to be with a woman you didn't choose your whole life > that is indeed a real bs. pro & cons to everything tho, don't be all blinded by " now is better " and futur can only be. if all evolution turn to be a nuclear war and everyone dies off, it would mean, all our technology and thinking was a huge trap of bs. is internet good ? yes but in the meantime, everyone is starring a fucking screen and loose connection with the atmospheric field. will having sex with robots better than fucking whores ? who knows.

of course it does, you absolutely don't care or get triggered by anything non related to your situation, because it's all a creation of mind, all thoughts, all experiences is just a projection, an idea, you are a "taking idea machine." at first entering this door is painful, because what you need to be perfectly aimed toward a goal is focus on yourself Means you should be a samurai on his road, I have no time or compassion for matter that ain't mine. if donald trump decide to kill gay people, I m not gay, in absolute, I totaly don't care. ( but from an egoic self surviving point of view it could be not good for my "freedom" ) animals die, humans die, planet dies, whatever, maybe it never existed, and maybe time is an illusion, so what has never lived, never die. Now I know what you think, that's fucking egoic to not care for anything but yourself, TADA yes indeed but I have a lot of contemplation work to do before integrating this "mindset" that's for me the real self actualized work. I m not responsible for the situation of the world, and never I will be. If people die by billions, I m not triggered, I m an observer. I can act, but not to save the world, so I should take care of my business, getting power to maybe one day "being an absolute truth for wisdom and society" it's not by loosing time on jerking off on matter not in my sight, and so outside of myself that I'll empower anything anyway. I m responsible of only one sure thing, control of my mind. call that egoistic, it would be the same that you telling the guy living on an island that he is a jerk because he doesn't appreciate the political data of USA. No you don't understand, you choose to focus every second, and all thoughts, ALL OF THEM, are your responsability. What you take in, what you take off, how you decide to see things. no, when you live on the road, it's only you & the road, fuck the mass ego, if you protect something, it's only your ego/or society ego you live in, because you protect what your ego pretend to need in this world, difference between what you need, and what I need. the only difference maybe between me & others is how I m triggered by data. I did work for years to not be triggered by anything, I read things that put me in a litteral PTSD, I fighted all the worst idea you can ever imagine. I got more energy and no more care for the thought story from others/mine. for me the absolute is what I experience in the "physical", not through a scam story, or it is "my" story. I still use a lot of abstracts concepts, but I don't cling to them as a banner of truth, anyway, even with a banner of truth everyone would still see whatever he wants on the banner

I told him he was god, and so why the fuck he is sit on his ass, let's be real, begging is the worst thing you can do, sell drug or hit someone richer, go take what is yours by birthright throw down your morality and get up the guy check me 5 and thank me for my infinite wisdom

I think Hitler was right context of course

I started everything again, aside no porn. ( alcohol is very very rare and in few quantity, only in a certain setting ) but in the meantime, it's just "days on", where I'll took whatever I put my hands on, being fully in the moment ( concert for instance ) ( but still I'll be fucked up conscious ); & I m still very interested in drugs effect on body/consciousness for scientific purpose ( of course haha ). Raver in the soul. but in the meantime, I don't need a drug to enjoy something, BUT "why would I not need them neither ?", tools are greats. Addiction can be evil, but you can be addicted to improve yourself, is that terrible ? > why would I need to improve for though ? I don't need alcohol or drug to enjoy my time, but I choose to follow the flow, even if I fall into an addictive pattern with drugs, then it would be a work to be on. I think addiction is not something we find only in substance, just see how we are all fucking addicted to making connection with psychopatic weirdo on a forum, why are you there for more than 10 min a day. or we don't have the same definition of addiction, that is fair. I m addicted to do things. I just live my fucking instinct based upon what is the good life to me. Addiction is wrong from a certain perspective & context , dogmatism about avoiding addiction, easy path, I always say, don't avoid a fight, just take it, and win it. I took a full month on weed recently, years ago, I would tell story on how I needed weed, now I just don't give a fuck, a bit of chill when the body rework itself and that's done. I don't cling to a need for weed, but in the meantime, I appreciate smoking, that's probably the lesser thing that will kill me in this life.

woaw I find the perfect matchmaking then

I have unconditionnal love for everyone, to the point of brotherhood & giving full trust and authenticity to everyone without ever asking back love. but don't try to fuck me because of it

What if you don't appreciate 90% of society values. Should you bow because of the mass sheeps mongs ? My opinion is more valuable than a billion sheeps