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I ve always been insane and my first enlightenment was at 3 when a kid try to hide a rock in a candy paper. I had 'fear' and rage and started being aware of myself. Why ? I asked at 8 to people at each age did they start to know they are 'alive' most didn't get it. At 6 I asked myself if everyone see the same color than me in the pov or if that was just my teaching of life who push me to believe 'this color' is red. Now I tend to have a smile and makes everyone upgrade to my stage or give free mental death. Free self improvement in a tender way' adapted. I make them doubt of their logic. I have no time to wake up. I talk to enlightened people only ( the more possible ) musician are a lot. Music is my high work to desintegrate all basic ego from the World at higher scale.

anyway, are you bothered when someone without legs makes fun of you because you got legs ? me nop, so if I can, I tend to avoid those kinds of people.

Hail break your neck, bitch

I appreciate the idea of a tree for knowledge, not only stages. it means if you work on your physical, you cannot work totaly on your mental and vice versa. of course you can work on EVERYTHING

I m on the roof with the sniper. But Joseph is on the gatling

I started at 25 and didn't even try before 20 ( got numéric love on internet young but that's all ) Anyway I got the best relation now. All early relation are mostly shitty for people because they are viewing the World at tier 1 SD Someone should aim for a LP before Girls. You Can get sex and all but that will be empty relation mostly. At this âge every bs trigger you. You don't own your own behavior. Could be that I m wrong in some very rare case All girls I had told me : best sex. With a total lack of experience until this old age. I Beat all their ex without 'young experience' i read 2 Books and talk to 3 experts Why I m good ? Because a mind fearless. I still have work to do. But I don't feel any lack on this side no more. I even feel more advanced

I smoked 1-2g per day for 4 years with max 7 days break. ( Teeth still white & straight ) I m naturaly a self actualiser since someone try to makes me eat a rock instead of a candy at 4y. I was clouded and doing music for LP 10-14h a day. I would not recommand being over smoked for learning that's all. A bit help

you believe you do

can't be worst to follow someone who teach you to stop being a follower, but in the meantime, makes you aware that you'll always be a follower sort of. "Standing on the shoulders of giants"

that way to justify your own misery there is no joke, it's very serious work, it never ends, so you'll be better starting now

and you discovered there is no one to save ?

you don't need to be worry with girls, you're very young then. At your age I wasn't even aware that girl exist sort of. I m a game later with girls, but it happenn'd just about the right time work on yourself and girls come for touch you without doing anything yes just keep doing what you do, eventually it will happen without you thinking of "it", I mean, don't project sex into girls, project the envy to have a deep link and see if it connect

is that a social construct to talk about someone being asleep / behaviorism , or is there something "biologic" in it. @Serotoninluv

I was thinking the same. clearly I m taking the place of master sith lord, great master & commander of war.

GHB or a lot of alcohol. joking seriously what old are you jean reno to be physical you need to be a bit more spiritual, take a bit off the head, look for her eyes to tell you yes. if you don't know, don't be worry, everyone started lvl 1, but sometimes you can upgrade very quickly. failing is not a mark of "looser" it's a mark of learning. Don't be afraid to fail, be afraid to do nothing.

quite funny to read from you modafidog

Cannot tell. Between 30 & 50 & started 100. And what about Reading internet. If I stack what I read tho. Prob 1000 Books of 2000 Quality Reading is superior I read only the high consciousness books. Music and art give me more

It's relative to economy lol. 1000 dollards litteraly means 'nothing' It's the energic power to have a shell / food and safety u talk about

It's relative if you take awareness that all social norms are mostly a mimic delusion in the collective consciousness that dépend a lot of what your parents teached you with How can I know. Sometimes you could push 'being nice' and people take it as an insult to their values anyway for whatever reason.

Once I asked mushroom to show me what is good.. My hand jerked me off

Lol jonnie I would have bet on your come back. Do you didn't leave. You stay with yourself ? I swear they all fucking do it.

Yes indeed Legit tips : you should put fire at 120° for at list 1 hour. Wait 10 min after cooking to really extract this juice out of the babies

Work on yourself. Change the scope and aim for what you really need / not what you want then you'll attract a good possible relationship that will need some work aswell then. I never had sex before my 25. Now I got everything and more. I was too yellow minded mixed with red. This made me a bit too hateful against people with 'lower perspective' I lacked of acceptation for what 'is' for others and girls was Seen as a problem for LP until I change view What I did was following total enlightenment. But eventually just a bit could help

How could 'someone' know. Is it more evil than staying asleep' and following the brutal sect they are born in ?