Aeris

Good but what is the point of having 'your' enlightenment ? I know it sounds like an egoic sentence question. But maybe we want peace only to make war ( samuraï enlightenment ) Can you explain what you do when It's done ? I suppose you didn't reach this state if you would have done it. You wouldn't be here. Or Can you shift and choose two states of being ?

I don't want to post anymore I never know if It's enough high quality. Already know for myself what is 'no support'. I don't know about others people mind shift. but for me it never ended and for me the truth of my shift is that I don't believe anymore in 'true communication' I just put my energy/love out litteraly carved with side of my truth and an honest & pure résonant flow. It's how I understand things for myself. maybe it sounds autistic but I believe in my way so I believe not in better ways. 'Only in ways' For me hellspeed for instance teached much more than all the 'brick of bs' It's all clouds and relative understanding

But in the meantime hate nature. Where should be this kind of people living ? Should I accept society because of what she has been giving me ? What if another society would have done the same and way more. For me since a child society give me vidéo games then porn then drug etc.. "technology makes me happy so I should work for society" The kind of Logic my therapist give me once ( loool ) I mean maybe the entire current society is a disease there is nothing to fix. Sure I kill the time by using society. But I've never choosen + nature is fucked and owned now. Being anti society is very unhealthy. It's very egoic that because society provide a bit I should fully bow I believe my place is dead because I've never fit. My art is all about massive death and mindblowing violence against humanity for being the disease itself. I live very happy btw. When people cannot love me for being me. it feed me with more passion. Why ?

why even bother giving importance to things that are so ephemeric such as proper grammar. As long as we push energy through words I don't see the point of blablating on getting a big grammar game, I find that totaly useless, it completely fuck my flow states of when I m putting ideas out. imagine all those people taking just a second in their awareness to think of rules, it's totaly sick and fucking your brainstorming ideas. grammar is not only useless, it totaly rape creative thinking, it's a cage for the mind you are not even aware of. don't even tell me you don't need to think of it, cause you do, 0.1 sec of thinking of it, is already enough to fuck your aiming at building proper ideas. I always had the best notes for imagination ( in work about writting stories ) in my french class ( I m french ) and teacher HATED on me for my grammar tho. lesson learn, imagination is better than playing with ephemeric shit rules without point. yes I could revisite my work for correct things out, but internet for me is just like a river of water, it flows, and for me as long as words are completed and guess-able I don't bother reading, everything is just a flow of energy. even proper sentence are still bullshit subject to my own interpretation relative to my understanding of each words, so why bother ? in futur we will talk in smiley, all langage is purely just cloud that we modulate our feeling on, seriously I cannot take things non serious, seriously. For me it's not about being perfect, it's about being honest, sure I should work on having a better english tho, some people seams bothered by my behavior, so I was thinking of this topic ( surely intended ) so the question. why bother with grammar ?

truth there, but this standards you talk about, I don't trust them to be grounded for a long time ( 10 years at best ), it's all mist. grammar is of use, when you use it in a dogma of people who value it ( sure ) I believe communication is mainly a delusion tho, we need experience to understand the deeper meaning of each words ( and still ), we only learn by experience, reading word is the experience of reading words, not having the experience writted there. for instance, I see the big difference with Quebec(France) vs French, you cannot understand Quebec, it's totaly gibberish, don't use the same words in daily use. ( some we do not even use, they are like dead here ) + their tones + their flow of speaking, We almost cannot communicate. this is something I got aware of. they speak the same tongue ( we admit ), French cannot understand real quebec french, we are not on their standards of speaking. ( even with the same tongue )

Yes true indeed I m just full of shit. It's hard' to work on something you don't agree with on most aspects. It's hard internal work. Art for shadow work

What about manipulating the all projection of people on you to get fun. This is dangerous but that's where I feed myself the most in fun. I could litteraly lie 20 min and talking about nazi things without having a care for it. But to see reactions is very rewarding and fun. I enjoy manipulate Very not survival cause I don't do it for love or whatsoever I do it because my ego hate flat talking. many people want to kill me or punch me for me just playing with their views. Of course some love me a lot aswell for being 'this' authentic and honest mindfucket When all people become serious that's when it get hilarious for me. Being triggered by words or text. How weak it is. No humans should feel offended by simple words. I m the best teaching. And no one will never thank me for it. Ungrateful

maybe but that still hold even after death. Harmonic order or chaos and order maybe are the same. I m incarnating the fire aware of itself

Nature will + ego business. You're meant to be who you are because ultimate truth is everything and nothing. It's the case for everyone. You're not creator' you're spectator

A mechanism you caught your mind to believe in. You are talking to me ? Or to yourself ? Of course I understand the meta points you pointed on.

Or I m the expression of nature. And on the contrary I love myself and I just hate others for a simple reason : Not being to my level of understanding and not being able to be on it. Or maybe I m just writting non sense. But if I m writting non sense. Who is not writting non sense ?

Take a toll you're sweaty lol You escaped the Maze but you still have to ground. Not all speaking is 'useless' tho. Concepts can carve actuality. Just you work with cloudbrain

I find that weird to ask, like, please go down on me sort of I like when it's "spontaneous"

you're a deluded on your self concept of enlightment, what if this is not "this" thing you are thinking enlightement is. you put meaning and attribute to this word, but what does it means really ? does it really means this concept of being a self living his life and finding yourself ? what "this" is really about ? really about this idea you are covering ? you know it, cause you're enlightened, so this concept and feeling you put on enlightment is there. it's not because 10 sleepers on the forum tell you what is enlightement including even leo that you should create a meaning for yourself out of it. Enlightement is carved by yourself enlightment could be a process, not a state you can reach and be on.

in the current state of society, it is, people are too OVER asleep, even LSD doesn't work on some hardcore fuckerz. Who would have believe it. it's a very low price for the benefit. I don't see any problem with using drug, they put cokaïne on 1/5 children in america, no one gives a fuck about it, they die, they loose guts etc.. but still everyone is deluded to believe they have a specific shit in their kids, my kid/ or me isn't a good SLAVE, what should I do, bring me this hardcore nazi shit you got to sold. ( or course cokaïne is rebrand with names like adderall/ritalin etc.. > I did it myself, I know what I m talking about, ritalin is way better than regular cokaïne ) "you mean LSD ?" "- no I mean the coke shit to put their brain asleep and addictic, I mean FUCK them ! I didn't say wake them up, Bob, fucking listen Bob, this is about getting monney, not about helping" moral story : Don't put cokaïne/ and SHIT with /////PSYCHEDELICS psychedelics wake you up, they are a counter drug, they have just the fact of being playing with consciousness, only common points is it change consciousness.

so you're enlightened and still believe there is something call drug. I m laughing on my ass

until we create a real process that learn to self process things and upgrade, something that work like instinct, like statistical & feeling. humans are organic robots, yes just a word, you're deluded maybe to believe things are infinite, in minds, MAYBE, but I find that even specific ideas always turn around the same things, it's more probable that we live in a simulation of "infinity" means here is really finite, not infinite. I don't know why @Hellspeed you BELIEVE that AI is impossible, it's 100% sure that AI will destroy humans. Human are themself AI born from something else. we are just an AI creating AI at best, or you discern artificial from natural, but it's not 100% sure that we are "natural" technology is GOD tools, there is no separation between god creating humans, creating internet, that is true enlightment, we are alreading doing the "god schemes" or maybe not, if that was the case, maybe we should play our cards. there is no separation between a nuclear industry and nature, why ? because even the sun is nuclear as fuck and without nuclear no system, no energy, no light. so, it's a duality to believe that what kills human is wrong/unmoral. the world is working toward creating & destructing, we don't know why, and maybe that's just it btw, it is not because the calculus on the screen looks finite, that it doesn't work on another scale of "infinite". means it's not because the AI code is looking like 1-0-01010101010 that it doesn't mean that the whole code is playing on another "tongue" so to speak, our vision cannot see the entire calculus even if we do it, you see where I m riding here ? means even our tongue could self create something else we weren't able to see in his fabric/code. if everything is infinite, so AI code could be, even if he looks like a finite calculus of statistic talking to specific cases. the specific case of code could replicate itself on something we didn't see ( in the case of trying a process of self learning strategy )

what are you calling mindgame precisely ? an exemple ? if you need to play "mindgame" neurotic gf, like 95% of people tho I'm still looking toward science on nofap, aside I do not own the addiction, I kill it, but I radically die on evertything not something easy to share. but that would help greatly some friends to work on no fap specifically.

what an active mind those days

depends context I prefer when you're joking but SERIOUS PEOPLE they are the MOST FUNNIER ! why so serious ?

You can learn while having pure fun. being still even if the whole world around is burning

It's a lot about trial/experience, see the body load after eating, be aware of your own body response. Quantity, quality, context of your genetic ( did your ancestor evolved to eat milk, alguae, or meat ) by quality I mean something broader than high costly food. Balance is the key. sorry to tell you this, but it's a lot of trial and error on years of work, it's not like someone will deliver you a book with all the great answers on how you should consume food, they all push their dogma and their religious eating shit list. if your belly is sick of a type of food, then it was maybe not good food, if you eat a certain food and those days relate with "feeling wrong in mind/belly" then it wasn't a food for you. Probably fast food is not the best way to eat tho, no matter how, but still, why not eating an industrial pizza or whatever, don't alienate your life neither.

I do the same. Add it that I try to talk or reword what I m reading. Even share what has been said with rough memory Add to this the need for a momentum - a true desire/passion for the material at hands. ( It help having this deep focus ) I don't read a lot though. Only legit and needed stuff. I m more into audio And I mostly use my mind to use my time on working to not 'waste my time'. Optimal reading

I don't believe in sleep schedules anymore, the human mind is organic, you don't need neither to sleep at night, BUT you need to sleep in a very dark place. Although I believe you should never use a clock if you can. My sleep-hack : brainstorming~ - avoid all light in the room when asleep, stop having big light in the eyes before sleep ( like 1-2 hours ) I mainly draw and listen podcast. ( not talking about avoiding screen, use flux and this kind of apps aswell, just very low light if you still read on your phone ) - having a natural temper, no artificial heat is better, it depends of what works for you, it's good to watch the ° tho and see what fits. - for nap it's about having less than 20 min of YOUR full cycle ( that is between mostly 90 et 130 minutes ) - The perfect tight would be, sleep when you're tired. - coffee is still fluing in blood after 12 hours, so your only and first cup should be in the morning, and avoid stimulant is better on a long term. Do not make coffee or stimulant an habit, more a poker card. ( and work better this way ) - Do not smoke weed before sleep aswell / it fuck REM sleep if you're high - Better avoid all drugs if your life and discipline/goals allow it. - Do not eat before sleep aswell ( 4 hours before ) and something not heavy on the body load. - You can use triptophan or herbal sometimes to help fall asleep ( do not abuse it, but if it can mind help ) - Use asmr or lower noise to help focus the mind on something else than thought ( if ruminating thoughts are still a problem ) - Do not use any types of medication to sleep ( EVEN melatonin, & highest dose efficient is 0.3 MG, you read WELL ). WORK harder the day. ( or take 1/4 of what is advised use the LOWEST dose, a total poker card. ) - Food to take before sleep ( natural triptophan ) black chocolate + walnut > activity that helps before sleep like : meditating - reading - journaling - podcast - drawing Do not use your bed when you don't sleep in it. ( habit of mind, your subconscious will believe bed = getting dynamic / not getting sleep ) Aeris x-x just what I find working for me.

find someone who you find is fucking good at speaking, find many guys good at speaking. simple as listening leo carefully, he speaks well. follow them, watch them, repeat their ways, adjusted to your tones and what you think is suited for your own voice. and if you want deep accuracy, you can watch in multiple langage "great speech" to take inside the energy of a "good speech". I would listen aswell on dialogue in series/movies, cause actors are worked on to speak clearly. You can try to read books and record yourself, Then listen to yourself without judging and just finding the harmonic content that doesn't fits in term of speed/ emphasis on words / syllabes. giving dynamic to speech. On a subconscious lvl, > knowing your subject, & "don't really care for being judged" being self confident and moving. this really help for a surface speech to be intrinsicly well directed. I have always been a good speaker, but sometimes I m just too lazy to explain my mind to others, cause I m too much adhd for instinctive speech that I didn't prepare or see clearly in my mind, it can looks confusing and I can reword my self a lot. Resume : Find great speakers from all kind of background. ( EU, ASIAN, US ) / Listen audiobooks or content likes movies with well speeched actors. - Tones ( low/high ) - Volume ( who are you speaking to, are their ears receiving ? ) - Rythm/dynamics - Harmonic content, emphasis on syllabes - Usage of words, don't over use words that no one can relate to ( depending the context ) ( repeat or not repeat a sentence ) ( known words, specific words, value of a word, impact of a word, order of using words ) - Use silence to makes people allow space to reflect the words that have been said. Bonus : undertanding music is a good way to improve aswell. Maybe there is more, that's just some lead