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so maybe he will find truth in the ultimate end. It's still not impossible that he will be doing psychedelics you all biased with your feelings !!

I m born there, and that's a good city and a good country so far.

you talking from true experience ?

gossiping, yes indeed, but what is gossiping to one, is a matter of real importance for others.

Gargantia on the Verdurous Planet is a very good anime I m watching currently ( It's on netflix ) It talks a lot of subjects Leo is fascinated aswell about. ( langage, emotion, type of society, type of surviving, biology, space/time space travel ) I m still looking for good anime

Nothing better to do than telling it on actualnothingness' godboy ? Paradoxing myself there. I m in the waiting room

what if I fap because there is no where to run or hide from yourself ?

when I was coming like an happy turtle she was finding it fine. but when I was the pornstar rabbit, that's when she loved me the most.

I mean. Is there a truth into this finger pointed ? What do you guys aiming for a science truth have to tell about it ?

Thanks ! @Odysseus @MsNobody I watched most of them thanks

Me too Man. I m legit adhd and I try to be without any drugs but that's fucking hard. I think this is why I m sometimes very Moody. My brain need his shot of dopamine and so being disruptive and getting attention sometimes replace drugs. But this makes my relation with people sick. Did you try something else than amp ? Are you still out of adderall ? Does it changed you ? In which way ? I guess you're like me ; the inatentive / chaotic type I just wanted to collect data and view of people here ( that I estimate better thinked about here ) What kind of work are you into ? / Passion I just try to reflect' résonate and think. Feel free to not answer my questions if you not feel for. @kieranperez

do you believe it on a personnal scale ? @Michael569

why being moderate about sex, what are the benefit ? what if your life purpose is to have a lot of sex ?

is there such a thing as independancy ? where does it start, where does it end ?

Good but what is the point of having 'your' enlightenment ? I know it sounds like an egoic sentence question. But maybe we want peace only to make war ( samuraï enlightenment ) Can you explain what you do when It's done ? I suppose you didn't reach this state if you would have done it. You wouldn't be here. Or Can you shift and choose two states of being ?

I don't want to post anymore I never know if It's enough high quality. Already know for myself what is 'no support'. I don't know about others people mind shift. but for me it never ended and for me the truth of my shift is that I don't believe anymore in 'true communication' I just put my energy/love out litteraly carved with side of my truth and an honest & pure résonant flow. It's how I understand things for myself. maybe it sounds autistic but I believe in my way so I believe not in better ways. 'Only in ways' For me hellspeed for instance teached much more than all the 'brick of bs' It's all clouds and relative understanding

But in the meantime hate nature. Where should be this kind of people living ? Should I accept society because of what she has been giving me ? What if another society would have done the same and way more. For me since a child society give me vidéo games then porn then drug etc.. "technology makes me happy so I should work for society" The kind of Logic my therapist give me once ( loool ) I mean maybe the entire current society is a disease there is nothing to fix. Sure I kill the time by using society. But I've never choosen + nature is fucked and owned now. Being anti society is very unhealthy. It's very egoic that because society provide a bit I should fully bow I believe my place is dead because I've never fit. My art is all about massive death and mindblowing violence against humanity for being the disease itself. I live very happy btw. When people cannot love me for being me. it feed me with more passion. Why ?

why even bother giving importance to things that are so ephemeric such as proper grammar. As long as we push energy through words I don't see the point of blablating on getting a big grammar game, I find that totaly useless, it completely fuck my flow states of when I m putting ideas out. imagine all those people taking just a second in their awareness to think of rules, it's totaly sick and fucking your brainstorming ideas. grammar is not only useless, it totaly rape creative thinking, it's a cage for the mind you are not even aware of. don't even tell me you don't need to think of it, cause you do, 0.1 sec of thinking of it, is already enough to fuck your aiming at building proper ideas. I always had the best notes for imagination ( in work about writting stories ) in my french class ( I m french ) and teacher HATED on me for my grammar tho. lesson learn, imagination is better than playing with ephemeric shit rules without point. yes I could revisite my work for correct things out, but internet for me is just like a river of water, it flows, and for me as long as words are completed and guess-able I don't bother reading, everything is just a flow of energy. even proper sentence are still bullshit subject to my own interpretation relative to my understanding of each words, so why bother ? in futur we will talk in smiley, all langage is purely just cloud that we modulate our feeling on, seriously I cannot take things non serious, seriously. For me it's not about being perfect, it's about being honest, sure I should work on having a better english tho, some people seams bothered by my behavior, so I was thinking of this topic ( surely intended ) so the question. why bother with grammar ?

truth there, but this standards you talk about, I don't trust them to be grounded for a long time ( 10 years at best ), it's all mist. grammar is of use, when you use it in a dogma of people who value it ( sure ) I believe communication is mainly a delusion tho, we need experience to understand the deeper meaning of each words ( and still ), we only learn by experience, reading word is the experience of reading words, not having the experience writted there. for instance, I see the big difference with Quebec(France) vs French, you cannot understand Quebec, it's totaly gibberish, don't use the same words in daily use. ( some we do not even use, they are like dead here ) + their tones + their flow of speaking, We almost cannot communicate. this is something I got aware of. they speak the same tongue ( we admit ), French cannot understand real quebec french, we are not on their standards of speaking. ( even with the same tongue )

Yes true indeed I m just full of shit. It's hard' to work on something you don't agree with on most aspects. It's hard internal work. Art for shadow work

What about manipulating the all projection of people on you to get fun. This is dangerous but that's where I feed myself the most in fun. I could litteraly lie 20 min and talking about nazi things without having a care for it. But to see reactions is very rewarding and fun. I enjoy manipulate Very not survival cause I don't do it for love or whatsoever I do it because my ego hate flat talking. many people want to kill me or punch me for me just playing with their views. Of course some love me a lot aswell for being 'this' authentic and honest mindfucket When all people become serious that's when it get hilarious for me. Being triggered by words or text. How weak it is. No humans should feel offended by simple words. I m the best teaching. And no one will never thank me for it. Ungrateful

maybe but that still hold even after death. Harmonic order or chaos and order maybe are the same. I m incarnating the fire aware of itself

Nature will + ego business. You're meant to be who you are because ultimate truth is everything and nothing. It's the case for everyone. You're not creator' you're spectator

A mechanism you caught your mind to believe in. You are talking to me ? Or to yourself ? Of course I understand the meta points you pointed on.

Or I m the expression of nature. And on the contrary I love myself and I just hate others for a simple reason : Not being to my level of understanding and not being able to be on it. Or maybe I m just writting non sense. But if I m writting non sense. Who is not writting non sense ?