VeganAwake

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  1. Posted

    @Cathy92506 It can't be described because it's the end of the self construct with all its descriptions. 

    It's a loss of something that wasn't real for nobody 🤯 so it's not a real loss. Nothing actually happens! 

    It's the end of seeking for something better because there's no one left needing things to be a certain way.

    An empty clarity that simultaneously feels full because it's empty. (kind of like a satisfied minimalist) only nobody reaping the benefits of being satisfied.  

    Empty and full is an attempt to describe it, only it's not an it!

     

  4. Posted

    The belief of being infinite or immortal is just a thought process, stemming from the spirituality conditioned human.

    That which believes itself to be infinite/immortal is an illusion. It's already not real. It's already death.

    The body dies and nothing goes on living because the body is empty. 

    Nothing is happening inside of you, nothing is happening outside of you.......THERE JUST NEVER WAS A YOU PERIOD!!!!! 

    The appearance of apparent reality or THIS is unknowable. Not because it cant be endlessly put in a box & described and studied by different humans.

    But because it's infinite. The human mind simply cannot figure out something with no limits, no known beginning or ending. Nobody was there to witness it's beginning (if there even was one) and nobody will be there to witness its ending (if there is one)

    Infinity isn't an identification.

    The very concept of identification is man-made.

    No one is infinite or immortal because no one is real!

    Body will die.......that which wants to identify as infinity is already death.

    Illusions aren't immortal because they were never real from the start!

    It's a tricky illusion because it really feels like there is an over arching witness to it all.........I get it!!!

    There isn't!  

  7. Posted

    9 hours ago, Someone here said:

    I don't remember anything prior to when I was 6 years old.  Let alone prior to my birth . Have you experienced directly the birth of yourself ? The moment you came into existence?  The moment you jumped out of eternal oblivion into a world ? All I remember past a certain point in childhood is like a Television's buffering. 

    It isn’t that there must be a little observer sitting inside your head watching everythin...it’s that “obviousness” itself implies some form of awareness .

    I'm not saying what is the origin of life .I'm saying the origin of consciousness.you are a conscious being .what is the origin of consciousness ?

    It doesn't matter ?yes it doesn't matter but that's a separate issue . Either answer the question or say I don't know .

    No problem.  Or ? Life is just :wake up..go to work .. sweat ..eat ..drink.. piss ..shit ..fuck.. reproduce ..die..and then nothing ever happened ?!  

    I think you may have misunderstood some of what was said/meant.

    This body's first memories were also around 5 or 6 yrs old. Nothing prior!

    Born from a female human being, just like every other body.

    Here, the apparent experience of consciousness is just the body's conditioned imagination coupled with the senses; sight, sound, smell, taste, feel. Not all of reality or universal consciousness or something like that.

    So when the body dies, it will simultaneously be the end of the experience of consciousness and or a conscious observer.

  8. Posted

    5 hours ago, Someone here said:

    1-What knows that there was no formed existence prior to birth ? When you wake up from sleep..how do you say " I slept well "? What knows that there was no formed existence going on during deep sleep ? 

    2-the body is a piece of flesh and bones ..how can dead matter produce consciousness?  Are you aware that scientists till this day have no idea what the fuck consciousness is ? 

     

    In that sense there WAS apparent formed existence prior to your birth from your parents that birthed you and their parents to them...etc...etc....and all other biological creatures and such. 

    But there's nobody in the body that knows that. It's just obvious from watching how existence survives and reproduces currently.

    If the body awakens and feels refreshed, it's just obvious that it most likely slept well. 

    Contrary to popular belief, there doesn't need to be a "what/who/witness/knower", for something to just be obvious.

    When the "sense of self/the knower" is recognized to have never been real, there are still memories of how silly and conditioned "its" illusory belief systems actually were.

    There is no more confusion about incarnation or reincarnation, heaven or hell, god or satan, good or evil,  because it's now obvious that these were just ridiculous stories created and passed down from generation to generation in an attempt to create meaning and purpose and a sense knowing and groundedness..............btw, humans are the only creatures that desperately need there to be meaning and purpose..........all other creatures just go about their days existing.

    Nobody knows the origin of life and even if we did, it still wouldn't matter.

    That body, this body, every body will eventually be dust in the wind. 

    There is no hope which is simultaneously the freedom longed for but which is only recognized upon Samadhi or the collapse of the self illusion!

  10. Posted

    11 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    1-What knows that there was no formed existence prior to birth ? When you wake up from sleep..how do you say " I slept well "? What knows that there was no formed existence going on during deep sleep ? 

    2-the body is a piece of flesh and bones ..how can dead matter produce consciousness?  Are you aware that scientists till this day have no idea what the fuck consciousness is ? 

     

    The sense of self tries to grasp and know and take ownership of all understanding. 

    But its not a real entity.

    It's unknowing.

    Nobody gets it.

  15. Posted

    So the self illusion runs the body around endlessly jumping from spiritual practice to spiritual practice, religion to religion, belief to belief.

    It constantly seeks for a way to avoid death. It's biggest issue is death. It desperately chases religion, materialism and spiritual materialism in an effort to distract itself and avoid confronting that it's going to die.

    It simply cannot stop seeking and except it's own unreality and except that body death is right around the corner, and there's no stopping it!

    No matter how good any belief system sounds, the body is still going to die, that sense of self is going to disappear permanently.

  17. Posted

    But there's no real need and no real way the body could prepare for death.

    Body death is the end of body life.........how could it be prepared for?

    The only preparation would be a form of mental preparation created by the self illusion. 

    There are simply no preparations for death during life, nor does there need to be. When the body dies, so will the self illusion that believed in the importance of preparation 🤣

  18. Posted

    Nothing goes on existing eternally because nothing is existing temporarily.

    This is what enlightenment illuminates.

    It's also what "to die before you die" and "nobody becomes enlightened" is referring to.

    Enlightenment is the end of that conditioned "me character" trying to attain it. It's the end of something that was never real, it was an illusion.

    It's the end of knowing because it's the end of the knower.

  19. Posted

    On 3/11/2026 at 7:29 AM, Breakingthewall said:

    Anyone can easily understand the logic of spirituality. Reality exists. You exist. Therefore, you are reality in a concrete form.

    Form begins and ends, but reality does not. Therefore, if you perceive yourself as that which exists in a form, and not as a separate form, then death is the end of form, not the end of what you truly are.

    The problem is that it's not enough to simply understand this; you really have to open your perspective to what reality is, and this is difficult because form is so all-consuming.

    Do you think you could just be identifying as "eternal reality" to escape the agonizing fear of death?

    Just like how a christian believes their soul will live forever in the kingdom of heaven after body death.

  22. Posted

    At its core, everyone is afraid of death and desperately looking for a solution.

    Both are subtle attempts to avoid death..........that's why it sells so well 

    Some would say it's an attempt to discover the truth......but they believe the truth will set them free, which kinda sounds like avoiding death.

    Fear of the unknown is a very very powerful emotion.

    Lots of money to be made in diminishing people's fear.

  25. Posted

    Conditioned society and its constructs or parameters is like the external matrix.

    Internal matrix is more like the deep seeded belief systems taught to someone at a young age.

    An example would be like someone that believes it's wrong in the eyes of the lord to engage in premarital sex and may feel guilty and or conflicted about that if they had.

    Or

    Someone that believes it's their god given duty to solve world hunger and works tirelessly to send enough donation money each month and would feel extreme guilt upon failure to meet their self created goal. 

    In a broad sense the term matrix is just simply referring to the experience of the conditioned self illusion living within conditioned society!