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@Osaid Yes God is deceiving itself. Not everything is fooling itself though, otherwise Awakening wouldn't exist. ''Impossible'' points to something which exists though. It's ''impossible'' for me to fly like a bird does. I use direct experience as my basis. Ego exists as a collections of thoughts/feelings and a sense of individuality. This sense of individuality clearly exists.

@Thought Art Thank you.

@Godhead No. But this time, this realization felt a lot more serious and total than all previous realizations. Also it shook me because.. i got a taste of Solipsism. It felt like there is no separate entity called Eckhart Tolle... It felt like i was just imagining a separate entity called Eckhart Tolle to keep me asleep and entertained.... Then i understood why the illusion of Reality is so comforting and why many people wouldn't appreciate their illusion getting demolished...

@Osaid Who created the ego? God. Ego is a creation of God/Divinity. This is why i say that God is fooling itself.

@Schizophonia Yes, this seems very true from my experience.. If you take too much LSD, you end up becoming like a drunk person.... The 2 tabs were so much, that at some point, i was finding it impossible to tie my shoes...

Don't take the title too literally. I don't actually hate them but more so despise them. Let me explain. The reason i don't like beautiful women is because a large quantity of those women are kinda narcissistic and full of themselves. They have countless of options for possible mates.. They have insane power and value. A beautiful 18 year old woman with nice tits and butt has value wherever you throw her in the planet. Almost all males will wanna mate with her. I see many of these beautiful women acting arrogant and narcissistic. Sometimes i feel good when i think that in few decades they will age and lose most of their value. I am not redpill or anything. I recognize some of these egotistical narcissistic traits that they have in me too. My intention is to love them more. I don't wanna be a hateful person. Any insights about this are highly appreciated.

The last couple of years, i have been going through Hell. Many people on this forum still don't realize how many degrees of misery,suffering and pain exist. It's terrifying. Things now are better for me. But i feel somewhat, like i've been to a war , seen some brutal mind-boggling stuff and now i am a different person. I am not traumatized, per say. But i just see through the BS of people and i am way less tolerant of it. Everyday when i watch the news , i see people going through Hell worse than mine. It all seems senseless sometimes. I just don't get it. Sometimes i go through the thought experiment.. of a person living through the worst hell possible.. Let's say a prisoner in the middle ages who dies the worst possible death in a sh*tty cell. Why?? What's the point of going through such a sh*tty existence? It makes sense to experience suffering in order to appreciate the happiness and joy.. but in some cases it just seems that this logic doesn't even hold true. I am not sure though. Also, all these idiots who commit all this stupid devilry have n o c h o i c e since there is no free will. And this is something that i have realized deeply. You have no choice whether you become a saint or a Ted Bundy. All this suffering just doesn't make sense to me sometimes. I understand that some degree of suffering is necessary but.. i think it becomes t o o m u c h in many cases.

@Squeekytoy When you say that its pointless, can you please explain why is this the case? How life would be , if it wasn't pointless?

@Soul Flight There are some life situations where all this theory flies out of the window. I don't care how awake you think you are. If i put you in a hellish enough situation with no escape , you will probably end your life. And that's just the reality.

Still i have not received a satisfactory answer, nor do i think i will.

@Parallax Mind My point is not that suffering should not exist. My point is that there are some life situations where the suffering is so great and seems to serve no purpose whatsoever. What if you were a prisoner of war, living through the worst possible hell for years? What if you were captured, and tortured in the wost possible way by some Mexican drug cartel? What if you were in severe chronic pain for years? Pain that doesn't go away. How would you feel then about life and existence?

@Princess Arabia I suffer from underthinking ^_- Thank you for the encouraging words

@Leo Gura Have you found any methods that have significantly altered your Intelligence? Strong sit determination.. is very effective for me.. but it's extremely challenging because of the heavy emotional reactions afterwards.. And the binging on chocolate... This is why i don't do it anymore...

@Inliytened1 Why does your intelligence increases when you take a psychedelic?

I already know that God is running the show. Still my question makes perfect sense and is very practical. Right now, God is asking how to become more intelligent. And your reply is that there is not a doer.

@Razard86 I have watched this video in the past.. I don't believe it answers my questions.

Hello everyone. I've recently found a very good source of LSD and had some profound awakenings that i did not even think were possible. I am really excited about this tool and i want to use it carefully. I've tripped three times thus far. All of my trips except one were not problematic at all , which means that i did not feel physically bad in any way. But my last trip kinda put a strain on my body. Let me explain.. First of all.. i was not well rested at all. And when i tripped, there was a moment where i felt really really terrible in my body.. Thankfully this sensation did not last much beside a few minutes. It was like there were two opposite forces.. one was trying to put me to sleep and the other one was trying to keep me awake. I believe is because if i wasn't tripping at that time ,i would be falling asleep. I did not expect this to be a problem though... Because with coffee for example, you can be sleep deprived, and not have a problem if you drink it.. I don't understand why its different with psychedelics.. Also i noticed that this time i went too deep in the trip, and the Love became so much that i began noticing a mild strain in my heart. This made me stop going any further. I believe that if you take LSD while well-rested then there are no problems.

@Schizophonia I don't experience this. All of my LSD trips thus far (besides one) have been very positive & i was feeling great. What do you mean when you say "feeling like I've snorted a rail of steel powder"? Also i've masturbated a ton on LSD and never i did have an issue...

@Razard86 I have watched this video multiple times. Noone has talked about this issue. It's something i've discovered for myself. And still i have not a fullfilling explanation.

Super interesting & new video.

@Francis777 Thank you for the great advice brother. Much appreciated. You said that psychedelics work on the serotonin receptors and they make you 10x more awake than coffee.. This seems super counter-intuitive.. Can you explain why this is the case?

What happens if you take LSD like two days in a row. Will the 2nd day be less intense like it happens with magic mushrooms?

Just a few hours ago, I underwent an extraordinary and life-altering experience that was entirely unlike anything I've encountered before. Emerging from the trip, I'll do my best to convey the profound revelations I had. The substance I ingested was sold as LSD, and I believe it was indeed authentic. This trip stood out for its remarkable purity and lack of distracting elements. It was all about experiencing pure consciousness, with no frills, nothing more and nothing less. There was a moment that struck me with intense clarity: I realized that, in that very instant, I embodied the essence of divinity, as a literal God. I comprehended the purpose behind creating that precise moment. During this revelation, my friend continuously asked me, "Mike, are you alright?" and kept repeating the question. The sheer weight of this realization was so overwhelming and mind-bending that I found it almost inconsequential to respond to my friend. It was as though my shock had rendered me incapable of reacting adequately to his concern. In that heightened state of awareness, I came to understand that I was not just myself but also my friend, and, astonishingly, I was the entire universe I was perceiving and experiencing. I recognized that, as a god, I was essentially playing a cosmic game with myself. This profound awakening also brought an awareness of the potential loneliness, desolation, and fear that can accompany such an experience. It became clear that, without a sufficiently stable and pure state of mind, one could exhibit strange behavior, and, in extreme cases, even self-destructive tendencies. There were moments during this journey when I found myself questioning the authenticity of my experience. There were moments during the trip that i got terrified that i lost my mind. It's worth acknowledging the immense respect I have for individuals like Leo who delve into this kind of inner work. It's far from an easy endeavor. I became acutely aware of the gravity of this realization of divinity and the incredible potential inherent in altered states of consciousness. At this point, I am genuinely mind-blown and struggling to put my experiences into words. One of the most significant takeaways from this trip is the importance of altering your state to connect with the divine and embracing your present moment as fully as possible because your present moment is, quite literally, your own creation. Lastly, this experience, this realization was so shocking that it felt like my life ended at some point. What was happening to me was literally impossible but yet at the same it was happening. I am left speechless......

@Yimpa I don't understand what you mean. Can you please provide additional information? I strongly believe that God cares for all its being and my Awakenings have showed me the profound Intelligence and Hormony behind everything. This does not mean though that everything will always go my way. But why God/Infinite Intelligence wouldn't care for all of its being to live a happy life? Can you explain?

@Francis777 Great advice. Thank you! What do you mean when you say that LSD can be draining? You mean psychologically? I have used substances such as coffee, modafinil & weed while sleep-deprived and never once did i have an issue.... But with psychedelics.. it's different. Two times i have tripped while sleep-deprived and i felt terrible for a few moments. I don't understand why it's different with psychedelics and i have never heard anyone else talking about this before. This experience has kinda scared me & i won't repeat the same mistake again. All the other times i've taken psychedelics (while well-rested), i never experienced anything bad physically.. Only thing i've noticed, is that i sleep a lot after a deep trip with LSD. Maybe it's because the trip exhausts your energy.