Ampresus

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  1. Hello everyone. I will start by saying that I always admired spirituality, just a month ago I started meditating and I wondered: Should I try psychedelics? I am a teen, so I need some insights first of course. All I know is that 5-MeO-DMT is good. I asked the typical drug dealer if he has LSD or paddo's, but negative. There might be some LSD in the business, but paddo's are 100% negative. My friend suggested that I should start smoking weed first if I want to get into heavy drugs, but I don't want cancer so that's a no (I don't know if weed causes cancer but I know that it is unhealthy). Would you guys advice me trying 5-MeO-DMT if I am really interested? And does anyone know other good alternatives, or in general good drugs for spirituality? As I said, I am very young. I don't know much about non-duality or things like that. In fact, I still don't understand the definiton of non-duality. Same with enlightenment, spirituality as a whole etc. I know that if I want to go deeper I should read books about it, but right now I am reading the typical basic self-help books for beginners/teens. Books like ''Mastery'' and ''The Six-Pillars of Self-Esteem'' where I don't understand most of the words because they are made for adults.
  2. Hello there everyone. Lets start off by saying that I am very young. Just got out of stage Blue I think and am ready. There is a girl in a higher grade than me. I think I know her from way back, when I was around 8 years old and did judo. I remember that she was hearing impaired on one ear. I know I can start a conversation about all of this if I confront her correctly. But that is the thing, how am I supposed to approach someone who is from a higher grade than me? My school schedule is different than hers, so we can't talk during the breaks. I gave up on girls in my own grade because all of the sudden all my crushes date someone. I lost interest in them because it got boring to watch from the side. They somehow also got less attractive, but I guess that is my eyes opening. Since I started my journey here, I already bought some self-help books. If you guys know any good dating books for young teens, don't be afraid to leave recommendations
  3. @How to be wise You might want to look up those posts if you want an answer for your question.
  4. Hello there everyone. I am still new to this forum and the YouTube channel, so I finished sharmanic breathing yesterday. Nice experience I have to admit, but I do have a few questions: Leo said that the chances of deep emotions coming up was high if you did sharmanic breathing. All I got was laughter. I felt weird, but I guess great during and after the breathing. I still have a little of the feeling in my chest. I wondered if it's oke to do it more frequently if you are just starting. I will watch the ''The Dark Side Of Meditation'' video, but I don't think it will matter. From Leo's small resume, both meditation and this can bring up hidden emotions/traumas. It turns out I probably don't have any. Or else I might have felt it during the breathing. Oh and what schedule would you advice for me? I am just curious about all the types of schedules people will recommend.
  5. @SFRL My man I am not getting any pussy. Remember that I am a teen. On monday, wednesday and friday I have to go to fitness after school. On the other days I have to study for the upcoming tests. I might try Thursday.
  6. @deci belle Ahahaha I am sorry!! Thanks for the recommendations, I will definitely follow up on your advice. It sounds good.
  7. @aurum That actually makes a lot of sense. Thanks. @universe You want me to wait 45 mins everyday after my day at school has ended? I don't understand your advice. Or do you mean wait until she randomly occurs later in my life? I don't understand ''in the long grass''.
  8. @How to be wise I read posts about recommendations to buy the booklist if you were a teen. Most people disagreed and said it would just be to much for a teen. Guess what? I am a teen. I will just stick around with my own booklist, it already exists of 32 books so I am good for now.
  9. @CreamCat I think you can understand that I can't just have sex right now. I will go with trying to minimize it to once per week.
  10. @SFRL I don't think you understand the problem. I know what I can say to her. The problem is that I am insecure about the way of approach. She is in a higher grade than me. What does that mean you ask? She has a very different schedule than mine. Her breaks are different. We don't even walk through the halls of school for most of the time, because even her classes start and end different from mine. How am I supposed to approach someone who I barely can talk to during schooltime? My friend from even another grade higher, suggested that I should try finding any social media accounts and contact her from there. I am still struggling with finding any. Alternative solutions are needed and certainly welcome.
  11. @SFRL I am gonna need to stop you right there and tell you that I haven't even been able to talk to her in the first place. My guy, I understand your enthousiasm. But we are kids. I may be able to do what you are suggesting, if I am really close to a relationship with her. About that deaf situation. I didn't want to make her a victim, I wanted to apply to her in our first conversation that I knew who she was. By remembering that one ear is deaf.
  12. @Arman Wauw thanks for the story, I in fact thought that I had a golden ticket by being early. After reading the posts on this topic I don't think it in that way anymore. ''You can make 100x more progress by simply making a commitment to forgive yourself and other for errors'' but that is exactly what I am doing! That's why I wondered about psychedelics. So many things which people need to do, I already have done. I learnt from Islam, religion I am raised up with (and technically still being raised up with, besides that I am trying to leave it), that forgiveness = key. Yes I am familiar with Photoshop, but not animating or web design. Rather than that I am good with Premiere Pro. Video editing in general is something which I am good at. Every school project where we have to make a video, I offer up free time to edit in exchange of my team deciding what the context of the video will be/acting in it. Again this is what I mean. I have integrity, if we are looking it from your definition. Same with so many other things I have read in only my first 2 self-help books. One was specifically for teens, where I had almost 3 quarters already mastered. Second one is the populair ''Th Six Pillars of Self-Esteem''. I haven't read the whole book yet (still reading it), but so many things I can already relate to.
  13. @aurum So you have any advice on how to approach that girl who is one grade higher than me?
  14. @aurum Have done that with one guy who is new in my class. He is basically friended with the cutest girl of my grade. I don't want to start a serious relationship. But Leo said in his ''Advice For High School & College Students - The Keys To Mastering Life'' that a student should at least have 5 girlfriends during his study time. He/she has to know what kind of girls/boys are out there. Since I got out of stage Blue I decided that I wanted to try that.
  15. @Viking How'd you know my parents were dogmatic? Nice guess I have to admit. It sure is right.
  16. @SFRL I used to game a lot. Now I am mostly on this forum, read self-help books and watch Leo's vids. I go to fitness 3 times a week. I listen to DnB, HipHop if it's catchy and typical music which gives you goosebumps (I don't know in which genre to put them).
  17. @Viking I am glad you at least understand my perspective. It won't be hard for me to believe that psychedelics will traumatize me. It makes sense. In the end, I am still growing. @AlwaysBeNice I take my words back. I don't have a clue what is going on right now. Oh what was is with Stage Yellow? Research everything right? I may need to read some books to decide my opinion about this. @Arman First person who got my age right, so I will pretend you weren't harsh on me. Thanks for the advice on the audiobook. Of course you may understand ''context'', it is harder for someone who's first language isn't English. Some words I understand after reading 5 times the same sentence, others look just stupid. I still don't understand ''integrity'' for example. @martins name 14 my guy.
  18. @Hellspeed You mind explaining Haritaki and Melatonin? I am still new to all of this. @Leo Gura I don't think I am mature at all. I was just curious people would recommend it. Don't know what shamanic breathing, self-inquiry and non-duality are. I may need to watch your video's for those. Thanks btw, for the content. @Good-boy I am not trying to do any drugs. I just want to keep my body healthy and wondered if people would advice things lik 5MEO for kids. No weed for me. A guy in my class smokes and the smell alone makes me wanna puke. No thanks, ''body is priority'' is what Leo said in his body-awareness video... I think. @VictorB02 Probably true, still won't go for weed. I don't want to end up like the guys who smoke in every break. @MM1988 Sounds good. Thanks for the advice. @Azrael You mind if I pass? As far as I have been told, weed can screw up the teen's brain.
  19. Wait till your twenties. Got it. Thanks for the advice @DrMobius
  20. @AlwaysBeNice Wauw thanks for the advice. Do you mean with dream awareness, things like lucid dreaming? I already have experience with that, just not in a very deep way. I heard there are people who have practiced lucid dreaming so much, that if they want, they can just go with the flow during the day and lucid dream in noon.
  21. @cxsxlx Ironic how a newbie calls me a troll. No I am not kidding.
  22. @Serotoninluv that is exactly what I thought. When I first started thinking about if masturbating was oke, I thought about how everyone has done it. Humans in the past have obviously done it right. At some point their dick got erected and they discovered a thing called orgasm right? It's these thought that made me accept masturbation.
  23. Hello everyone. Today I wanted to ask somethings not about me, but my brother. He has classic autism and mental retardation which makes him unable to talk with us. He is always happy for no reason, which makes me happy. He of course behaves differently than people without is autism and mental retardation. Since I got in touch with self-actualization, reading self-help books and so on. I wondered somethings and maybe someone can give me answers. As I said my brother has autism and mental retardation. Is there any chance he can reach enlightenment? When I look at him, I don't even think he cares sometimes. I mean I can hate him or love him, it won't matter to him. All he wants to do is go on with his daily routine. How can he reach enlightenment at all? He isn't filled with dogma, at least that's what I think. Can Truth with the capital T solve maybe some problems for him? When Leo talked about it in his video, he said that sometimes it can cure what was once incurable. I want to try it myself first, for private reasons. And maybe let him try later. But if I have to do so much research first, how is he gonna do it?
  24. @Serotoninluv Mind sharing this mysterious source
  25. @Serotoninluv Sometimes he gets randomly angry, sad or whatever. The amount of suffer me and my parents go through when we don't understand him at all and we see him beating his self up. Yes that is one of the problems. When he gets angry he hits his own head, or hits others. He almost got kicked out of his school because he slapped the teacher twice. This is very true and I think this is his case. I got raised up as shia/sunni muslim, since watching Leo I have started dropping these beliefs. Looking at him, he doesn't even know what prayers are. Let alone reading the Quran. He does, in fact, simply experience and express joy in the present moment. The amount of times my mother wondered how his mindset would look like may finally get some answers. There are somethings I know, but trying to get into his perspective never accured to me before. I have only tried this with people without autism to get out of, stage Blue I think? Or is living in your own paradigm an Orange thing? I don't know, but I will try it. The teacher part sounds exciting.