Meditationdude

@Leo Gura the work itself is enjoyable. I truly love contemplation and questioning reality. But it can be very overwhelming. With higher perspective comes more responsibility. I can no longer ignore a problem or ignore Truth. It becomes too painful and obvious so I have to take action. I’m constantly evolving and making changes and it’s insanely hard. I wish I could just chill and do nothing but that’s not possible anymore. How can you unsee Truth? And why do so many people on this forum make it seems like they have it figured out? There’s no fucking way people are that conscious already! You’ve only been doing this 6 years. Makes me feel like I’m really bad at this work and I feel stupid. “Just let go” lol - ya like I haven’t tried that for 5 years straight! It’s so hard!!!!

@Surfingthewave How? I’m just not seeing it clearly. Why is the answer so simple and yet I can’t see it in practice?

@CBDinfused I’ve been doing consciousness work for over 5 years straight and I still don’t truly understand reality. I also don’t understand how so many people on this forum do and I don’t.

Two people in my life know I’m self actualized and at a high level of consciousness. My girlfriend and therapist. My friend today asked me why I was so happy and doing so well and I didn’t know how to answer him. I got nervous and I said something along the lines of “well my business is doing good and I’ve been really focused lately.” But in reality I’ve just hit levels of consciousness I never dreamed of. I want to be open with my friends and family about this and how I’ve completely transformed but I’m afraid they will think I’m crazy. So I just play a role most of the day and try to act somewhat normal but on the inside I want to shake everyone and scream WAKE UP!! Any tips on how to move through this? I feel like my old self is long dead. I already mourned him and now I’m ready to start over with this new Self.

@Moksha they still get my love and being. They just may not understand why (which is fine with me). By no means have I transcended ego, I’m just a hell of a watcher. I see it all and chose how to act vs react.

Why are you all entertaining this troll?

@datamonster ok Tosh. Also lots of poor people have jet skis. Or more accurately stated, a lot of Banks have JetSkis

@mw711 I don’t know if this is something you can force yourself to do and maintain long term. Like any addiction you must have an enormous amount of motivation and vision to get you out. So strong that you can have alcohol or narcotics or your phone right next to you without anybody watching and not even worry about touching them. Once you truly realize how your addiction to your phone is keeping you unconscious you’ll stop. That is if you truly care about consciousness and truth. I find that most people think enlightenment and all this Leo content is incredible and fascinating, but never actually do the insanely difficult work of intentional suffering. This is what you’re doing right now man. Intentionally suffering in an attempt to grow. A leap of faith, hoping that if you can stop wasting your life on your phone you can take that next step in your life and grow. But you must suffer first! So, here you go let’s see how conscious you are. Can you do it? Can you let it go for good? Are you ready to let it die? Are you ready to die? I hope you win this battle man! I’m routing for ya ?

@Cepzeu yes God, please tell me how you feel about Cepzeu’s post? What is your perspective?

@Phyllis Wagner relapses are normal and expected. Was it just one night? This doesn’t mean you’re doomed and the same person you were two months ago. You made it two months! That’s a win! I relapsed so many times on opiates before I figured it out! Half a decade of relapses and failures. I look back at how my mind was completely locked into the belief that I NEEDED opiates to get through my day and feel normal. Turned out not being true. I stopped for good after my first shroom trip which I had a breakthrough experience (lucky I guess). I needed the Truth to slap me in the face in a way I would never forget. I needed to escape low consciousness, take a glance at higher consciousness and then use that to climb up in my sober day to day life.

@Animo laziness exists bc you created it.

@twoosees send the recruiting team some tasty treats and say “there’s more where that came from if you hire me” ?? But for real to answer your question, trying to get hired on somewhere with only a CV is a crapshoot. You have to stand out somehow and it difficult to know what the employer is looking for. And if you’re interested in actualized.orgs ideas and concepts it’s probably not you. They don’t like independent free thinkers with boundaries

@Fadl building report is the whole game. Make a friend first and the sales will follow. Don’t sell anything, you are a resource for information! Learn your product so well that it’s easy to talk about. Also be passionate about what you’re selling. Don’t be pushy or inauthentic and always come from an attitude of wanting to help THEM. Make it about them (the customer) no matter how it effects you. Also don’t be annoying and reaching out to prospects all the time. If you MUST reach out to prospects often don’t make it the same stuff over and over.

@7thLetter you should add a wizard

@universe I don’t really post on the forum but I gotta say this was just brilliant. Thank you so much for sharing, you really resonated with me and I needed to see this. I was curious about one thing you said here.. “The counter-intuitive nature of emotions is that you will not suffer by feeling unwanted emotions. But you will suffer if you repress emotions and restrict energy in your body.” In my experience when I open up to unwanted emotions I suffer greatly, but it’s nothing compared to when I repress them. It’s a different kind of suffering though. Opening is more intense and obvious while the other is not as obvious and under the surface.

@Striving for more there’s probably a handful on here but that’s not gonna help your social life. If you find an answer to this PLEASE let me know ?

I understand a lot but have a really hard time communicating (speaking and typing). Are there any techniques I can use to get better at getting what’s in my head out? I feel like I’m really missing out on sharing my self actualization and consciousness with the world. thanks for the help ?

Do you fully trust yourself? All decisions and choices? I feel like on this journey to self actualization I hit a point where I don’t trust anyone but myself, and not in a neurotic way but true inner guidance coming through. Wondering if anyone else feels fully confident in themselves and how they present themselves in the world? Completely unmoved or shaken by what you think you “should” be doing or what you can’t control.

@okulele self actualization for me means identifying as my truest self and working towards deconstructing the ego mind (an ongoing process). Consciousness is my level of awareness and quality/clarity of perception of reality.

@Ibgdrgnxxv See I don’t think there’s anyone else better than me out there to trust. It all comes from within and I see it clearly

@Megan Alecia I second guess myself as well but not after I’ve made a decision. It’s clear to me what’s the best choice it’s just hard to follow it sometimes

@hyruga I trust myself to make the right choice on which doctor to see, what surgery to get, what medication to take, etc..

That’s a great one! Wishing you the best man

@Vision read Napoleon Hill

@The_Alchemist 25 maybe 30 over the last 4 years. Without these I would be years behind in my development and straight up lost or stuck.