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@OctagonOctopus great. i feel extremely great. life is working in sync

@flume also i heard that telling her she looks beautiful triggers them..so like its better to compliment their personality, mind, etc

@Bando yea agreed, looks like shes not ready for that yet so plans have changed @Harlen Kellyfax bro

@flume wow. Great post. I’ve done a lot of what you said already. And I made a grave error of joking about the eating condition in the past. But I’ve also done a lot of the good things you said like I may not understand it but I’m here to listen etc etc. ?everything you said is so spot on that I just may as well just use this as a guide to remember. yeah I figured she might get nervous when more intimate. So I gotta be really careful and not push it, take things slowly. how about in terms of space? Do people with eD usually want more space from you?

@Flowerfaeiry 100%. Good I have the right mindset then cause everything you said is what I thought too. No I don’t see her like a child. It’s just that when you comfort/help someone sometimes they can get angry because they feel embarrassed or somehow weak afterwards. Not saying she’s like that but yeah.

@perlita anyone who asks for money for spiritual content is automatically a red flag

@Bando fuckk alright so just like go for kiss on cheek, then kiss on lips, etc. yea she knows we wanna be more than friends cause ive kissed her on cheek b4 , but even just thinking about it rn gives me butterflies

@Flowerfaeiry @Michael569 how do i balance being there for her without treating her like a child? ive done this in the past and it brings up lots of resentment

@BipolarGrowth yes im aware that this is out of my league and i need to let the professionals handle this. ive tried to fix people before and it always ends so terribly lots of resentment and frustration on both sides at the end of the day. totally unhealthy , but yes thanks for your feedback. ill do what i can with encouragement, being there for her etc.

@Flowerfaeiry hey, yes thankyou for your response. im aware that eating disorders and eating are just the surface, and its really an emotional issue deep deep down. i dont ask her about it only when she mentions it , when shes suffering ill tell her supportive ideas like there is people that recover, i try not to tell her what to do or blame her for anything. but anyways i kinda wanna know what it feels like to have an eating disorder..it sounds similar to OCD

@Roy yes trust me i know i do NOT play that role thank god for research

write a letter to your younger self. go back to your childhood. go back to the good times. to when you would laugh and have fun with your parents, your siblings, your friends, your cousins, what you dressed up as for halloween, the first time you tried cheetos, the dreams you had as a kid. listen to this while you do this exercise and i guarantee you you will get an emotional release that you've been looking for.

@Gianna i love teal swan. she has really solid relationship advice.

@Leo Gura don't delete me your teachings have saved my life literally and improved my life in various ways. The only thing that i think is off-putting is sometimes you can come off "mean" or narcissitic on the forums. Besides that, i think your work is incredible and has helped tons of people. there will always be haters. always.

i made a commitment to do 2 open mic (stand up comedy) a week to get out of my comfort zone. ive been maintaining this routine for a few months now. but it doesnt feel as fun anymore and i find it very emotionally taxing. do i just keep going, or chill out a bit? on one hand i made a promise to myself, on the other hand i dont want to do something i dont feel like doing atm because its not as fun anymore/coming from inspiration. it feels more like a chore, like going to the gym or something

@PBen534 good answer. My purpose has to do with becoming who I want to be and stand up does assist me in getting that social confidence. So yes it does. This helped thanks

do they exist?

@Endangered-EGO look at ur values and then make ur decision

@Being Frank Yang how do u feel now that you are "awakend" "enlightened" are there tons of girls wanting to fuck u? are u in a relationship? whats ur mental stability at? do u wake up everyday like feeling like ur tripping? what has noticeably changed in ur day to day life? ur no longer bored? u no longer desire anything?

i am by no means, sitting on my ass doing nothing. i work on myself daily. but no matter what i feel fucking empty and feel meaninglessness 24/7. is it because i did too many psychedlics? i am getting to the point in my self development where my life is becoming so fucking lonely. the problem isnt hanging out with people etc, the problem is im beginning to experience that nobody can offer me anything of value that will fix this feeling. so its like why am i existing, like what the fuck is going on, im just on a 24/7 psychelic trip experiencing life with no meaning, its stress inducing and fucking lonely as shit.

@Nahm yeah i can see how u think im playing victim, but ima ctually just trying to dive deeper into myself to see how far i can go @Jacobsrw thankyou i iwll do that

@Jacobsrw did u ever feel crazy? right now i feel as if i dont even know whats real anymore. like if my meaningless statement is also meaningless then im beginning to feel scared. because if that isnt true then what is? it gets more and more paradoxical. i think im feeling fear from dropping that belief now. fear of reality.

i recently bought a virtual reality. some of these apps have lsd trips and other things like getting rid of your fear of heights, etc. it sounds super dumb, but im thinking i could find ways to raise my consciousness through this. has anyone here experimented with this?

@Rajneeshpuram LOL

@Jacobsrw hmmm i agree with what you're saying. i remember my philosophy teacher said to him life is meaningless. to which he wanted to reply with is that statement meaningful to you? secondly it sounds like your speaking from experience. how did you overcome the meaningless feeling? you dive into it..what exactly do you mean by that?