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  1. @TheAvatarState Thank you, that was helpful for me to read.
  2. @DrMobius Yeah that’s exactly what frightened me. It is beautiful but terrifying.
  3. @WelcometoReality nicely put
  4. @AlldayLoop By myself. This might have been one of the least challening trips I’ve had overall though, even if there still was some resistance. Before this it was a long time ago I did psychedelics, but used to take them quite often some years ago when I had even more shit to purge and inner demons to face. Guess I’m very sensitive also. There’s pros and cons with having someone with you but generally I prefer doing it alone. And I also don’t know anyone right now that would be a good tripsitter. But yeah, for a while it felt like I needed some support and that’s why I posted here.
  5. @Truthority Maybe it helps to avoid using your real name and appearance if you’re uncomfortable with being famous.
  6. Why don’t you wanna share your music? It won’t be any less left for yourself, right?
  7. Yes! Some cats are incredibly sensitive in that sense. Not only for higher states of consciousness but also for lower states... When I suffered from severe OCD my cat used to drag me out of that trance like state like no human ever managed to do or even notice.
  8. I was still on LSD when writing this actually.. Yes, very much ego. It seems like my thoughts, concepts and ideas are forming reality. On one hand this felt like an insight in itself, but on the other it seemed like just another delusion. I realized how death is an illusion and in the end it didn’t feel good at all. I also remembered seeing this many times before. Unfortunately the one thing that really seems to stick with me is the terror of not being able to die. Don’t know how to get further. This sounds so silly.
  9. How can this be so painful? I’m fucking exhausted
  10. I don’t know. Maybe that’s the problem
  11. It feels like I’m totally insane
  12. Anyone tried smoking changa in a joint? Is this method efficient enough for a breakthrough?
  13. Omg. When will you tell us?